ضاعفdouble عليupon me بجهدكwith your utmost effort البلوىthe affliction
ضاعف علي بجهدك البلوى
وابلغand reach بجهدكwith your utmost effort غايةthe limit الشكوىthe lamentation
وابلغ بجهدك غاية الشكوى
Redouble the affliction upon me with all your might,
Double the affliction upon me with all your strength;
and with all your might reach complaint’s utmost limit.
And with all your strength, reach the utmost limit of lamentation;
واجهدand strive وبالغand go to extremes فيin مهاجرتيforsaking me
واجهد وبالغ في مهاجرتي
واجهرand proclaim بهاof it فيin السرsecrecy والنجوىand whispered conversation
واجهر بها في السر والنجوى
Exert yourself, and go to extremes in shunning me;
And strive, and go to extremes in forsaking me;
proclaim it openly, in secret and in whispered converse.
And proclaim it in secret and in whispered conversation.
فإذاthen when بلغتyou reach الجهدthe utmost exertion فيin قلمa pen (unclear here)
فإذا بلغت الجهد في قلم
تتركyou leave لنفسكfor yourself غايةa limit قصوىultimate
تترك لنفسك غاية قصوى
Then, when you have reached the utmost effort with a pen,
Then, when you have reached the utmost exertion “in a pen” [wording unclear],
you leave yourself one final, furthest extreme.
You leave yourself an ultimate limit;
فانظرthen look فهلthen, has …? حالa state بيwithin me انتقلتit has changed
فانظر فهل حال بي انتقلت
عماfrom what تحبyou love بحالةinto a state أخرىanother
عما تحب بحالة أخرى
Then look: has the state within me changed
Then look: has any state within me changed
from what you love into some other state?
From what you love into another state?