وقدand indeed كنتI used to لاnot أرضىbe content منfrom النيلattainment بالرضاwith approval
وقد كنت لا أرضى من النيل بالرضا
وأقبلand I would accept ماwhat فوقbeyond الرضاapproval متلوماhesitantly
وأقبل ما فوق الرضا متلوما
I once would not be content to gain mere approval,
I was not satisfied with the Nile being merely content
and accepted even more than approval only with hesitation.
And I moved beyond contentment burdened with blame
فلماso when تفرقناwe parted وشطتand grew distant بناwith us النوىseparation
فلما تفرقنا وشطت بنا النوى
قنعتI was content بطيفٍwith a dream-vision منكof you يأتيcomes مسلماoffering greetings
قنعت بطيفٍ منك يأتي مسلما
But when we parted and separation carried us far apart,
But when we parted and determination blew us apart
I settled for a dream-vision of you coming to greet me.
I was satisfied with a phantom of you coming in peace
فساعفنيthen aided me وهناًlate at night خيالكyour phantom فيin الكرىsleep
فساعفني وهناً خيالك في الكرى
فزارthen visited وحياand greeted ثمthen قامrose فسلماand bade farewell
فزار وحيا ثم قام فسلما
Then your phantom aided me, late at night, in sleep;
So double for me the solace of your imagination
he visited and greeted me, then rose and bade farewell.
Who visited, greeted, then rose and bid farewell
بنفسيwith my life وأهليand my family منfor خيالٍa phantom ألمvisited بيme
بنفسي وأهلي من خيالٍ ألم بي
فداوىand healed سقاميmy sickness ثمthen بانdeparted فأسقماand made me ill
فداوى سقامي ثم بان فأسقما
May my life and family be ransom for the phantom that visited me:
By my soul and family from an imagination that pained me
he healed my sickness, then departed and made me ill again.
So it cured my sickness then appeared and made me sick
فواand oh! حسرتاmy sorrow! لمdid not أدرI know أنىhow أهتدىhe found his way لناto us
فوا حسرتا لم أدر أنى أهتدى لنا
ولمand did not أدرI know إذwhen ولىhe departed إلىto أينwhere يمماhe headed
ولم أدر إذ ولى إلى أين يمما
And oh, my sorrow! I knew not how he found his way to us,
Oh what sorrow I did not know where to find guidance for us
nor did I know, when he left, where he was headed.
Nor did I know when he turned away where he intended
رعاهmay it guard him ضمانprotection اللَهGod فيin كلevery حالةٍcircumstance
رعاه ضمان اللَه في كل حالةٍ
وإنand even if ذرفتsheds عينيmy eye لفرقتهat his departure دماblood
وإن ذرفت عيني لفرقته دما
May God's protection guard him in every circumstance,
May God protect him in every situation
even if my eye sheds blood at parting from him.
And if my eyes shed tears at our separation, it would be blood