سيلtorrent هموميmy sorrows قدindeed طغىoverflowed عباباin surging waves
سيل همومي قد طغى عبابا
وجنand raged حتىuntil ملأfilled الشعاباthe ravines
وجن حتى ملأ الشعابا
The torrent of my sorrows has overflowed in surging waves,
My torrent of sorrow has overflowed
and raged until it filled the ravines.
And raged until it filled the valleys
ياoh اليتنيif only I لوif تدفعwards off المصاباcalamity
يا اليتني لو تدفع المصابا
ليت'if only' وتحلىand sweetens الصبرthe bitter aloes المذاباdissolved
ليت وتحلى الصبر المذابا
Oh, if only I—if it could ward off calamity,
Oh if only you could ward off this affliction
that 'if only,' and sweeten the dissolved aloes—
If only steadfastness would adorn itself and melt away
أدريI know لداءfor an illness منهكيwearing me down طباباa cure
أدري لداء منهكي طبابا
يبلدnumbs الإحساسsensation والألباباand the minds
يبلد الإحساس والألبابا
knew a cure for the illness wearing me down,
I know the cure for this exhausting illness
one that numbs sensation and the mind,
That numbs the senses and the minds
يفلblunts حدthe edge الخطبthe calamity إنif أصباباstrikes (unclear form)
يفل حد الخطب إن أصبابا
ويذهبand dispels الأشجانthe sorrows والأوصاباand the afflictions
ويذهب الأشجان والأوصابا
blunts calamity's edge if it strikes,
It conquers the severity of tribulations, should they befall
and dispels sorrows and afflictions.
And takes away the sorrows and the pains
إنيindeed I سمعتheard فيin الدجىthe darkness اصطخاباan uproar
إني سمعت في الدجى اصطخابا
كأنas though فيwithin إهابهits hide ذئاباwolves
كأن في إهابه ذئابا
I heard an uproar in the darkness,
In the darkness I heard a commotion
as though wolves were within its hide,
As if amidst it were ferocious wolves
سيمتwere subjected to أذىharm فطلبتso they sought وثاباa leap
سيمت أذى فطلبت وثابا
مستهولاًterrifying ينتزعwrenches away الصواباsound judgment
مستهولاً ينتزع الصوابا
tormented, then seeking to leap,
I walked cautiously seeking refuge
terrifyingly, wrenching reason away,
Bewildered, grasping for wisdom
يهتكtears away منfrom فودكyour temple الحجاباthe veil
يهتك من فودك الحجابا
مثلlike الصدىthe echo قدindeed عمرinhabited الخراباthe ruins
مثل الصدى قد عمر الخرابا
tearing the veil from your temple,
It tore away your veil
like an echo that has peopled the ruins.
Like an echo spreading through ruins
كأنas though حوليaround me رمماًdecayed remains أسلاباstripped husks
كأن حولي رمماً أسلابا
تفصلarticulate فيwithin مسامعيmy hearing خطاباan address
تفصل في مسامعي خطابا
As though around me lay decayed remains, stripped husks,
As if around me were crumbled rubble
unfolding an address within my hearing.
Separating in my ears its address
وخلتand I thought أنيthat I ناظرٌlooking upon شباباyoung men
وخلت أني ناظرٌ شبابا
تخالهمyou take them for علىupon الثرىthe earth ثياباgarments
تخالهم على الثرى ثيابا
And I thought I was looking upon young men,
And I imagined I saw youth
whom you would take for garments on the earth,
Their clothes on the ground like white fog
بيضاًwhite وطوراًand at times تجتليyou behold ضباباmist
بيضاً وطوراً تجتلي ضبابا
منهمfrom them يغطيcovers الأفقthe horizon والرحاباand the open expanses
منهم يغطي الأفق والرحابا
white; at other times, you glimpse a mist
Some concealed the horizon and the open expanse
from them, covering the horizon and the open expanses,
And obscured the hills and the clouds
ويحجبand hides الأطوادthe mountains والسحاباand the clouds
ويحجب الأطواد والسحابا
تنكرهyou find it strange إذاwhen بداappears أوor غاباvanishes
تنكره إذا بدا أو غابا
and hiding the mountains and the clouds,
Unrecognizable whether they appeared or disappeared
strange to you, whether it appears or vanishes.
