أَحِلماًis it composure? تَبتَغِيyou seek عِندَat الوَداعِfarewell
أَحِلماً تَبتَغِي عِندَ الوَداعِ
لَعَمركَby your life لَيسَis not ذاكَthat بِمُستَطاعِpossible
لَعَمركَ لَيسَ ذاكَ بِمُستَطاعِ
Do you seek composure at farewell?
I dream while bidding farewell,
By your life, that is impossible.
By your life, that is not attainable,
وَتَطمَعُand you hope فيfor الحَياةِlife وَغَيرُthough not حَيٍّalive
وَتَطمَعُ في الحَياةِ وَغَيرُ حَيٍّ
يَكُونُbecomes إِذاwhen دَعاcalls لِلبَينِfor parting داعِa herald
يَكُونُ إِذا دَعا لِلبَينِ داعِ
And you hope for life, though lifeless
And you aspire for life while lifeless,
one becomes when a herald calls for parting.
When the caller calls for separation.
بِثَهمَدَat Thahmad وَالظَعائِنُwhile the women's litters عامِداتٌheading toward
بِثَهمَدَ وَالظَعائِنُ عامِداتٌ
حُزُوناًrugged uplands بَينَbetween ثَهمَدَThahmad وَالكُراعِand al-Kurāʿ
حُزُوناً بَينَ ثَهمَدَ وَالكُراعِ
At Thahmad, while the women's litters head toward
With pleasant and prospering palm trees,
rugged uplands between Thahmad and al-Kurāʿ,
Grieving between Thahmad and Al-Kuraa.
بِكُلِّwith every غَريرَةٍguileless maiden تَهتَزُّsways لِيناًsoftly
بِكُلِّ غَريرَةٍ تَهتَزُّ لِيناً
كَماas يَهتَزُّsways مَشمُولُstirred by the north wind اليَراعِreeds
كَما يَهتَزُّ مَشمُولُ اليَراعِ
with every guileless maiden swaying softly,
With every soft pliable twig that sways
as reeds sway when stirred by the north wind.
Like the swaying of a planted shoot.
أُلاحِظُهاI watch her بِطَرفٍwith a gaze غَيرِnot سامٍraised
أُلاحِظُها بِطَرفٍ غَيرِ سامٍ
وَأُتبِعُهاand send after her فُؤاداًa heart غَيرَnot واعِaware
وَأُتبِعُها فُؤاداً غَيرَ واعِ
I watch her with a downcast gaze,
I observe it with an impartial glance,
and send after her a heart bereft of sense.
And I follow it with an unaware heart.
فَلَمfor never أَرَI saw قَبلَهاbefore her فيin الخِدرِthe curtained chamber شَمساًa sun
فَلَم أَرَ قَبلَها في الخِدرِ شَمساً
وَلاnor قَمَراًa moon مُنيراًradiant فيbeneath قِناعِa veil
وَلا قَمَراً مُنيراً في قِناعِ
For before her, I had never seen a sun in a curtained chamber,
I have not seen before her a radiant sun in bedrooms,
nor a radiant moon beneath a veil.
Nor a shining moon in a veil.
وَقائِلَةٍand a woman saying هَواكَyour love لَناfor us خِداعٌdeceit
وَقائِلَةٍ هَواكَ لَنا خِداعٌ
وَتُنكِرُand denies طُولَthe duration of بَثّيmy sorrow وَالتِيَاعيand my burning anguish
وَتُنكِرُ طُولَ بَثّي وَالتِيَاعي
And a woman says, 'Your love for us is deceit,'
And she says, “Your love is a deception to us,”
and denies my long sorrow and burning anguish.
And she denies the duration of my misery and confusion.
وَلَوand had وَجِدتَyou felt غَداةَon the morning of البَينِparting وَجدِيmy anguish
وَلَو وَجِدتَ غَداةَ البَينِ وَجدِي
لَبانَwould become clear لَهاto her صَحِيحيmy sincerity مِنfrom خِداعيmy deceit
لَبانَ لَها صَحِيحي مِن خِداعي
And had you felt my anguish on the morning of parting,
And if you found, the morning of separation, my passion
she would distinguish my sincerity from my deceit.
Her correct view of my deception would have appeared.
كَأَنّيas though I وَالحُمولُwhile the laden camels مُوَلِّياتٌturning away
كَأَنّي وَالحُمولُ مُوَلِّياتٌ
صَريعُa fallen victim كَريهَةٍbattle بِلوىat the sandy bend of الصِراعِal-Ṣirāʿ
صَريعُ كَريهَةٍ بِلوى الصِراعِ
As the laden camels turn away, I am like
As if I and the caravans are wanderers
a battle's fallen victim at the sandy bend of al-Ṣirāʿ,
Stricken by abhorrence at the watering places of conflict.
