عاقبتنيyou punished me بالصدwith rejection وهوand it is عصيبgrievous
عاقبتني بالصد وهو عصيب
وأطلتand you prolonged هجريabandoning me وهوand it is منكfrom you غريبstrange
وأطلت هجري وهو منك غريب
You punished me with rejection, and it is grievous.
You punished me with indifference, which was hard on me
And prolonged your abandonment of me, though it is unlike you.
And prolonged my estrangement, which was strange of you
عاهدتنيyou pledged to me أنthat لاnot تصدyou turn away وإنand even if بدتarose
عاهدتني أن لا تصد وإن بدت
منيfrom me علىwith عمدdeliberate intent إليكtoward you ذنوبoffenses
مني على عمد إليك ذنوب
You pledged not to turn away from me, even if there arose
You promised me you wouldn't be indifferent, even if
From me deliberate offenses against you.
I intentionally committed sins against you
فإذاthen behold بعهدكwith your pledge قدindeed تصرمsnapped حبلهits cord
فإذا بعهدك قد تصرم حبله
ماwhat is بينناbetween us وإذاand behold بيwith me المغضوبthe one under wrath
ما بيننا وإذا بي المغضوب
Then, behold, your pledge's cord has snapped
Yet your promise had its rope severed
Between us, and behold, I am the one under your wrath.
Between us, and I became the one who angers
حاشاكfar be it from you منfrom نقضbreaking العهودpledges وإنماbut rather
حاشاك من نقض العهود وإنما
ظنjudgment ابنson of آدمAdam مخطىءmistaken ومصيبand correct
ظن ابن آدم مخطىء ومصيب
Far be it from you to break pledges; rather,
Far be it from you to break promises, but
The judgment of Adam's son may be wrong or right.
The son of Adam imagines he is mistaken and correct
هبنيgrant that I جنيتI did wrong كماas زعمتyou claimed تعمداdeliberately
هبني جنيت كما زعمت تعمدا
يعصيone disobeys الإلاهGod وبعدand after ذاكthat يتوبrepents
يعصي الإلاه وبعد ذاك يتوب
Grant that I did wrong deliberately, as you claimed;
Grant me what you claimed you intended
One disobeys God, and afterward repents.
To disobey God, and after that, repent
ألهفوةfor a lapse? صدرتoccurred وماand not مثليsomeone like me بمعinfallible (first fragment)
ألهفوة صدرت وما مثلي بمع
صومinfallible (final fragment) يعظمgrows severe غبهاin its wake التأنيبreproach
صوم يعظم غبها التأنيب
For a lapse that occurred—and one like me is not
My passionate plea was rejected, and one like me should not
Infallible—must the ensuing reproach be so severe?
Fast excessively out of self-reproach
جاريتكمI went along with you فيماin what ادعيتمyou alleged حيثsince لمnot
جاريتكم فيما ادعيتم حيث لم
يحسنis fitting لكمfor you منfrom مثليsomeone like me التكذيبcontradiction
يحسن لكم من مثلي التكذيب
I went along with what you alleged, since it was not
I went along with what you claimed, since it was not
Fitting for someone like me to contradict you.
Good for someone like me to lie to you
عدreturn للودادto affection وغضand lower طرفكyour gaze منةas a favor
عد للوداد وغض طرفك منة
عماfrom what جرىhappened فالخوضfor delving فيهinto it معيبshameful
عما جرى فالخوض فيه معيب
Return to affection, and, as a favor, avert your gaze
Return to affection and overlook, out of graciousness
From what happened; delving into it is shameful.
What transpired, for dwelling on it is unseemly
أتروقdoes it delight? ليto me السلوىforgetfulness وحسنand the goodness of صنيعكمyour treatment
أتروق لي السلوى وحسن صنيعكم
بلسانin a language of صدقtruth فيwithin الحشاthe breast مكتوبinscribed
بلسان صدق في الحشا مكتوب
Can forgetting you delight me, when your gracious deeds
Will you allow me solace and your good companionship
Are inscribed in the language of truth within my breast?
With a tongue of honesty in private it is recorded
اللهGod يعلمknows أننيthat I am متشوقlonging
الله يعلم أنني متشوق
للعفوfor pardon وهوand it is منfrom الكريمthe generous one قريبnear
للعفو وهو من الكريم قريب
God knows that I long
God knows I long
For pardon, which comes readily from the generous.
For forgiveness, which is near for the generous
هلاwill we not? تصالحناwe make peace علىin رغمdefiance of العدىthe foes
هلا تصالحنا على رغم العدى
والصلحand peace خيرis better هلwill? أراكI see you تجيبyou answer
والصلح خير هل أراك تجيب
Will we not make peace, despite our foes?
Why not reconcile despite the hostility
And peace is better—will I see you answer?
Reconciliation is best, will you respond?
لمتىuntil when? التغافلfeigned indifference عنtoward مطالبتيmy request بماfor what
لمتى التغافل عن مطالبتي بما
أرجوهI hope for it منof عفوpardon عساكmay you تثوبreturn
أرجوه من عفو عساك تثوب
How long will you feign indifference to my plea for
How long will you neglect my request for
The pardon I hope for? May you return.
Forgiveness I hope for, perhaps you will relent
لمwhy لاnot وأنتand you are هوthe very one المطالبthe claimant أولاfirst
لم لا وأنت هو المطالب أولا
بحقوقكمfor your rights وأناand I am هوthe very one المصلوبthe crucified
بحقوقكم وأنا هو المصلوب
Why not, when you are the first to demand
Why not, when it is you who should first
Your rights, while I am the one crucified?
