أناI وحديalone فيin البِيدِthe desert wastes حيرانُbewildered هائمwandering
أنا وحدي في البِيدِ حيرانُ هائم
فمتىso when تَذكُرُremember القفارَthe barren lands الغمائمthe clouds
فمتى تَذكُرُ القفارَ الغمائم
I am alone in the desert wastes, bewildered and wandering.
Alone in the desert, lost and confused
So when will the clouds remember the barren lands?
When will the clouds rain mercy
رحمةًmercy ياO سماءُsky إنindeed فميmy mouth جفhas dried (beginning)
رحمةً يا سماءُ إن فمي جف
فhas dried (completion) وحَلقيand my throat عنfrom المواردِthe watering places صائمfasting
ف وحَلقي عن المواردِ صائم
Mercy, O sky! My mouth has dried,
On the barren wilderness?
and my throat fasts from the watering places.
My mouth is dry, my throat thirsts
غاضdried up نبعُthe spring of المُنىhopes ولمand did not يبقَremain حتّىeven
غاض نبعُ المُنى ولم يبقَ حتّى
ومضةُa glimmer of الحُلمِthe dream فيin محاجرِthe eye sockets of نائمa sleeper
ومضةُ الحُلمِ في محاجرِ نائم
The spring of hopes has dried up; not even
The spring of wishes ran dry
a dream's glimmer remains in a sleeper's eye sockets.
And dreams no longer sparkle in sleepy eyes
أيّهاO you الطاعمُwho feast on الكَرىsleep ملءَfilling جَفنَيtwo eyelids (continued)
أيّها الطاعمُ الكَرى ملءَ جَفنَي
كyour وجفنيand my eyelid منof الكرىsleep غيرُnot طاعمtasting
ك وجفني من الكرى غيرُ طاعم
O you who feast on sleep till both your eyelids brim,
O you who enjoy fullness, my eyes brim
while my eyelid tastes no sleep.
While yours know no satiation
أَبكِنيmake me weep واستَبِدَّand tyrannize بيover me واقضِand decree ماwhatever شاwills (beginning)
أَبكِني واستَبِدَّ بي واقضِ ما شا
ءَwills (completion) لَكfor you الحسنُbeauty فيَّagainst me واظلمand be unjust وخاصمand quarrel
ءَ لَك الحسنُ فيَّ واظلم وخاصم
Make me weep, tyrannize over me, and decree whatever
Chastise me, dominate me, do as you wish
beauty wills for you against me; wrong me and quarrel.
For beauty is in your hands, so be unjust and contentious
غيرَexcept هذاthis النّوَىseparation فإِنّfor indeed لياnights (beginning)
غيرَ هذا النّوَى فإِنّ ليا
ليهits (with the end of 'nights') ظلالٌshadows منof المناياdeaths حوائمhovering
ليه ظلالٌ من المنايا حوائم
Anything but this separation, for its nights
But not in this wish, for I have
are hovering shadows of death.
Shadows of death swirling around it
تضمحلُّfades away الحياةُlife فيهwithin it وتنهدand collapses (beginning)
تضمحلُّ الحياةُ فيه وتنهد
دُcollapses (completion) كأَنَّas though النهارَthe day معولُa pickaxe of هادمa destroyer
دُ كأَنَّ النهارَ معولُ هادم
Life fades within it and collapses,
Life withers here and sighs
as though the day were a destroyer's pickaxe.
As if daylight is a destroying hammer
لاdo not تَكلنِيabandon me لذلكto that الأبَدِeternity الأَسthe black (beginning)
لا تَكلنِي لذلك الأبَدِ الأَس
وَدِblack (completion) فيin قاعِthe bottom of مُزبِدِfoaming اللُجthe deep sea قاتمdark
وَدِ في قاعِ مُزبِدِ اللُج قاتم
Do not abandon me to that black eternity
Do not abandon me to that endless gloom
in the depths of a foaming, murky sea.