وَشارِبٌand a drinker قَهوَةٍwine غَلَبَتprevailed عَلَيهِover him
وَشارِبٌ قَهوَةٍ غَلَبَت عَلَيهِ
مِنَof الجِريالِcrimson wine حَمراءُred الشُعاعِin radiance
مِنَ الجِريالِ حَمراءُ الشُعاعِ
and a wine-drinker whom it has overcome—
And a drinker of coffee overcome
a crimson wine with scarlet radiance,
By the red rays of the brazier’s embers.
مُقَدَّمَةٌlong-aged لَهاfor it مِنfrom عَهدِthe era of عادٍʿĀd
مُقَدَّمَةٌ لَها مِن عَهدِ عادٍ
كَأَنَّas though حَبابَهاits bubbles قُمصُshirts (sloughed skins) الأَفاعيvipers
كَأَنَّ حَبابَها قُمصُ الأَفاعي
long-aged, dating from the era of ʿĀd,
She has an introduction since the era of Aad
as though its bubbles were the sloughed skins of vipers.
As if its beads are the slough of snakes.
أَهاجِرَتيO you who forsake me إِلىto كَمwhat extent طُولُthe length of وَجديmy anguish
أَهاجِرَتي إِلى كَم طُولُ وَجدي
بِكُمfor you وَإِلىand until مَتىwhen لَكُمُfor you اتِّباعيmy pursuit
بِكُم وَإِلى مَتى لَكُمُ اتِّباعي
O you who forsake me, how long must my anguish last
My emigrant, to how long is your misery?
for you, and how long must I follow you?
For how long will you have to endure my confusion?
وَحَتّامَand until when الهَوىlove عَلِقٌclinging بِقَلبيto my heart
وَحَتّامَ الهَوى عَلِقٌ بِقَلبي
قَليلٌlittle عَنfrom غِوايَتِهِits seduction اِرتِداعيmy restraint
قَليلٌ عَن غِوايَتِهِ اِرتِداعي
And how long will love cling to my heart,
The branding iron of love still clings to my heart,
while I scarcely turn back from its seduction?
Reluctantly retreating from its temptations.
وَكَمand how often لاnot يَستَقِرُّsettles لَناfor us بِأَرضٍin any land
وَكَم لا يَستَقِرُّ لَنا بِأَرضٍ
قَرارٌrest بَينَbetween بَينٍparting وَاجتِماعِand reunion
قَرارٌ بَينَ بَينٍ وَاجتِماعِ
And how often, in any land, we find no
How endless is our lack of stability in any land,
rest between parting and reunion.
Between separation and gathering.
فَيَومٌso a day مِنthrough لِقائِكِmeeting you فيin اِبتِهاجِjoy
فَيَومٌ مِن لِقائِكِ في اِبتِهاجِ
وَيَومٌand a day مِنthrough فِراقِكِparting from you فيin اِرتِياعِdread
وَيَومٌ مِن فِراقِكِ في اِرتِياعِ
So a day of meeting you is spent in joy,
A day of meeting you in elation,
and a day of parting from you in dread.
And a day of parting in dismay.
فَماso never أَخلُوI am free إِلَيكُمtoward you مِنof غَرامٍpassion
فَما أَخلُو إِلَيكُم مِن غَرامٍ
وَلاnor أَخلُوI am free إَلَيكُمtoward you مِنof نِزاعِyearning
وَلا أَخلُو إَلَيكُم مِن نِزاعِ
So I am never free of passion for you,
I come not to you without ardour,
nor ever free of yearning for you.
Nor without conflict and contention.
سَقىmay it water دارًa dwelling لِسَلمىbelonging to Salmā بِالكُراعِat al-Kurāʿ
سَقى دارً لِسَلمى بِالكُراعِ
مُلِثُّunceasing القَطرِrainfall مِنfrom نَوءِthe rain-season of الذِراعِal-Dhirāʿ (the Forearm)
مُلِثُّ القَطرِ مِن نَوءِ الذِراعِ
May Salmā's dwelling at al-Kurāʿ be watered
Watered a home for Salma at Al-Kuraa
by a cloud of ceaseless rain from al-Dhirāʿ's season,
Dripping from the bending of the arm.
وَمُرتَجِسٌand a thunderous cloud كَأَنَّas though البَرقَthe lightning فيهِwithin it
وَمُرتَجِسٌ كَأَنَّ البَرقَ فيهِ
سَناthe gleam of نارِthe fire of المُعِزِّal-Muʿizz عَلىon اليَفاعِthe heights
سَنا نارِ المُعِزِّ عَلى اليَفاعِ
and a thundercloud whose lightning is like
And a horseman as if the lightning is in him,
the gleam of al-Muʿizz's fire upon the heights.
The tooth of the glorifier’s fire at the precipices.
فَتىًa youth يَسعىstrive الرِجالُmen إِلىtoward مَداهُhis eminence
فَتىً يَسعى الرِجالُ إِلى مَداهُ
فَيَعجَزُyet falls short عَنof مَداهُhis eminence كُلُّevery ساعِstriver
فَيَعجَزُ عَن مَداهُ كُلُّ ساعِ
A youth whose heights men strive to reach,
A young man whom men hasten to assist,
yet every striver falls short of his heights.
