يَاO رَبُّLord قَدْalready سَوَّدْتُI have blackened وَجْهَthe face of صَحِيفَتِيmy record
يَا رَبُّ قَدْ سَوَّدْتُ وَجْهَ صَحِيفَتِي
بِجَرَائِرٍwith sins لِيmine كَسْبُهَاtheir commission وَلَكَand Yours القَضَاthe decree
بِجَرَائِرٍ لِي كَسْبُهَا وَلَكَ القَضَا
O Lord, I have blackened the face of my record
Oh Lord, I have blackened the face of my record
With sins whose commission is mine, while the decree is Yours.
With sins that were my doing, while ordaining was Yours
وَالْقَصْدُand the aim أنْthat أنْجُوI escape مِنَfrom الآتِيwhat is to come كَمَاjust as
وَالْقَصْدُ أنْ أنْجُو مِنَ الآتِي كَمَا
نَجَّيْتَنِيYou saved me يَاO رَبُّLord فِيمَاin what قَدْalready مَضَىhas passed
نَجَّيْتَنِي يَا رَبُّ فِيمَا قَدْ مَضَى
And my aim is to escape what is to come, just as
And my aim is to escape what is yet to unfold
You saved me, O Lord, in what has passed.
As You saved me, my Lord, from what happened before
فَبِجَاهِso by the honored standing of أحْمَدَAhmad لاَdo not تُخَيِّبْfrustrate مَقْصَدِيmy aim
فَبِجَاهِ أحْمَدَ لاَ تُخَيِّبْ مَقْصَدِي
وَتَوَلَّنِيand take me into Your care بِالْعَفْوِwith pardon وَامْنُنْand bestow بِالرِّضَىwith favor
وَتَوَلَّنِي بِالْعَفْوِ وَامْنُنْ بِالرِّضَى
So, by Ahmad’s honored standing, do not frustrate my aim,
So for Ahmad's sake, do not foil my intent
And take me into Your care with pardon, and bestow Your favor.
And take me in Your care, forgive and consent