In the depths of the turbulent sea
لاdo not تَكلنِيabandon me لِهُوَّةٍto a chasm تعصِفُrage الأشthe specters (beginning)
لا تَكلنِي لِهُوَّةٍ تعصِفُ الأش
باحُspecters (completion) فيin جَوفِهاits depths وتَعويand howl السَّمائمthe scorching winds
باحُ في جَوفِها وتَعوي السَّمائم
Do not abandon me to a chasm where specters rage
Do not leave me to the abyss
in its depths and scorching winds howl.
Where storms roar within it and winds howl
يسألhe asks الزهرَthe flowers والخمائلَand the groves والأنand the blossoms (beginning)
يسأل الزهرَ والخمائلَ والأن
وارblossoms (completion) عنabout تربِهاtheir companion الضحوكِlaughing الباسمsmiling
وار عن تربِها الضحوكِ الباسم
He asks the flowers, the groves, and the blossoms
It asks flowers, vines and lights
about their laughing, smiling companion.
About its smiling, blooming soil
ذاقtasted ماwhat ذاقtasted فيّwithin me الصبابةardent yearning إلاnothing but
ذاق ما ذاق فيّ الصبابة إلا
ذَبحَةَthe slaughter of الرُّوحِthe soul وانفصالَand the sundering of التوائمthe twins
ذَبحَةَ الرُّوحِ وانفصالَ التوائم
All he tasted of yearning within me was
It has not tasted in my youth
the slaughter of the soul and the sundering of twins.
Except the slaughter of the soul and the separation of twins
إنif تَعُدyou return محسِناًbeing kind إليّto me فَعُدthen return بيwith me
إن تَعُد محسِناً إليّ فَعُد بي
للعهودِto the times المقدّساتِsacred الكرائمnoble
للعهودِ المقدّساتِ الكرائم
If you return with kindness to me, then take me back
If you count yourself as my benefactor
to the sacred, noble times.
Then keep to the sacred pacts and noble traits
وإذاand if ماever رأيتَyou see عزميَmy resolve ينهاcollapses (beginning)
وإذا ما رأيتَ عزميَ ينها
رُcollapses (completion) فثَبِّتthen strengthen بالذِّكرَياتِwith memories الدعائمthe pillars
رُ فثَبِّت بالذِّكرَياتِ الدعائم
And if ever you see my resolve collapse,
And if you see my resolve weakening
then strengthen the pillars with memories.
Then strengthen it with memories, like pillars
جئتنِيyou came to me فيin الخريفِautumn والروضُand the garden عارٍbare
جئتنِي في الخريفِ والروضُ عارٍ
فكسوتَso you clothed الرُّبَىthe hills عذَارَىthe maidens of البراعمthe buds
فكسوتَ الرُّبَى عذَارَى البراعم
You came to me in autumn, when the garden lay bare,
You came to me in autumn and the garden was bare
so you clothed the hills in maiden buds.
So you clothed the hills in veils of buds
وأجالَand swept الربيعُspring أخضَرَthe green of كفَّيtwo palms (continued)
وأجالَ الربيعُ أخضَرَ كفَّي
هِits ليمحوto erase اصفرارَهits yellowing المُتراكمaccumulated
هِ ليمحو اصفرارَه المُتراكم
And spring swept its green palms
And spring made my hands green again
to erase its accumulated yellowing.
To wipe away their accumulated yellowness
رحلةٌa journey للنجومto the stars لمdid not تَكُbe أوهاillusions (beginning)
رحلةٌ للنجوم لم تَكُ أوها
ماًillusions (completion) وبعضُand some النعيمbliss أوهامُthe illusions of حالمa dreamer
ماً وبعضُ النعيم أوهامُ حالم
A journey to the stars that was no illusion,
A journey to the stars that was not
though some bliss consists of a dreamer's illusions.
Fantasies, and some pleasures, dreams of a dreamer
آهِah كمhow many ليلةٍa night أراجعُI review أياdays (beginning)
آهِ كم ليلةٍ أراجعُ أيا
مِيmy (with the end of 'days') أعُدُّI count العُلَىthe glories وأُحصِيand I tally العظائمthe great things
مِي أعُدُّ العُلَى وأُحصِي العظائم
Ah, how many a night I review my days,
Oh, how many nights I recollect my days
counting the glories and tallying the great things.
