أَماah! إِلىto اللَّهِGod أَخلَفَتshe broke ميعاديmy appointed meeting
أَما إِلى اللَّهِ أَخلَفَت ميعادي
وَجَفَتنيand she shunned me فَأَثكَلَتنيthus bereaving me of فُؤاديmy heart
وَجَفَتني فَأَثكَلَتني فُؤادي
Ah, to God I appeal: she broke her promise to me,
and shunned me, leaving me bereft of my heart.
ماwhat جَزائيmy recompense مِمَّنfrom one whom جَعَلتُI placed بَكَفَّيin the two hands (continued)
ما جَزائي مِمَّن جَعَلتُ بَكَفَّي
هِhis (completes the preceding word) عَنانيmy reins فيماin whatever هَوىhe desired وَقِياديand my lead
هِ عَناني فيما هَوى وَقِيادي
Is my reward from him in whose two hands I placed
my reins and my lead, to follow his desire,
أَنthat جَفانيhe shunned me بَعدَafter الوِصالِunion وَقَدand already كاwas (first part)
أَن جَفاني بَعدَ الوِصالِ وَقَد كا
نَcompletes 'was' حَياتيmy life وَمنيَتيand my desire وَسَداديand my right guidance
نَ حَياتي وَمنيَتي وَسَدادي
that he shunned me after union, though he had been
my life, my desire, and my sure guidance?
أَحمَدُI praise اللَّهَGod ذاpossessor of الجَلالِmajesty عَلىfor إِسخاheating (first part)
أَحمَدُ اللَّهَ ذا الجَلالِ عَلى إِسخا
نِcompletes 'heating' عَينيmy eye وَكُربَتيand my anguish وَسُهاديand my sleeplessness
نِ عَيني وَكُربَتي وَسُهادي
I praise God, Lord of Majesty, for the burning
of my eye, my anguish, and my sleeplessness.
قطعتنيshe cut me off قَصفٌQasf قَسَمتُI allotted (perhaps: 'she was allotted') لحَينيto my doom
قطعتني قَصفٌ قَسَمتُ لحَيني
بَعدَafter وَصلٍunion مِثلَlike الظَّلومthe cruel oppressor المُعاديthe hostile one
بَعدَ وَصلٍ مِثلَ الظَّلوم المُعادي
Qasf cut me off—[allotted] to my doom—
after union, like a cruel, hostile foe,
إِذwhen وَنارُand the fire الهَوىof passion عَلىupon القَلبِthe heart مِنّيof mine
إِذ وَنارُ الهَوى عَلى القَلبِ مِنّي
تَتَلَظَّىit blazes عَلَيهِupon it ذاتُpossessing اِتِّقادِblazing heat
تَتَلَظَّى عَلَيهِ ذاتُ اِتِّقادِ
while the fire of passion upon this heart of mine
blazed over it with burning heat.
أَحرَفَتshe changed صِحَّتيmy health بِسقميfor my sickness وَرشديand my sound judgment
أَحرَفَت صِحَّتي بِسقمي وَرشدي
بِضَلاليfor my delusion وَأَسرَعَتand she hastened فيin فَساديmy ruin
بِضَلالي وَأَسرَعَت في فَسادي
She changed my health to sickness, and my sound judgment
to delusion, and hastened my ruin.
تَرَكَتنيshe left me صَبَّاًardently in love بِهاwith her مُستَهاماًcrazed with love
تَرَكَتني صَبَّاً بِها مُستَهاماً
ساهِراًsleepless ماnot أَلَذُّI savor طَعمَthe taste الرُّقادِof slumber
ساهِراً ما أَلَذُّ طَعمَ الرُّقادِ
She left me pining for her, crazed with love,
sleepless, never savoring the taste of slumber.
تَرَكتنيshe left me كَأَنَّas though فيin الجَفنِthe eyelid مِنّيof mine
تَرَكتني كَأَنَّ في الجَفنِ مِنّي
وَعَلىand upon ماwhat اِفتَرَشتُI spread beneath me شَوكَthe thorns القتادِof the qatad shrub
وَعَلى ما اِفتَرَشتُ شَوكَ القتادِ
She left me as though within my eyelid
and upon my bedding lay the thorns of qatad.
تَرَكتنيshe left me إِلىuntil المَماتِdeath قَريحاًwounded
تَرَكتني إِلى المَماتِ قَريحاً
تَرَكتنيshe left me أَهذيI rave بِهاabout her وَأُناديand I call out
تَرَكتني أَهذي بِها وَأُنادي
She left me wounded until death.
She left me raving of her and crying out.
تَرَكتنيshe left me وَلَيسَand there is not بيin me مِنany حراكٍmovement
تَرَكتني وَلَيسَ بي مِن حراكٍ
كاسِفَdowncast البالِin spirit شُهرَةًa public spectacle فيin بِلاديmy land
كاسِفَ البالِ شُهرَةً في بِلادي
She left me unable to stir,
downcast in spirit, a spectacle in my land.
كَمhow long إِلىuntil كَمhow long أَقولُI say إِنif ظَهَرَتshe appears ليto me
كَم إِلى كَم أَقولُ إِن ظَهَرَت لي
قُلتI would say جديstrive for (feminine command) الوصالunion حَتَّىuntil التَّناديthe Day of Calling
قُلت جدي الوصال حَتَّى التَّنادي
How long, how much longer shall I say: if she appears to me,
I shall say, 'Strive for union until the Day of Calling'?
فَإِذاbut when ماemphatic particle بَدَتshe appears تَغَيَّرَchanges لَونيmy color
فَإِذا ما بَدَت تَغَيَّرَ لَوني
لِشَقائيbecause of my misery فَصارَand it becomes مِثلَlike الرَّمادِash
لِشَقائي فَصارَ مِثلَ الرَّمادِ
But whenever she appears, my color changes
because of my misery, and becomes like ash.
وَأَراهاand I see her عَليagainst me قَدalready رَفَعَتshe has lodged ظُلماًunjustly
وَأَراها عَلي قَد رَفَعَت ظُلماً
فَدَتهاmay they ransom her أَترابُهاher peers بِسَوادِin writing
فَدَتها أَترابُها بِسَوادِ
And I see she has unjustly brought against me—
may her peers be her ransom—a written charge.