فيمwhy الغدوُّmorning departure غداًtomorrow وأينand where رواحيmy evening journey
فيم الغدوُّ غداً وأين رواحي
ويحَalas for الصباحِthe morning لقدindeed مضَىit went away بصباحيwith my morning
ويحَ الصباحِ لقد مضَى بصباحي
Why set out tomorrow morning, and where shall I go at evening?
Where is tomorrow's tomorrow and where is my soul
Alas for the morning—it has carried off my own dawn.
Alas for the morning, it has passed with my morning
عصفتstormed عليناupon us غيرَwithout منذرةٍforewarning لناto us
عصفت علينا غيرَ منذرةٍ لنا
ياO فرقةَparting of الآلافِdear companions أيُّwhat رياحِwinds
يا فرقةَ الآلافِ أيُّ رياحِ
They stormed upon us without warning,
It blew upon us without warning
O parting of dear companions—what winds!
O flock of thousands, which winds
طلعتrose عليناupon us بالسقامِwith sickness وبالنوىand with separation
طلعت علينا بالسقامِ وبالنوى
وهوتand swooped هويّthe swoop of الغادرِthe treacherous one المجتاحِthe ravager
وهوت هويّ الغادرِ المجتاحِ
It rose upon us with sickness and separation,
It rose over us with sickness and with vows
And swooped like a treacherous ravager.
And the treacherous gust swooped down
عبثتtoyed بمعبودِwith the idol of العيونthe eyes وصيَّرَتand made
عبثت بمعبودِ العيون وصيَّرَت
كالورسِlike yellow wars-dye لوناًin color توأمَthe twin of التفَّاحِapples
كالورسِ لوناً توأمَ التفَّاحِ
It toyed with the idol of the eyes and made
It toyed with the idol of eyes and made
The apple's twin the color of yellow wars-dye.
Its color like the twin of an apple
ذهبواthey went بهwith him كالوردِlike a rose جافاهforsook it الندىthe dew
ذهبوا به كالوردِ جافاه الندى
ومضواand they went on بهwith him شبحاًa specter منof الأشباحِthe specters
ومضوا به شبحاً من الأشباحِ
They took him away like a rose forsaken by the dew,
They took it like a withered rose, deprived of dew
And went off with him, a specter among specters.
And they went with it like an apparition of apparitions
ياO هاتفاًone calling باسميby my name فُدِيتَmay you be ransomed منادياًcalling out
يا هاتفاً باسمي فُدِيتَ منادياً
ردَّreturned النداءَthe call عليهto him حَرُّthe heat of نُواحيmy lamentation
ردَّ النداءَ عليه حَرُّ نُواحي
O caller of my name—may I be your ransom as you call!
O you who call my name, I ransom the one calling
My burning lament returned his call.
The call returned to the burning lamentations
ياO آسيَhealer of الأسِيِّthe sorrowful لممتَyou mended جراحتيmy wound
يا آسيَ الأسِيِّ لممتَ جراحتي
وأسلتَand you made bleed عندat نواكَyour parting أيَّwhat جراحِwounds
وأسلتَ عند نواكَ أيَّ جراحِ
O healer of the sorrowful, you mended my wound,
O consoler of the disconsolate, you have probed my wound
And at your parting, what wounds you made bleed!
And asked at your moan, which wound
طأطأتُI bowed للبينto separation المشتِّتِthat scatters هامتيmy head
طأطأتُ للبين المشتِّتِ هامتي
وخفضتُand I lowered للقدَرِto fate المغيرِmarauding جناحيmy wing
وخفضتُ للقدَرِ المغيرِ جناحي
I bowed my head before sundering separation,
I bowed my scattered self and lowered
And lowered my wing before marauding fate.
My wings to the changing fate
ذَهَبَdeparted الوفيُّthe faithful one فلاso no ابتسامٌsmile مشرقٌradiant
ذَهَبَ الوفيُّ فلا ابتسامٌ مشرقٌ
ليfor me حيثُwherever كنتI may be ولاand no نهارٌday ضاحيsunlit
لي حيثُ كنت ولا نهارٌ ضاحي
The faithful one has gone: no radiant smile
The loyal one has gone and no radiant smile remains
Is mine wherever I am, nor any sunlit day.