Demand your rights, while I am the crucified
هاbehold قدindeed أتيتI have come لنحوtoward بابكyour door مذعناsubmissive
ها قد أتيت لنحو بابك مذعنا
فاحكمso judge عليagainst me وإننيand indeed I am المغلوبthe vanquished
فاحكم علي وإنني المغلوب
Behold, I have come toward your door, submissive;
Behold, I have come humbly to your door
So judge me, and indeed I am the vanquished.
Judge me, though I am the defeated
لاdo not تحسبنيthink me فيin المودةaffection غاسقاa moon of night
لا تحسبني في المودة غاسقا
يبدوappears بأفقهon its horizon تارةat times ويغيبand disappears
يبدو بأفقه تارة ويغيب
Do not think me, in affection, a moon
Think me not insincere in affection
That sometimes appears on its horizon, then vanishes.
Sometimes appearing, sometimes hidden
الودaffection ذاتيinherent لديin me فقلاso scarcely يرىis seen
الود ذاتي لدي فقلا يرى
لحوادثunder the vicissitudes of الأيامthe days فيهwithin it دبيبيmy creeping movement
لحوادث الأيام فيه دبيبي
Affection is innate in me, so scarcely can one see
Affection is intrinsic in me, so it does not
My creeping shift in it with the vicissitudes of days.
Perceive in it the creeping of time’s events
اذfor لاno اختيارchoice ولاand no تصرفcontrol لاfor a (word fragment) مرىءperson
اذ لا اختيار ولا تصرف لا مرىء
فيin أيany شيءthing والنفوسand souls ضروبvarious kinds
في أي شيء والنفوس ضروب
For a person has neither choice nor control
For man has no choice or control in anything
In anything, and souls are of many kinds.
And souls are of different stripes
هذيthis سجيةthe nature of منthe one ظعنتyou departed بودهwith his affection
هذي سجية من ظعنت بوده
وبداand appeared لهto him فيon وجهكyour face التقطيبa frown
وبدا له في وجهك التقطيب
Such is the nature of him whose affection you bore away,
This is the nature of one whose affection you spurned
And who saw a frown appear upon your face.
And severity appeared on your face to him
أخليتyou emptied منof وديmy affection الفؤادthe heart فساءنيso it grieved me
أخليت من ودي الفؤاد فساءني
بعدafter التقربdrawing close ذلكthat التغريبestrangement
بعد التقرب ذلك التغريب
You emptied your heart of my love, and it grieved me—
You emptied my heart of affection, so after intimacy
That estrangement after drawing close.
That estrangement pained me
كنتI was الوليthe guardian لعهدكمof your pledge فنبذتنيthen you cast me off
كنت الولي لعهدكم فنبذتني
فأناso I am إذنthen ذاكthat الوليguardian المسلوبdispossessed
فأنا إذن ذاك الولي المسلوب
I was the guardian of your pledge, but you cast me off;
You were the heir to my promise, but you discarded me
So I am now that dispossessed guardian.
So I am the dispossessed heir
إنindeed الحديدiron علىdespite صلابةthe hardness of متنهits substance
إن الحديد على صلابة متنه
بالكهرباءby electricity ملينsoftened مجلوبattracted
بالكهرباء ملين مجلوب
Indeed iron, despite the hardness of its substance,
Verily, iron, for all the hardness of its body
Is softened and drawn by electricity.
Is softened and bent by electricity
حاشاfar be it لقلبكfrom your heart أنto يشابbe tainted بغلظةwith harshness
حاشا لقلبك أن يشاب بغلظة
وعليهand over it منfrom تلكthose الخلالvirtues رقيبa guardian
وعليه من تلك الخلال رقيب
Far be it from your heart to be tainted with harshness,
Far be it for your heart to be hardened
And a guardian from those virtues watches over it.
With severity, while reproaches watch over it
دعput aside عنكfrom yourself ماwhat اعترضinterrupted الصداقةfriendship برهةfor a while
دع عنك ما اعترض الصداقة برهة
متناسياdeliberately forgetful لهof it فالحبيبfor the beloved حبيبa beloved
متناسيا له فالحبيب حبيب
Put aside what interrupted friendship for a while,
Leave aside what came between our friendship for an instant
Deliberately forgetting it, for a beloved remains a beloved.
Forgetting it, for the beloved is the beloved
ماnot هيit لوif فكرتyou reflected غيرother than سحابةa cloud
ما هي لو فكرت غير سحابة
وتقشعتand it dispersed فجلاso became visible بهاby it المحجوبwhat was veiled
وتقشعت فجلا بها المحجوب
It is, if you reflect, nothing but a cloud,
It is but a cloud, if you consider
And it dispersed, revealing what it had veiled.
Which will dissipate, unveiling the veiled
وكفتand it shielded محياthe face of الودaffection شرthe evil of مشايهa tale-bearer (unclear form)
وكفت محيا الود شر مشايه
وارتاحand found rest صدرa breast فيamong القلوبhearts رحيبspacious
وارتاح صدر في القلوب رحيب
And shielded affection's face from a tale-bearer's evil,
The evils that harmed affection were halted
And a breast, spacious among hearts, found rest.
And breasts relaxed in welcoming hearts
فالآنso now ساغbecame fitting لأنfor me to أقولI say تعطفاtenderly
فالآن ساغ لأن أقول تعطفا
عاقبتنيyou punished me بالصدwith rejection وهوand it is عصيبgrievous
عاقبتني بالصد وهو عصيب
So now it is fitting for me to say, tenderly:
So now it is fitting I say graciously:
You punished me with rejection, and it is grievous.
You punished me with indifference, which was hard on me