وبيand within me سأمٌweariness منof قُوايَmy powers
وبي سأمٌ من قُوايَ
مريدٌdefiant ينازعُنيwrestles with me أغَلبmighty
مريدٌ ينازعُني أغَلب
And within me is weariness of my strength—
I am weary of my strength,
Defiant and mighty, it wrestles with me.
Defeated by a frail youth.
لعليperhaps I may أحِسُّI feel جديداًsomething new وابلوand I experience
لعلي أحِسُّ جديداً وابلو
جديداًsomething new منof العيشِlife لاnot أرقُبُI expect
جديداً من العيشِ لا أرقُبُ
Perhaps I may feel something new and experience
Perhaps I'll sense something new, a downpour—
Something new in life that I do not expect.
Something new in life I do not expect.
أناI اليومtoday صِنوُthe twin of الكآباتِsorrows باتتthey spent the night
أنا اليوم صِنوُ الكآباتِ باتت
وبتّand I spent the night وصدريand my breast بهاwith them مخصبfertile
وبتّ وصدري بها مخصب
Today I am the twin of sorrows; they stayed the night,
Today I am the jar of sorrows.
And so did I, my breast fertile with them.
I've settled down and filled my heart with them.
فماso there is no للسرورfor joy إلىinto خاطريmy mind
فما للسرور إلى خاطري
سبيلpath وليسand there is not لهfor it مسربa passage
سبيل وليس له مسرب
So, for joy to reach my mind,
So happiness has no path to my mind,
There is no path, nor any passage for it.
No alleys by which to slip in.
ولستnor am I ليؤنسنيto keep me company شادنa young gazelle
ولست ليؤنسني شادن
ولستnor am I ليشتاقنيto yearn for me ربربa herd of antelopes
ولست ليشتاقني ربرب
Nor will a young gazelle keep me company,
Neither joyful companion can cheer me
Nor will a herd of antelopes yearn for me.
Nor lover's passionate murmur.
جعلتَyou made فتاكyour young man شبيهكlike you حسناًin beauty
جعلتَ فتاك شبيهك حسناً
فأرهقَهُso it burdened him الشبَهُthe likeness المعجِبwondrous
فأرهقَهُ الشبَهُ المعجِب
You made your young man like yourself in beauty,
You made your beauty like yourself—perfection—
So the wondrous likeness weighed him down.
And resemblance has wearied the admirer.
إذاwhenever ماemphatic particle ظهرتُI appear أروّعI terrify السباعَthe beasts of prey
إذا ما ظهرتُ أروّع السباعَ
فلاso not تطمئنthey feel at ease ولاand not تَقربُthey draw near
فلا تطمئن ولا تَقربُ
Whenever I appear, I terrify the beasts of prey,
When I appear, the loveliest of creatures,
So they are not at ease and do not draw near.
I bring no peace, and none comes near.
كأنيas though I مكانكَin your place فيin كلevery عينeye
كأني مكانكَ في كل عين
فمنso who ذاthis one سميريmy companion by night ومنand whom أصحَبI keep company with
فمن ذا سميري ومن أصحَب
As though I were in your place in every eye.
It's as if, wherever eyes turn, they see
Who, then, is my companion by night, and whom can I befriend?
You. Who then is my boon friend? Who will draw near?
لكto you المجدُglory كيفhow خلاصيmy deliverance منيfrom myself
لك المجدُ كيف خلاصي مني
ومماand from what أحسُّI feel وماand what أَحسَبُI think
ومما أحسُّ وما أَحسَبُ
Glory be yours! How can I be freed from myself,
Yours is the glory! How can I save myself
And from what I feel and what I think?
From what I feel, from what I reckon?