معيني عَلى نَفسٍ شتيتٌ جميعُها
(للمياء) من دون الأنام نزوعُها
A helper for a scattered soul am I
Whose inclination is away from people
وَطيفٌ لها وَهْناً أطافَ بمضجعي
فأَوهمني حيناً بأني ضجيعها
An apparition softly floated round my bed
For a moment making me think it was her lying near
كما ارتدَّ طرفٌ ثم أعقب رعشةً
وَقد شخصتْ عيني وَذيد هجوعها
As an eye glanced back and was followed by a tremor
While my eyes were awake though drowsy with her yearning
فما ذات طوقٍ بان عنها أَليفُها
وما مطفلٌ قد ضلَّ منها رضيعها
She is not one whose familiar would abandon her
Nor an intruder who has strayed from her, lost
بأَكثر مني لوعة وتقطعاً
لزائرةٍ ولَّتْ وعَزَّ رجوعها
With more anguish and distress than I
For a visitor who has turned away, her return uncertain
عهودٌ لمن تامَتْ فؤادي وذمةٌ
وإنْ قَدَمَتْ أيامُها لا أَضيعها
A pledge to one who had won my heart and duty
Though her days have passed, I'll not forsake her
رعى الله يومَ (النيربَين) وَليلة
سعدتُ بها حتى تولّى هزيعها
God protect the day of an-Nairbayn and the night
I was happy with her until her departure distressed me
إذا أنا من (لمياءَ) بالموقف الذي
يطأطئُ هامَ العزِّ فيه رفيعها
When I am at al-Lamiya in the stand where
The glorious bow their heads, haughty as they are
تلفتُّ في نصٍ مخافةَ كاشح
إذا استرقَ الأَسرار فهو مذيعها
I look around fearful of a faultfinding critic
Who might steal secrets and spread them around
كطائرةٍ قد أُفلتتْ من حبالةٍ
فما سمعته أَو رأَته يروعها
Like a bird escaped from its tether
Without hearing or seeing anything to alarm it
فما زلتُ أَنفي الخوفَ حتى رأيتها
وقد سكنتْ بالاً وأفرخ روعها
I did not cease dismissing fear until I saw her
Having settled anxiety and hatched its eggs
يدٌ بيدِ نيطتْ وخدٌّ لمثلهِ
أُضيفَ وأَجفان تفيض دموعها
Hand in hand, cheek against its match
Brought together, eyelids pouring out their tears
إذا ما شكوتُ الحبَّ أَمررت كَفَّها
عَلى كبدٍ ما يندملن صدوعها
When I complain of love, she passes her hand
Over a liver that cannot be healed of its wounds
كما كنت لا أَرضى ببذلِ ليانها
حذاراً وبقيا أَنْ يراضَ منيعها
As I was not content with her cool reception
Fearing to arouse dislike in her standoffishness
ولو كنتُ أدري بالذي هو كائنٌ
لأَدرك منها ما يرجّى تبيعها
Had I known what was going to happen
I would have attained what I hoped her price would buy
هممتُ ولم أُقدم ولو كنتُ مقدماً
شفيتُ بها نفساً شديداً ولوعها
I had the intention but did not go ahead, for had I gone ahead
I would have healed with her a soul of intense distress