صاحبتمونيyou befriended me فبئسَتso wretched was صُحبةٌcompanionship ليَfor me منof
صاحبتموني فبئسَت صُحبةٌ ليَ من
عَتبٍreproach وَشكوىand complaint وإِعتابٍand appeasement وإِشكاءِand redress
عَتبٍ وَشكوى وإِعتابٍ وإِشكاءِ
You befriended me—what wretched company for me, full of
You befriended me, but your friendship was misery for me
Reproach and complaint, appeasement and redress,
Full of blame, complaints, grievances, and laments
وحالةٍand a manner لكُمof yours رسميَّةٍformal ابداًalways
وحالةٍ لكُم رسميَّةٍ ابداً
تشفُّgives a glimpse عنof نقطةٍa spot فيin القلبِthe heart سوداءblack
تشفُّ عن نقطةٍ في القلبِ سوداء
And your ever-formal manner,
You always had an official stance
Revealing a black spot within the heart.
Revealing a black spot in my heart
منfrom أينwhere جاءَتit came ولاand not يَسطيعُcan يَنقُطُهاmark it with a dot
من أين جاءَت ولا يَسطيعُ يَنقُطُها
الّاexcept الَّذيthe one who حلَّdwelt منهُof it فيin السُوَيداءِthe heart's dark core
الّا الَّذي حلَّ منهُ في السُوَيداءِ
Where did it come from? None can make that mark
I don't know where it came from or how to erase it
Except the one who has dwelt in its innermost, dark core.
Except by the One who descended serenely
وكمand how many قوارِصَstinging taunts منكمfrom you كنتI used to أحملهاbear them
وكم قوارِصَ منكم كنت أحملها
وَاللَهِby God اهوَنُeasier منهاthan them الحَملُthe bearing للداءِof illness
وَاللَهِ اهوَنُ منها الحَملُ للداءِ
And how many stinging taunts from you I used to bear!
How many burdens have I carried because of you
By God, bearing illness is easier than bearing them.
By God, they were lighter than carrying disease
الحمدpraise لِلَّهto God انif كانَتwas صداقتكمyour friendship
الحمد لِلَّه ان كانَت صداقتكم
تؤذيcauses hurt اذاthen لمnot تكونواyou were منamong احبّائيmy loved ones
تؤذي اذا لم تكونوا من احبّائي
Praise be to God—if your friendship
Praise be to God, if your friendship
Caused hurt, then you were not among my loved ones.
Pained me when you weren't my loved ones
وإنand if يكنit is ليسnot الّاexcept صحبةٌcompanionship وَقِلاًand hatred
وإن يكن ليس الّا صحبةٌ وَقِلاً
فلاthen not برحتمyou cease to be مدىthroughout الايامthe days اعدآئيmy enemies
فلا برحتم مدى الايام اعدآئي
And if it is nothing but companionship and hatred,
If it was nothing but companionship for a while
Then may you remain my enemies for all time.
You wouldn't stay my enemies forever