Count the ascents and list the greatest heights
وحسبتُand I reckoned الخسارَthe losses فيهاin them فكانَso it was الthe
وحسبتُ الخسارَ فيها فكانَ ال
غَبنُloss عنديto my mind زَمانِيَmy time المتقادمlong past
غَبنُ عندي زَمانِيَ المتقادم
And I reckoned the losses in them; the loss,
And I calculated the loss within them
to my mind, was my long-past time,
So the deprivation seemed to me, my passed time
قبلَbefore أنthat نلتَقيwe meet فلماthen when تلاقَيmet (continued)
قبلَ أن نلتَقي فلما تلاقَي
ناwe عرفتُI knew الغِنَىwealth وذُقتُand I tasted المغانمthe gains
نا عرفتُ الغِنَى وذُقتُ المغانم
before we met; then, when we met,
Before we met, and after we met
I knew wealth and tasted the gains.
I knew wealth and tasted the winnings
حيثماwherever أغتَدِيI go forth at dawn فإنّthen indeed الدراريthe radiant stars
حيثما أغتَدِي فإنّ الدراري
ملءُfilling رُوحيmy soul وفيand in خياليmy imagination بواسمsmiling
ملءُ رُوحي وفي خيالي بواسم
Wherever I set out at dawn, the radiant stars
Wherever I wander, the pearls are
fill my soul and smile in my imagination.
The fullness of my soul, and in my imagination, smiles
إنif أبِتI spend the night جائعاًhungry فثمّةَthen there is زاديmy sustenance
إن أبِت جائعاً فثمّةَ زادي
أوor أبِتI spend the night مُعسراًdestitute فثَمَّthen there are الدراهمthe dirhams
أو أبِت مُعسراً فثَمَّ الدراهم
If I spend the night hungry, there is my sustenance;
If I refuse hungry, still my provisions are there
or spend it penniless, there are the coins.
If I refuse poor, still there are dirhams
وعجيبٌand strange قدindeed كنتَyou were ليfor me حسدَthe envy of الحسّاthe envious (beginning)
وعجيبٌ قد كنتَ لي حسدَ الحسّا
دِِenvious (completion) فيهاin them وكنتَand you were أنتyou yourself التمائمthe amulets
دِِ فيها وكنتَ أنت التمائم
And strangely, you brought me the envy of the envious
And strangely you had been the envy of the envious
in those times, and you yourself were the amulets.
Yet you were my amulets
بالذيby the one who صُنتُI safeguarded عهدهhis covenant لمdid not أخُنهbetray him
بالذي صُنتُ عهده لم أخُنه
ومتىand when خانتbetrayed الأكفُّthe hands المعاصمthe wrists
ومتى خانت الأكفُّ المعاصم
By the one whose covenant I kept, whom I did not betray—
By the one whose pact I protected, I was not disloyal
and when have hands ever betrayed wrists?—
And when hands betrayed what they grasped
والذيand the one whose حُكمُهhis decree كأقدارِlike the destinies of عَينيtwo eyes (continued)
والذي حُكمُه كأقدارِ عَيني
كyour فماso there is no منهماagainst either of them ولاnor منهagainst him عاصمprotector
ك فما منهما ولا منه عاصم
and the one whose decree is like the destinies of your eyes:
And he whose rule was like the fate of my eyes
there is no protector against either them or him.
Neither he, nor them, nor it had any protection
أيُّwhat صوتٍvoice منfrom الغيوبthe unseen realms يناديcalls (continued)
أيُّ صوتٍ من الغيوب ينادي
نيme فأطويso I fold up لهfor it الدُّنَىthe worlds والمعالمand the landmarks
ني فأطوي له الدُّنَى والمعالم
What voice from the unseen calls
What voice from the unknown calls me
me, that I fold up worlds and landmarks for it?
To cross the world and its landmarks?
