قصرتI confined عليكto you النفسmy soul حتىuntil توهمتit supposed
قصرت عليك النفس حتى توهمت
بلrather استيقنتit became certain أنthat ليسthere was not غيركanyone but you مطلباa goal
بل استيقنت أن ليس غيرك مطلبا
I confined my soul to you until it supposed—
I was so intent on you that I imagined,
rather, became certain—that there was no goal but you.
Nay, I was certain none but you was sought.
فرامتso it sought بديلاًa replacement منكfor you لماwhen جفوتهاyou spurned it
فرامت بديلاً منك لما جفوتها
فحارتso it was bewildered كأنas though لمhad not يخلقcreated اللَهGod منجباa worthy man
فحارت كأن لم يخلق اللَه منجبا
So it sought someone in your place when you spurned it,
Yet when you turned from me, it tried another,
and was bewildered, as though God had created no worthy man.
And wandered lost, as though God made none else.
فإنso if تتفكرyou reflect فيon انصرافيmy departure خائباًempty-handed
فإن تتفكر في انصرافي خائباً
وغدركand your treachery تعلمyou will know أيناwhich of us عادcame away أخيباworse off
وغدرك تعلم أينا عاد أخيبا
If you reflect on my departing empty-handed
If you reflect how I depart a failure,
and on your treachery, you will know which of us came away worse off.
And your betrayal - say, which gained the less?
كسبتyou earned ملاماًreproach واكتسبتand I gained بصيرةinsight
كسبت ملاماً واكتسبت بصيرة
بأمركinto your character فانظرso consider أيناwhich of us عادcame away مكسباwith a gain
بأمرك فانظر أينا عاد مكسبا
You earned reproach, while I gained insight
I earned reproach, but knowledge was my profit
into your character; so see which of us came away the richer.
In your command - so tell me, which won more?
سأشكرI shall give thanks for ذنبthe offense of الدهرtime فيكconcerning you ولمand not أكنI used to be
سأشكر ذنب الدهر فيك ولم أكن
علىfor غيرvicissitudes الأيامthe days أشكرI thank مذنباa wrongdoer
على غير الأيام أشكر مذنبا
I shall give thanks for time's offense concerning you, though I had never
I'll thank time's sin in you, who would have thought
thanked a wrongdoer for the days' vicissitudes.
I'd thank days for a crime? Yet now I do.