لولاwere it not for ولولاand were it not for ولولاand were it not for
لولا ولولا ولولا
عبدٌa servant قديمage-old لمولىof a Master
عبدٌ قديم لمولى
Were it not, and were it not, and were it not—
Had it not been for an old servant of the Master
an age-old servant of a Master—
The secret would have become public
لأصبحwould have become السرthe secret جهراan open proclamation
لأصبح السر جهرا
منىfrom me وأصبحتand I would have become قولاspeech
منى وأصبحت قولا
the secret would have become an open proclamation
And I would have become just words
from me, and I would have become speech;
And been absent from everything
وغبتand I would have vanished عنfrom كلevery شيءthing
وغبت عن كل شيء
مماof what بداappeared وتجلّىand revealed itself
مما بدا وتجلّى
and I would have vanished from everything
That appeared and manifested
that appeared and revealed itself.
Had it not been for the care of the All-Merciful's eye when He manifested
لولاwere it not for عنايةthe care عينthe eye الرthe All- (name fragment)
لولا عناية عين الر
حمنMerciful (completing the name) حينwhen تجلّىHe revealed Himself
حمن حين تجلّى
Were it not for the care of the eye of the All-
Had it not been for, had it not been for, had it not been for
Merciful, when He revealed Himself.
The generosity that did not abandon me
لولاwere it not for ولولاand were it not for ولولاand were it not for
لولا ولولا ولولا
كرامةa grace ماnot تخلّىHe has forsaken
كرامة ما تخلّى
Were it not, and were it not, and were it not—
Glory be to Him, the Most High
a grace: He has not forsaken me.
My Master, as long as I am your servant
سبحانهglory be to Him وتعالىand exalted is He
سبحانه وتعالى
مولايmy Master ماas long as دمتYou remain مولىMaster
مولاي ما دمت مولى
Glory be to Him, and exalted is He.
For He knows
My Master, so long as You remain Master,
That I humbled myself completely
فإنهfor indeed He هوHe Himself يدريknows
فإنه هو يدري
أنىthat I تفانيتI have effaced myself ذلّاin abasement
أنى تفانيت ذلّا
for He Himself knows
And He, as my Lord
that I have effaced myself in abasement,
Humility towards His servant is more appropriate
وأنهand that He وهوand He ربيmy Lord
وأنه وهو ربي
بعبدهto His servant الذلthe lowly أولىmore entitled
بعبده الذل أولى
and that He, who is my Lord,
And that I, and He is my Lord
has the greater claim to His lowly servant;
Am only a poor one, nothing but
وأننيand that I وهوand He ربيmy Lord
وأنني وهو ربي
مسكينهHis poor one ليسis not إلاexcept
مسكينه ليس إلا
and that I, He being my Lord,
And I am for Him, so be for me
am His poor one, nothing more.
O Lord, in word and deed
وإنّنيهand indeed I am that one فكنso be ليfor me
وإنّنيه فكن لي
ياO ربLord قولاin word وفعلاand in deed
يا رب قولا وفعلا
And indeed I am that one—so be for me,
My Master, as long as I am deserving
O Lord, in word and deed.
So I will meet You as deserving
مولايmy Master ماas long as دمتYou remain أهلاworthy
مولاي ما دمت أهلا
فسوفthen shall ألقاكI meet You أهلاworthy
فسوف ألقاك أهلا
My Master, so long as You are worthy,
And I do not know a master
then I shall find You worthy.
Other than Yourself as deserving
ولستand I do not أعرفknow مولاMaster (word fragment)
ولست أعرف مولا
يmy (completing the preceding word) غيرother than ذاتكYour very Self أهلاworthy
ي غير ذاتك أهلا
And I know no one, my Master,
Nor virtue for other than You
but Your very Self as worthy.
And how can one possess virtue
ولاand no لغيركfor anyone other than You فضلbounty
ولا لغيرك فضل
وكيفand how يملكcould he possess فضلاbounty
وكيف يملك فضلا
And none other than You has bounty;
Except through Your grace, my Lord
and how could another possess bounty
My Lord, Most High and Majestic
إلاexcept بفضلكthrough Your bounty ربيmy Lord
إلا بفضلك ربي
ربيmy Lord تعالىis exalted وجلّاand is majestic
ربي تعالى وجلّا
except through Your bounty, my Lord?
He is the Hopeful, the Generous
My Lord is exalted and majestic.
For what is subtle and majestic
هوHe الكريمthe Generous One المرجىthe One hoped in
هو الكريم المرجى
لماهfor whatever (unclear spelling) دقّis small وجلّاand is great
لماه دقّ وجلّا
He is the Generous One in whom hope is placed
At every instant and moment
for all things, small and great,
As long as I possess words
فيin كلevery حينtime وآنand moment
في كل حين وآن
ماas long as دمتI remain أملكI possess قولاspeech
ما دمت أملك قولا
at every time and moment,
And intimacy and passion alternate after separation
as long as I possess speech.
My Master, after me
ولىand I have بنجواهthrough His whispered communion وجدecstasy
ولى بنجواه وجد
والهجرand estrangement يعقبis followed by وصلاunion
والهجر يعقب وصلا
And in His whispered communion I have ecstasy;
There was nothing but imprint and murder
and estrangement is followed by union.
And my heart has been stripped
مولايmy Master ماnot كانwas بعدىmy distance
مولاي ما كان بعدى
إلاexcept انطباعاan impression وقتلاand a killing
إلا انطباعا وقتلا
My Master, my distance was nothing
Of everything other than complete devotion
but an impression and a killing.
So be for Your servant, my Lord
وقدand indeed تجردhas stripped itself bare قلبيmy heart
وقد تجرد قلبي
منof كلevery غيرother thing تخلّىit has let go
من كل غير تخلّى
And my heart has stripped itself bare
As long as he is deserving of grace
of all else, letting go.
And grant me success, greet and pray peace
فكنso be لعبدكfor Your servant ربيmy Lord
فكن لعبدك ربي
ماas long as دامhe remains للفضلfor grace أهلاworthy
ما دام للفضل أهلا
So stand by Your servant, my Lord,
My Master, purify and bless
as long as he is worthy of grace.
وامنُنand bestow favor وصلّand send blessings وسلمand grant peace
وامنُن وصلّ وسلم
مولايmy Master زكّىHe has purified وصلّىand He has blessed
مولاي زكّى وصلّى
And bestow favor, send blessings, and grant peace;
my Master has purified and blessed.
Partial English translation: 39 of 42 Arabic lines translated.