أَتَيْتُI came مَنْthe one whom أَهواهI love him عَكْسَthe opposite of اسمِهhis name
أَتَيْتُ مَنْ أَهواه عَكْسَ اسمِه
فلمbut did not أَنَلْI obtain منهfrom him سِوىexcept الإِسمِthe name
فلم أَنَلْ منه سِوى الإِسمِ
I came to the one I love, seeking the opposite of his name,
I went to the one I love against his name,
but gained from him nothing but the name.
And got from him nothing but the name.
وكلَّماand whenever أَطْمَعنيraised my hopes ضدُّهits opposite
وكلَّما أَطْمَعني ضدُّه
عادbrought back بهwith him التيهُpride إلىto الرَّسْمthe customary pattern
عاد به التيهُ إلى الرَّسْم
And whenever its opposite raised my hopes,
And whenever his opposite gives me hope,
pride brought him back to the customary pattern.
His confusion takes me back to the symbol.