Where I was, no bright daylight shines
عادreturned الشقيُّthe wretched one إلىto قديمold شقائهhis misery
عاد الشقيُّ إلى قديم شقائه
ومحَاand erased منfrom الدنياthe world السعادةَhappiness ماحيan effacer
ومحَا من الدنيا السعادةَ ماحي
The wretched one returned to his old misery,
The wretched returns to his old misery
And an effacer erased happiness from the world.
And erases from life whatever joy there was
ويحَalas for المآبِthe return إلىto مكانٍa place موحشdesolate
ويحَ المآبِ إلى مكانٍ موحش
متجهمِgrim العرصاتcourtyards مقفرِdeserted ساحِopen spaces
متجهمِ العرصات مقفرِ ساحِ
Alas for returning to a desolate place,
Alas for the place of return, a desolate place
With grim courtyards and deserted open spaces.
Of frowning plains, barren land
فيin كلevery ناحيةٍcorner خيالٌa phantom هاتفٌcalling
في كل ناحيةٍ خيالٌ هاتفٌ
ومُذكِّرٌand a reminder بجبينِكَof your brow الوضاحِradiant
ومُذكِّرٌ بجبينِكَ الوضاحِ
In every corner is a calling phantom,
In every direction, a specter calls
And a reminder of your radiant brow.
And reminds of your bright forehead
وموسَّدٌand one pillowed كالطيفِlike a wraith صاحٍawake ليلهhis night
وموسَّدٌ كالطيفِ صاحٍ ليله
أمسيتُI spent the evening أرعاهI watch over him بجفنٍwith an eyelid صاحِwakeful
أمسيتُ أرعاه بجفنٍ صاحِ
And one pillowed like a wraith, awake all night—
And lies like a phantom crying at night
I spent the evening watching over him with a sleepless eye.
I stay up entertaining it to forget my sorrows
أمضيI go on أمازحُهI jest with him لأنسيهto make him forget الضنىwasting illness
أمضي أمازحُه لأنسيه الضنى
وأقولُand I say فيin تهليلةِa jubilant cry of الأفراحِjoys
وأقولُ في تهليلةِ الأفراحِ
I go on jesting with him to make him forget the illness,
And I say in the trills of joy
And say in a jubilant burst of joy:
Do not worry, this ailment will disappear at dawn
لاdo not تجزعنَّever despair لعلةٍover an illness رهنَcaptive to الدجىthe night-darkness
لا تجزعنَّ لعلةٍ رهنَ الدجى
ستزولit will vanish عندat تبلُّجthe brightening of الإصباحِdawn
ستزول عند تبلُّج الإصباحِ
“Do not despair over an illness bound to the night;
I hide the great fears from it
It will vanish with the brightening of dawn.”
Drawn in my revealing eyes
أخفيI hide المخاوفَthe fears عنهfrom him وَهيَand they are جليلةٌgrave
أخفي المخاوفَ عنه وَهيَ جليلةٌ
مرسومةٌwritten فيin ناظريmy eye الفضَّاحِall-revealing
مرسومةٌ في ناظري الفضَّاحِ
I hide my fears from him, though they are grave,
Discovering my endurance, discovering
Written in my betraying eye.
My concealment, discovering my joking
مكتشفٌdiscovered بتجلديthrough my stoicism متكشفٌrevealed
مكتشفٌ بتجلدي متكشفٌ
بتستريthrough my concealment متكشفٌrevealed بمزاحيthrough my joking
بتستري متكشفٌ بمزاحي
Discovered through my stoicism, revealed
I disobeyed the illness and it overpowers
Through my concealment, revealed by my jests.
Disobeying the guided and the advisers
عاصيتُI resisted فيهin him الداءthe illness وهوand it is مغالِبstriving to overpower
عاصيتُ فيه الداء وهو مغالِب
عاصٍdefiant علىtoward الهادينَthe guides والنُصَّاحِand the counselors
عاصٍ على الهادينَ والنُصَّاحِ
I resisted the illness in him, as it strove to prevail,
Which violent nights did I stay up
Defiant of guides and counselors.
In what pains and what struggles
أيُّwhat اللياليnights العاتياتِraging سهرتُهَاI spent them awake
أيُّ الليالي العاتياتِ سهرتُهَا
فيamid أيِّwhat آلامٍagonies وأيِّand what كفاحِstruggle
في أيِّ آلامٍ وأيِّ كفاحِ
What raging nights I spent awake,
Grief destroyed my sturdy character
Amid what agonies, and what struggle!