قَدَرٌa destiny مُشعَلٌkindled علىupon شفةٍa lip تدcalls (beginning)
قَدَرٌ مُشعَلٌ على شفةٍ تد
عوcalls (completion) فأَخطوso I step علىupon اللَّظَىthe blaze غيرَnot نادمregretful
عو فأَخطو على اللَّظَى غيرَ نادم
A destiny kindled upon a lip that calls,
A blazing destiny on the edge of lips that call
so I tread the blaze without regret.
So I walk on the flames and have no regrets
وفؤاديand my heart يحومُhovers بالنّارِaround the fire لاdoes not يَحheed (beginning)
وفؤادي يحومُ بالنّارِ لا يَح
فِلُheed (completion) أنّيthat I علىover المنيَّةِdeath حائمhovering
فِلُ أنّي على المنيَّةِ حائم
And my heart hovers around the fire, heedless
And my heart hovers with fire, unaware
that I hover over death.
That I walk toward the inevitable
الهوىlove مَصرَعيmy doom وكمand how many منof حِمامٍa death
الهوى مَصرَعي وكم من حِمامٍ
كانwas باباًa doorway إلىto الخلودimmortality الدائمeverlasting
كان باباً إلى الخلود الدائم
Love is my doom, and how many a death
Passion is my demise, and how many doves
has been a doorway to everlasting immortality,
Were doors to eternal permanence
وطريقاًَand a path منof الأسنّةِthe spearpoints والشوand the thorns (beginning)
وطريقاًَ من الأسنّةِ والشو
كِthorns (completion) رَوَتwatered أرضُهits soil الدموعُthe tears السواجمstreaming
كِ رَوَت أرضُه الدموعُ السواجم
and a path of spearpoints and thorns
And paths from the thorns and agonies
whose soil was watered by streaming tears.
Whose soil was watered by pouring tears
شهدbears witness اللهُGod ماnot قضيتُI spent اللياليthe nights
شهد اللهُ ما قضيتُ الليالي
ناعمَcomfortable الجَنبِthe side فوقupon مَهدٍa cradle ناعمsoft
ناعمَ الجَنبِ فوق مَهدٍ ناعم
God bears witness: I did not spend the nights
God knows I have not spent nights
at ease upon a soft cradle.
Gently lying on a gentle bed
أيُّwhich جَيشَيكof your two armies مُغرِقيdrowns me ليليَmy night الطاthe tyrannical (beginning)
أيُّ جَيشَيك مُغرِقي ليليَ الطا
غِيtyrannical (completion) أمor الشوقُlonging وحدهalone وهوwhile it is عارمraging
غِي أم الشوقُ وحده وهو عارم
Which of your two armies drowns me—my tyrannical night,
What army drowns my lofty night
or longing alone, raging as it is?
Or is it just longing, overwhelm and intense?
آهah مِنfrom رُبَّماperhaps ومنand from أملٍa hope يُمholds (beginning)
آه مِن رُبَّما ومن أملٍ يُم
سكholds (completion) نفسيmy soul رجاءَin hope of يومٍa day قادمcoming
سك نفسي رجاءَ يومٍ قادم
Ah, the 'perhaps,' and the hope that holds
Oh, from hopes that sometimes
my soul in expectation of a coming day!
Grasp my soul in anticipation of a coming day
قدmay تجيءُcome الأنباءُthe tidings منfrom شاطئthe bank of النthe Nile (beginning)
قد تجيءُ الأنباءُ من شاطئ الن
نيلNile (completion) غداًtomorrow والمبشّراتُand the heralds النسائمthe breezes
نيل غداً والمبشّراتُ النسائم
Tidings may come from the bank of the Nile
News may come tomorrow from the Nile's bank
tomorrow, with the breezes bearing glad tidings,
And the light winds, promising winds
وتكونُand may be النجاةُdeliverance فيin القمرthe moon الساsailing by night (beginning)
وتكونُ النجاةُ في القمر السا
ريsailing by night (completion) علىupon زورقٍa boat منof النورِlight حالمdreaming
ري على زورقٍ من النورِ حالم
and deliverance may lie in the moon sailing by night
And salvation will be upon the walking star
upon a dreaming boat of light.
On a boat of light, dreaming