So I hurried towards them, hesitating
فقمتso I rose أسعىI hasten نحوهمtoward them مرتاباdoubtful
فقمت أسعى نحوهم مرتابا
منجفلاًrecoiling in fear ومرةand at another moment وثاباleaping forward
منجفلاً ومرة وثابا
So I rose and hurried toward them, doubtful,
Retreating at times, at others bold
recoiling, and at other times leaping forward.
Oh if only I did not try to get near
ياoh ليتنيif only I لمhad not أبتغsought اقتراباnearness
يا ليتني لم أبتغ اقترابا
وليتنيand if only I جانبتهمhad avoided them جناباavoidance
وليتني جانبتهم جنابا
Oh, if only I had not sought to draw near,
If only I had avoided them
and if only I had kept well away from them.
What foreordained fate has transpired
أيwhat قضاءdecree قدindeed مضىcame to pass غلاباall-conquering
أي قضاء قد مضى غلابا
وأيand what خطبٍcalamity قدindeed رمىaimed فصاباthen struck
وأي خطبٍ قد رمى فصابا
What all-conquering decree has come to pass,
And what tribulations have struck their mark
and what calamity has aimed and struck home,
And excelled in vanquishing these challenging souls
وبزand robbed هذيthese الأنفسbeings الصعاباunyielding
وبز هذي الأنفس الصعابا
أرواحهاtheir souls وأولغand set to lapping الذئاباthe wolves
أرواحها وأولغ الذئابا
and robbed these unyielding beings
Whose spirits were seized by the wolves
of their souls, and set the wolves lapping
With their tears and the dust blanketing
فيin دمعهاtheir tears ووسدand made a pillow of التراباthe dust
في دمعها ووسد الترابا
خدودهاtheir cheeks النواضرfresh الراطاباtender (unclear form)
خدودها النواضر الراطابا
in their tears, and made the dust a pillow for
Their glowing tear-stained cheeks
their fresh, tender cheeks,
And sowing the heads and the necks
وبذرand sowed الرؤوسthe heads والرقاباand the necks
وبذر الرؤوس والرقابا
ونثلand spilled out الكبودthe livers والعياباand the pouches
ونثل الكبود والعيابا
and sowed heads and necks,
And scattering the livers and the limbs
and spilled out livers and pouches,
And separating the comrades and the loved ones
وفرقand separated الخلانthe companions والأحباباand the loved ones
وفرق الخلان والأحبابا
وجمعand gathered الوحوشthe wild beasts والعقاباand the eagles
وجمع الوحوش والعقابا
and parted companions and loved ones,
And gathering the beasts and the birds of prey
and gathered wild beasts and eagles?
Oh woe to the hands that inflicted this pain
ياoh ويحwoe to أيدٍhands جنتwrought المصاباthe calamity
يا ويح أيدٍ جنت المصابا
وهاجتand roused السيوفthe swords والحراباand the spears
وهاجت السيوف والحرابا
Oh, woe to the hands that wrought the calamity,
And brandished the swords and the weapons
and set swords and spears raging,
And made havoc their cause
وتخذتand took منfrom الردىdeath أسباباmeans
وتخذت من الردى أسبابا
ياO ممطراًraining down علىupon الورىhumankind عذاباtorment
يا ممطراً على الورى عذابا
and made death their means.
Oh you who rain torment upon the land
O you who rain torment on humankind,
And drive rigid skulls
وراعياand shepherding جماجماًskulls صلاباhard
وراعيا جماجماً صلابا
ومجرياًand making flow دماءهاtheir blood عباباin torrents
ومجرياً دماءها عبابا
and shepherd hard skulls,
And spill their blood in torrents
and send their blood flowing in torrents,
And unjustly fear no reckoning
وظالماًand an oppressor لاnot يتقيfears حساباa reckoning
وظالماً لا يتقي حسابا
أجلكbecause of you يبكيmourn الحضرthose present الغياباthe absent
أجلك يبكي الحضر الغيابا
and oppressor who fears no reckoning,
Your time will make the absent weep
because of you, those present mourn the absent,
And sorrow will shroud the faces
وتألفand grow accustomed to الوجوهthe faces الاكتئاباdejection
وتألف الوجوه الاكتئابا
وتركبand ride الأراملthe widows الصعاباhardships
وتركب الأرامل الصعابا
and faces grow accustomed to gloom,
And the bereaved women will bear misfortunes
and widows ride through hardships,
And the shoulders will carry the burdens
وتحملand carry الكواهلthe shoulders الهضاباthe hills
وتحمل الكواهل الهضابا
ليتif only الذيthe one who سنsharpened لناfor us القرضاباthe cleaving sword
ليت الذي سن لنا القرضابا
and shoulders carry hills.