And bent my defiance and clipped my wings
هَدَمَshattered الضنىwasting illness العاديthe assailing قَوِيَّthe strength of شكيمتيmy resolve
هَدَمَ الضنى العادي قَوِيَّ شكيمتي
وثنىand bent معاندتيmy defiance وردَّand checked جماحيmy unruliness
وثنى معاندتي وردَّ جماحي
The assailing illness shattered my firm resolve,
And patience collapses and the horizons are obscure
And bent my defiance and checked my unruliness.
And his cure is in the grip of the robes
والصبرُand patience هاوٍfalling والغيوبُand the unseen خفيةٌhidden
والصبرُ هاوٍ والغيوبُ خفيةٌ
وشفاؤهand his healing فيin قبضةِthe grasp of المنَّاحthe Bountiful Giver
وشفاؤه في قبضةِ المنَّاح
And patience fails, and the unseen is hidden,
And it dominated the angel that lies between us
And his healing lies in the grasp of the Bountiful Giver.
In the frailty of the lily and the delicacy of the petals
وطغىand ran rampant علىover المَلَكِthe angel الموسَّدِpillowed بينناamong us
وطغى على المَلَكِ الموسَّدِ بيننا
فيin ضعفِthe frailty of زنبقَةa lily ولطفِand the delicacy of أقاحِdaisies
في ضعفِ زنبقَة ولطفِ أقاحِ
And it overwhelmed the angel pillowed among us,
O you who passed through the sighs of youth
With a lily's frailty and the delicacy of daisies.
And went between the commotion of epochs
ياO منone who مضيتَyou departed خلالamid أناتِthe moans of الصباthe east wind
يا من مضيتَ خلال أناتِ الصبا
وذهبتَand you went away بينamid تناوحِthe answering wails of الأدواحِthe spreading trees
وذهبتَ بين تناوحِ الأدواحِ
O you who departed amid the east wind's moans,
The swift lightning takes you and disappears
And left amid the spreading trees' answering wails,
Hastening between landmarks and between sands
يمضيmoves on بكwith you البرقُthe lightning المقلُّthe bearer فيختفيthen vanishes
يمضي بك البرقُ المقلُّ فيختفي
عجلانَhurrying بينَbetween رُبىَhills وبينَand between بطاحِbroad plains
عجلانَ بينَ رُبىَ وبينَ بطاحِ
The lightning bearing you moves on, then vanishes,
Alas for life today, where is its beauty
Hurrying between hills and between broad plains.
And why do I fail and succeed in it
ويحَalas for الحياةِlife اليومَtoday أينwhere جمالُهَاits beauty
ويحَ الحياةِ اليومَ أين جمالُهَا
وعلامَand to what end إخفاقيmy failure بهاin it ونجاحيand my success
وعلامَ إخفاقي بها ونجاحي
Alas for life today—where is its beauty?
You who granted life to a lifeless one
And what are my failure and success in it for?
In the earth, alone without ambition
أنتَyou الذيthe one who وَهَبَgave الحياةَlife لميتٍto a dead man
أنتَ الذي وَهَبَ الحياةَ لميتٍ
فيon الأرضِthe earth منفردٍsolitary بغيرِwithout طِمَاحِambition
في الأرضِ منفردٍ بغيرِ طِمَاحِ
You are the one who gave life to a dead man,
You shone in its darkness and clouds
Solitary on earth, without ambition.
And rose like the flashing lightning
أشرقتَyou shone فيin ظلمائهاits darkness وغمامهاand its clouds
أشرقتَ في ظلمائها وغمامها
وطلعتَand you rose مثلlike البارقِthe lightning اللمَّاحِflashing
وطلعتَ مثل البارقِ اللمَّاحِ
You shone amid its darkness and its clouds,
So return to me for you left me destitute
And rose like flashing lightning.
Immersed in tears and misery
فارجعso return إليَّto me فقدfor indeed تركتَyou have left مشرداًa wanderer
فارجع إليَّ فقد تركتَ مشرداً
مستغرقاًimmersed فيin الدمعِtears والأتراحِand sorrows
مستغرقاً في الدمعِ والأتراحِ
So return to me, for you have left me a wanderer,
Immersed in tears and sorrows.
Partial English translation: 54 of 56 Arabic lines translated.