كَيفَhow حالُcondition of المَريضِthe sick man ماذاwhat جَرىhappened لَهُto him
كَيفَ حالُ المَريضِ ماذا جَرى لَهُ
كَيفَhow أَمسىhe became by evening تُرىI wonder وَفيand in أَيّwhat حالهcondition of his
كَيفَ أَمسى تُرى وَفي أَيّ حاله
How is the sick man? What has happened to him?
How has he fared this evening, I wonder, and in what condition?
إِنَّindeed قَلبيmy heart لَدىat سُؤالِكyour question هذاthis
إِنَّ قَلبي لَدى سُؤالِك هذا
يَقِفُstands اليَومَtoday قاطِعاًcutting off آمالَهits hopes
يَقِفُ اليَومَ قاطِعاً آمالَه
At this question of yours, my heart
stands today, cutting off its hopes.
ماwhat يُفيدُbenefit does النُواحُwailing ياO أُختsister نَفسيof my soul
ما يُفيدُ النُواحُ يا أُخت نَفسي
إِنَّنيindeed I قِسمةallotted share الردىof death لاno محالهdoubt
إِنَّني قِسمة الردى لا محاله
What good is wailing, sister of my soul?
I am death’s allotted share, without a doubt.
كُلَّevery لَيلٍnight أَرىI see خَيالَthe image of ضَريحيmy grave
كُلَّ لَيلٍ أَرى خَيالَ ضَريحي
وَأَرىand I see المَوتَdeath يستعدُّpreparing itself خِلالهwithin it
وَأَرى المَوتَ يستعدُّ خِلاله
Every night I see the image of my grave,
and see death preparing itself there.
كُنتُI used to قَبلاًbefore أُعَلِّلُconsole النَفسَmyself لكِنbut
كُنتُ قَبلاً أُعَلِّلُ النَفسَ لكِن
علةُillness of الصَدرِthe chest لاdoes not تبقّيleave عُلالَهany solace
علةُ الصَدرِ لا تبقّي عُلالَه
Once I tried to console myself, but
the sickness in my chest leaves no solace.
أَمحقيerase ذِكرَياتِmemories of أَمسyesterday فَخَيرٌfor better
أَمحقي ذِكرَياتِ أَمس فَخَيرٌ
لَكِfor you أَلّاthat no يَبقىremain لِأمسٍof yesterday سُلالَهany remnant
لَكِ أَلّا يَبقى لِأمسٍ سُلالَه
Erase yesterday’s memories; it is better
for you that no remnant of yesterday remain.
أَمحقيهاerase them بِحَقِّby the right of روحيmy soul وَحُبّيand my love
أَمحقيها بِحَقِّ روحي وَحُبّي
أَمحَقيهاerase them فَالذِكرَياتُfor memories ضَلالَهare a delusion
أَمحَقيها فَالذِكرَياتُ ضَلالَه
Erase them, for the sake of my soul and my love;
erase them, for memories are a delusion.
وَاِعلَميand know أَنthat دَمعَةًa tear فَوقَover مَنone whom تَهوyou love (word continues)
وَاِعلَمي أَن دَمعَةً فَوقَ مَن تَهو
ينَending of “you love” تَحتَbeneath التُرابِthe earth تُؤذيharms خَيالهhis shade
ينَ تَحتَ التُرابِ تُؤذي خَياله
And know that a tear shed over one you love
beneath the earth harms his shade.
قَرَأتهاI read it فَأَمسَكتand held back عبراتٍtears
قَرَأتها فَأَمسَكت عبراتٍ
لَوif أُريقَتthey were poured فيinto النَيلِthe Nile هالَتthey would overwhelm جلالهits majesty
لَو أُريقَت في النَيلِ هالَت جلاله
I read it and held back tears
that, poured into the Nile, would overwhelm its majesty:
عبراتtears منfrom ذوبِthe melting of قَلبٍa heart مُدمّىbloodied
عبرات من ذوبِ قَلبٍ مُدمّى
لَوif أُريقَتthey were poured فيinto القفرِthe wasteland أَدمَتthey would bloody رمالهits sands
لَو أُريقَت في القفرِ أَدمَت رماله
tears from the melting of a wounded heart
that, poured into the wasteland, would stain its sands with blood.
أَمسَكتهاI held them back عَنِfrom الرِسالَةthe letter حَتّىso that
أَمسَكتها عَنِ الرِسالَة حَتّى
لاnot تُهينُdishonor الدُموعُthe tears تِلكَthat الرِسالَهletter
لا تُهينُ الدُموعُ تِلكَ الرِسالَه
I kept them from the letter so
the tears would not dishonor that letter.
وَكَأَنَّand as though الدُجىthe darkness مَريضٌwere sick يُواليcontinuing
وَكَأَنَّ الدُجى مَريضٌ يُوالي
فيalong الشَواطيthe shores مَعamong النَخيلِthe palms سُعالهits coughing
في الشَواطي مَع النَخيلِ سُعاله
It was as though the darkness were a sick man, coughing
again and again along the shores among the palms.
وَإِذاand then رَعشَةٌa shudder أَمَرَّتpassed عَلَيهاover it
وَإِذا رَعشَةٌ أَمَرَّت عَلَيها
جانِحيهاits two wings وَاللَيلُwhile the night يَطويfolded ظِلالهits shadows
جانِحيها وَاللَيلُ يَطوي ظِلاله
Then a shudder swept its wings over it
as night folded up its shadows.
وَأَتىand came الفَجرُthe dawn شاحِباًpale فَوقَabove مَوجاwaves (word continues)
وَأَتى الفَجرُ شاحِباً فَوقَ مَوجا
تٍending of “waves” كَأَنَّas though السُعالَthe coughing أَشغَلoccupied بالهits mind
تٍ كَأَنَّ السُعالَ أَشغَل باله
And dawn came pale above the waves,
as though the coughing troubled its mind.