If only the one who decreed our misery
If only he who sharpened the cleaving sword for us
Could hear this address, if he was able
يسمعwould hear لوif يسطيعhe could ذاthis الخطاباaddress
يسمع لو يسطيع ذا الخطابا
منfrom ذاهبٍone departing لاnot يرتجيhopes for إياباa return
من ذاهبٍ لا يرتجي إيابا
would hear, if he could, this address,
Of one who does not hope to return
from one departing, with no hope of return,
And has no concern for answers
وسائلand a questioner لاnot يحفلcares about الجواباthe answer
وسائل لا يحفل الجوابا
يلبسwears منof دمائهhis blood جلباباa robe
يلبس من دمائه جلبابا
and a questioner who cares nothing for the answer,
Wearing his blood as his garment
who wears a robe made of his blood,
Taking his wounds as his cups
متخذاًmaking جراحهhis wounds أكواباcups
متخذاً جراحه أكوابا
بكرههagainst his will ودمهand his blood شراباa drink
بكرهه ودمه شرابا
making his wounds cups,
Quenching his thirst with his blood as his drink
against his will, and his blood a drink.
Oh king, if you had headed the call
ياO ملكاًa king أجبتI answered إذاwhen أهاباhe called
يا ملكاً أجبت إذا أهابا
خالimagined الدماءblood ذهباًgold مذاباmolten
خال الدماء ذهباً مذابا
O king whose call I answered,
You would have poured out molten gold
who took blood for molten gold,
But instead you led our youth to misery
فساقناso he drove us إلىto الردىdeath أغصاباby force
فساقنا إلى الردى أغصابا
أجرprotect وليديmy little son واحتقبand store up ثواباa reward
أجر وليدي واحتقب ثوابا
and so drove us to death by force,
Make my son successful and anticipate his reward
protect my little son, and lay up a reward,
And be a helper to a father who has aged
وكنand be معيناًa helper لأبٍto a father قدalready شاباgrew gray
وكن معيناً لأبٍ قد شابا
يبكيweeps ويستبكيand bids to weep ليfor me السحاباthe clouds
يبكي ويستبكي لي السحابا
and be a help to a father who has grown gray,
Weeping and making the clouds weep for me
who weeps and bids the clouds weep for me,
And a wife whom you have afflicted with anguish
وزوجةٍand a wife ألبسهاclothed her in المصاباaffliction
وزوجةٍ ألبسها المصابا
تسفىscatters علىupon واضحهاher fair face التراباthe dust
تسفى على واضحها الترابا
and to a wife you have clothed in affliction,
Pouring soil on her glowing cheek
who scatters dust over her fair face.
Do not let the injustice of servants persist
لاdo not تجعلنever make ظلمoppression العبادthe people داباa habit
لا تجعلن ظلم العباد دابا
بلbut أنتyou لاnot تسمعhear ليof mine خطاباan address
بل أنت لا تسمع لي خطابا
Do not make wronging people your habit.
But you do not hear my address
But you do not listen to my words.
Does a king who sees mercy as a disgrace
هلdoes يرحمshow mercy to الضعيفthe weak والمصاباand the afflicted
هل يرحم الضعيف والمصابا
ملكٌa king يرىregards الرحمةmercy فيهin himself عاباa flaw
ملكٌ يرى الرحمة فيه عابا
Does he show mercy to the weak and the afflicted—
Have compassion on the weak and afflicted?
a king who sees mercy in himself as a flaw?
I call on the one who, when I call him, answers
أدعوI invoke الذيthe One who أنif (apparently intended) أدعهI invoke Him أجاباanswers
أدعو الذي أن أدعه أجابا
ثمthen ارتميI throw myself down وافترشand I use as bedding الصحاباthe companions
ثم ارتمي وافترش الصحابا
I invoke the One who answers if I invoke Him,
Then I cast myself down and hugged the ground
then I throw myself down and make my companions my bed.
Partial English translation: 67 of 68 Arabic lines translated.