لِلَّهِto God أَشكوI complain of صاحِباًa companion
لِلَّهِ أَشكو صاحِباً
لاno حُبَّlove فيهِin him وَلاand no كَرامَهhonor
لا حُبَّ فيهِ وَلا كَرامَه
To God I complain of a companion
To God I complain of a friend
in whom there is neither love nor honor.
In whom is neither love nor honor
كانَhe was النَديمَthe drinking companion فَلَمbut did not أَنَلI gain
كانَ النَديمَ فَلَم أَنَل
مِنfrom قُربِهِhis closeness غَيرَother than النَدامَهregret
مِن قُربِهِ غَيرَ النَدامَه
He was my drinking companion, yet I gained nothing
He was a companion, but I gained
from his closeness but regret.
Nothing from his nearness except regret
وَأَقَمتُand I stayed أَرقُبُI await وَصلَهُreunion with him
وَأَقَمتُ أَرقُبُ وَصلَهُ
فَأَقامَso he raised فيin هَجريforsaking me القِيامَهDoomsday
فَأَقامَ في هَجري القِيامَه
And I stayed, awaiting reunion with him,
And I waited expectantly for his loyalty
but in forsaking me he raised Doomsday.
But he let me down utterly
قَدindeed كانَthere was ليfor me فيهِin him الغَرامُpassionate love
قَد كانَ لي فيهِ الغَرامُ
فَصارَليso I ended up with مِنهُfrom him الغَرامَهthe penalty
فَصارَلي مِنهُ الغَرامَه
I once felt passion for him,
Once he held affection for me
but from him I came to suffer a penalty.
Now from him I reap only estrangement
وَرَضيتُand I was content مِنهُfrom him بِالسَلاwith a greeting (continues)
وَرَضيتُ مِنهُ بِالسَلا
مِcompletion of 'greeting' فَصِرتُso I became أَرضىI am content بِالسَلامَهwith safety
مِ فَصِرتُ أَرضى بِالسَلامَه
And I was content with a greeting from him,
And I was content with his cordiality
but came to be content merely to be safe.
So I came to be pleased just with a greeting
فَهُناكَthen, at that point قُلتُI said لِخاطِريto my mind
فَهُناكَ قُلتُ لِخاطِري
بَعدَafter المَلاةِthe long wait وَالمَلامَهand reproach
بَعدَ المَلاةِ وَالمَلامَه
Then I said to my mind,
Thus there I said to my soul
after a long wait and reproach:
After intimacy and familiarity
أَتَرومُdo you seek? مِنfrom بَعدِafter النَداregret (continues)
أَتَرومُ مِن بَعدِ النَدا
مَةِcompletion of 'regret' مِنهُfrom him إِدراكَattaining النَدىgenerosity مَهstop!
مَةِ مِنهُ إِدراكَ النَدى مَه
"Do you seek, after regret,
Do you still hope, after estrangement
to gain generosity from him? Stop!"
To regain from him intimacy?