ماwhat use is بقائيmy staying! ماwhat use is انتظاريmy waiting! ماwhat use is احتماليmy endurance!
ما بقائي! ما انتظاري! ما احتمالي!
ماwhat use is مجيئيmy coming! ماwhat use is ذهابيmy going! ماwhat use is قعودِيmy sitting!
ما مجيئي! ما ذهابي! ما قعودِي!
What use is my staying! What use is my waiting! What use is my endurance!
What awaits me! What is my expectation! What is my endurance!
What use is my coming! What use is my going! What use is my sitting still!
What is my coming! What is my going! What is my sitting!
إنْif غدوتُI became عاجزًاunable عنْto حمْلِcarrying سيفِيmy sword
إنْ غدوتُ عاجزًا عنْ حمْلِ سيفِي
للدِّفاعfor the defense عنof كيانِيmy being ووُجودِيand my existence
للدِّفاع عن كيانِي ووُجودِي
If I became unable to bear my sword
If I become incapable of carrying my sword
To defend my being and my existence,
To defend my existence and being
ووقفتُand I stood أبكمًاmute لاnot أستطيعُI can
ووقفتُ أبكمًا لا أستطيعُ
أنْto أقولَI say لاno لأشباهِto the lookalikes of القرُودِthe monkeys
أنْ أقولَ لا لأشباهِ القرُودِ
And stood mute, unable
And I stand mute unable
To say no to those resembling monkeys;
To say no to quasi-apes
وعجزتُand I was unable عنْto get رغيفٍa loaf صارَbecame وعدًاa promise
وعجزتُ عنْ رغيفٍ صارَ وعدًا
كاذبًاfalse كالأُخْرَياتِlike the other ones منْamong وعودِيmy promises
كاذبًا كالأُخْرَياتِ منْ وعودِي
And could not obtain a loaf that had become a promise,
And I fail to get a loaf which has become
False like the others among my promises;
A lying promise like the rest of my promises
وشربتُand I drank الطّينَthe mud والأمواهُand the waters تحتِيْbeneath me
وشربتُ الطّينَ والأمواهُ تحتِيْ
لعدوُّيْfor my enemy صَفْوُهَاtheir clear water خلْفَbehind السُّدودِthe dams
لعدوُّيْ صَفْوُهَا خلْفَ السُّدودِ
And drank mud while the waters lay beneath me,
And I drink mud while my
Their clear water my enemy's, behind the dams;
Enemy drinks its clarity behind the dams
وأكلتُand I ate الجِفتَthe olive pomace والزّيتُand the oil يُضيءُgives light
وأكلتُ الجِفتَ والزّيتُ يُضيءُ
كالنّجومِlike the stars فوقabove أجْبالِmountains جُدودِيmy ancestors
كالنّجومِ فوق أجْبالِ جُدودِي
And ate olive pomace while the oil gave light,
And I eat dry bread while oil lights up
Like stars above my ancestors' mountains;
Like stars above the mountains of my ancestors
ومشيتُand I walked مشيةَthe gait of العُرجانِthe lame كيلاlest
ومشيتُ مشيةَ العُرجانِ كيلا
ينهبَmight steal الوجهُthe face نصيبيmy share فيin الطّرودِthe parcels
ينهبَ الوجهُ نصيبي في الطّرودِ
And walked with the gait of the lame, lest
And I walk the walk of the limping so that
My face rob me of my share of the parcels;
The face does not take my share of the food
وسقفتُand I roofed البيتَthe house منwith سَعْفٍpalm fronds وقصرِيْand my palace
وسقفتُ البيتَ من سَعْفٍ وقصرِيْ
فرسَخيْنِtwo parasangs ليسَis not إلّاexcept عنْfrom حدودِيmy borders
فرسَخيْنِ ليسَ إلّا عنْ حدودِي
And roofed the house with palm fronds, while my palace lay
And I roof my house with palm fronds while my palace
Two parasangs—no more—from my borders;
Is only two miles from my border
وخنَسْتُand I shrank back كلبَa dog ليلٍnight كلّماwhenever شاtainted (word beginning)
وخنَسْتُ كلبَ ليلٍ كلّما شا