But every helper fails to match his pace.
وَيَعلُوand rise الناسُpeople فِتراًa thumb-to-forefinger span فيin المَعاليhigh honors
وَيَعلُو الناسُ فِتراً في المَعالي
فَيَعلُوso he rises فَوقَabove ماwhat يَعلُوothers rise بِباعِby an armspan
فَيَعلُو فَوقَ ما يَعلُو بِباعِ
And people rise a short span in honor,
And people rise for a while to high ambitions
yet he rises an armspan above their height.
Then he rises above whatever they rise by steps.
شِراعُthe sail of المَجدِglory مَمدُودٌspread عَلَيهِover him
شِراعُ المَجدِ مَمدُودٌ عَلَيهِ
وَمَشرُوعٌand laid open نَدىthe bounty of ذاكَthat الشِراعِsail
وَمَشرُوعٌ نَدى ذاكَ الشِراعِ
The sail of glory is spread above him,
The sail of glory lies spread out for him
and the bounty of that sail is laid open.
And the dew of that sail lies ready.
رَعاهُmay He guard him اللَهُGod مِنas مَلِكٍa king هُمامٍmagnanimous
رَعاهُ اللَهُ مِن مَلِكٍ هُمامٍ
لَناfor us وَلِحَوزَةِand for the domain of الإِسلامِIslam راعِa shepherd
لَنا وَلِحَوزَةِ الإِسلامِ راعِ
May God guard him, a magnanimous king,
May God, the Sublime King, protect him
a shepherd for us and for the domain of Islam.
For our sakes and for the guardians of Islam.
أُوَدِّعُهُI bid him farewell وَفيand in قَلبيmy heart سِهامٌarrows
أُوَدِّعُهُ وَفي قَلبي سِهامٌ
لَعَمرُby the life of أَبيكَyour father مِنfrom هَذاthis الوَداعِfarewell
لَعَمرُ أَبيكَ مِن هَذا الوَداعِ
I bid him farewell, with arrows in my heart,
I bid him farewell while my heart harbors arrows -
by your father's life, from this farewell.
By your father, from this farewell!
وَأَمضيand I depart غَيرَnot مُنتَفِعٍbenefiting بِعَيشٍfrom life
وَأَمضي غَيرَ مُنتَفِعٍ بِعَيشٍ
وَكَيفَand how يَكُونُcould there be بِالعَيشِfrom life اِنتِفاعيmy benefit
وَكَيفَ يَكُونُ بِالعَيشِ اِنتِفاعي
And I depart, gaining nothing from life,
And I go without gaining from a life,
and how could life be of benefit to me?
How can one gain from a life without gain?
جَزاكَmay He reward you اللَهُGod عَنfor نُعماكَyour favors خَيراًwith good
جَزاكَ اللَهُ عَن نُعماكَ خَيراً
وَعَنand for حُسنِthe graciousness of اِحتِباسيretaining me وَاِصطِناعيand favoring me
وَعَن حُسنِ اِحتِباسي وَاِصطِناعي
May God reward you with good for your favors,
May God reward you for your favors,
and for graciously retaining me and favoring me.
And for the excellence of my restraint and attainment.
فَإِنّيfor I مُذsince نَجَعتُكَsought your bounty بِالقَوافيwith rhymes
فَإِنّي مُذ نَجَعتُكَ بِالقَوافي
حَمدتُI praised إِلَيكَto you قَصديmy coming وَاِنتِجاعيand my quest for bounty
حَمدتُ إِلَيكَ قَصدي وَاِنتِجاعي
For since I sought your bounty with rhymes,
For since I dedicated poems to you,
I have blessed my coming to you and my quest for bounty.
I have praised my intention and determination.
وَطَلَّقتُand I divorced المُلوكَthe kings بِكُلِّin every أَرضٍland
وَطَلَّقتُ المُلوكَ بِكُلِّ أَرضٍ
ثَلاثاًthree times لاnot يَحِلُّis lawful لَهاto them اِرتِجاعيmy return
ثَلاثاً لا يَحِلُّ لَها اِرتِجاعي
And I have divorced the kings in every land,
I divorced kings in every land thrice -
three times, with no lawful return to them.
Ineligible for reunification with me.
فَعِشso live يُنعىare reported dead إِلَيكَto you الناسُpeople طُرّاًall of them
فَعِش يُنعى إِلَيكَ الناسُ طُرّاً
وَلاand may no يَنعاكَannounce your death طُولَthroughout الدَهرِtime ناعيa death-herald
وَلا يَنعاكَ طُولَ الدَهرِ ناعي
So live on, with all people's deaths announced to you,
Live long denounced by people while flying,
and may no death-herald ever announce your death.
Not denounced by long eras or death.