بَtainted (word ending) الرياحَthe winds نتْنُthe stench بارودِgunpowder الجُنودِthe soldiers
بَ الرياحَ نتْنُ بارودِ الجُنودِ
And shrank back, a dog of the night, whenever
And I sneak like a night dog whenever the winds
The stench of the soldiers' gunpowder tainted the winds;
Smell gunpowder from the soldiers
ووصلتُand I joined العتمَthe darkness بالنّورِto the light لأجنيْso I might earn
ووصلتُ العتمَ بالنّورِ لأجنيْ
دِرهمَيْنِtwo dirhams اثنيْنِtwo منfrom نسلِdescendants الهُنودِthe Indians
دِرهمَيْنِ اثنيْنِ من نسلِ الهُنودِ
And joined darkness to light to earn
And I connect the darkness with light to earn
Two dirhams—just two—from the descendants of Indians;
Two measly coins from the progeny of the Indians
وركِبتُand I rode القدمينthe two feet كيْso that أبيتَI spend the night
وركِبتُ القدمين كيْ أبيتَ
بينamong أهلِيmy family والطّريقُand the road فيْin صُعودِascent
بين أهلِي والطّريقُ فيْ صُعودِ
And rode my two feet so I might spend the night
And I ride my feet so I can spend the night
Among my family, while the road climbed uphill;
Among my family while the road is uphill
وفرِحتُand I rejoiced كلّماwhenever ابْتاعَbought رئيسيْmy boss
وفرِحتُ كلّما ابْتاعَ رئيسيْ
بدمِيwith my blood سيّارةًa car منof نوعِmake "أودِيAudi"
بدمِي سيّارةً من نوعِ "أودِي"
And rejoiced whenever my boss bought
And I rejoice whenever my boss buys
With my blood, a car of the Audi brand;
A luxury “Audi” car with my blood money
وسجدتُand I prostrated myself سجدتيْنِtwo prostrations للوليدِto al-Walid
وسجدتُ سجدتيْنِ للوليدِ
كيْso that يُمِدَّhe might supply بنكbank أمِّيmy mother بالنّقودِwith money
كيْ يُمِدَّ بنك أمِّي بالنّقودِ
And prostrated myself twice before al-Walid,
And I bow twice to the heir
So he might supply my mother's bank with money;
So he extends my mother’s bank with money
وبردتُand I filed ظفرَthe nail شيخَa sheikh فتنةٍstrife كيْso that
وبردتُ ظفرَ شيخَ فتنةٍ كيْ
أستضيءَI might have light ساعتينِtwo hours بالوَقودِwith fuel
أستضيءَ ساعتينِ بالوَقودِ
And filed the nail of a sheikh of strife, so that
And I sharpen the nail of the sheikh of sedition so
I might have two hours of light from fuel;
I can light up for two hours with firewood
وخرجتُand I went out حافيًاbarefoot حتّىso that أُهنّيI might congratulate
وخرجتُ حافيًا حتّى أُهنّي
ماwhat تبقىْremained مِنْof فلولٍscattered remnants بالصّمودِon steadfastness
ما تبقىْ مِنْ فلولٍ بالصّمودِ
And went out barefoot to congratulate
And I go out barefoot until I congratulate
What remained of the scattered remnants on their steadfastness;
What remains of remnants with resilience
وشمِتُّand I gloated فيover قريبٍa kinsman وفرحتُand I rejoiced
وشمِتُّ في قريبٍ وفرحتُ
لانتصارِat the victory خصْمfoe أوطانيْmy homelands اللّدودِimplacable
لانتصارِ خصْم أوطانيْ اللّدودِ
And gloated over a kinsman, and rejoiced
And I gloat over a relative and rejoice
At the victory of my homelands' bitter foe;
At the victory of my homeland’s archenemy
وشكرتُand I thanked منthose who أتونيcame to me باليهودwith the Jews
وشكرتُ من أتوني باليهود
كونهُمْbecause they عادواreturned لتعزيزِto strengthen صُمودِيmy steadfastness!
كونهُمْ عادوا لتعزيزِ صُمودِي!
And thanked those who brought the Jews to me,
And I thanked those who came to me with Jews
Because they had returned to strengthen my steadfastness!
Because they returned to reinforce my resilience!
وافْتِكاكِيand my liberation منْfrom أساطيرِmyths جُدوديmy ancestors!
وافْتِكاكِي منْ أساطيرِ جُدودي!
بلْnay وتحريرِand liberating نِسائِيmy women مِنْfrom قُيودِيmy shackles!
بلْ وتحريرِ نِسائِي مِنْ قُيودِي!
And to free me from my ancestors' myths!
And free me from my ancestors’ myths!
Nay, and to liberate my women from my shackles!
And liberate my women from my shackles!
والمُناداةِand calling بحقٍّfor a right فيto الشّذوذِsexual deviance
والمُناداةِ بحقٍّ في الشّذوذِ
بلْnay وإرْجاعِand restoring سَدومَSodom للوُجودِto existence
بلْ وإرْجاعِ سَدومَ للوُجودِ
And to call for a right to sexual deviance,
And call for the right to deviance
Nay, and to bring Sodom back into existence!
And bring back Sodom into existence
ماwhat use is دعائيmy supplication! ماwhat use is بكائيmy weeping! ماwhat use is صياميmy fasting!
ما دعائي! ما بكائي! ما صيامي!
ماwhat use is صلاتيmy prayer! ماwhat use is ركوعيmy bowing! ماwhat use is سجودِيmy prostration!
ما صلاتي! ما ركوعي! ما سجودِي!
What use is my supplication! What use is my weeping! What use is my fasting!
What is my prayer! What is my crying! What is my fasting!
What use is my prayer! What use is my bowing! What use is my prostration!
What is my prayer! What is my bowing! What is my prostration!
إنْif رقبتُI watched دهمَهمْtheir raid on مسْرىْnight-journey site رسُوليmy Messenger
إنْ رقبتُ دهمَهمْ مسْرىْ رسُولي
وكفىand sufficed غرْبٌthe West وأغنَىand obviated عنْthe need for رُدودِيmy replies
وكفى غرْبٌ وأغنَى عنْ رُدودِي
If I watched them storm the site of my Messenger's night journey,
If I bent their path the course of my messenger
And the West sufficed, making my replies unnecessary;
And alienation sufficed, without my answers
وشهدتُand I witnessed ضربَهمtheir striking أُختيْmy sister بنيسَin Nice
وشهدتُ ضربَهم أُختيْ بنيسَ
ملقيًاcasting لوميmy blame عليْهاupon her فيin برودِcoldness
ملقيًا لومي عليْها في برودِ
And witnessed them strike my sister in Nice,
And I witnessed their beating of my sister Nisa
Coldly casting my blame upon her;
Casting blame on her with composure
وخنقتand I strangled الحقّthe truth وهْوَwhile it ليto me أبٌa father نصْin support (word beginning)
وخنقت الحقّ وهْوَ لي أبٌ نصْ
رًاin support (word ending) لمنfor whoever زوّجmarried off أمّيmy mother منto يهودِيa Jew
رًا لمن زوّج أمّي من يهودِي
And strangled the truth, though it was a father to me, in support
And I choked the truth while it is a father protecting
Of whoever married my mother to a Jew;
Those who married my mother to a Jew
وعصَيتُand I disobeyed اللهGod جهرًاopenly كيْso that يقالَit might be said
وعصَيتُ الله جهرًا كيْ يقالَ
أنّthat فكريmy thinking قدْhad براrecovered منَfrom الجُمودِrigidity
أنّ فكري قدْ برا منَ الجُمودِ
And disobeyed God openly so it would be said
And I disobeyed God openly so it is said
That my thinking had recovered from rigidity;
That my thinking is free from rigidity
وتباهيتُand I boasted بجدٍّof a forefather ندُّa match for أُسْدٍlions
وتباهيتُ بجدٍّ ندُّ أُسْدٍ
رغمdespite أنّىthe fact that I عشتُlived عبدًاas a slave للقرودِto the monkeys
رغم أنّى عشتُ عبدًا للقرودِ
And boasted of a forefather, a match for lions,
And I took pride in a forefather who bites like a lion
Though I lived as a slave to monkeys.
Despite having lived a slave to apes