أَنشبsank الداءُillness مخلبَيهِits two claws بقلبيinto my heart
أَنشب الداءُ مخلبَيهِ بقلبي
وأَمضُّand the most painful الأَدواءِof ailments داءُthe ailment الفؤَادِof the heart
وأَمضُّ الأَدواءِ داءُ الفؤَادِ
Illness sank its two claws into my heart,
The disease has sunk its claws into my heart,
And the most painful ailment is the heart's ailment.
And the most painful of illnesses is the malady of the heart.
ويحَwoe to طرفيmy eye فأَيso what ذنبٍsin جناهُcommitted it
ويحَ طرفي فأَي ذنبٍ جناهُ
فيقاسيso it suffers السُّهادَsleeplessness تلوَafter السُّهادsleeplessness
فيقاسي السُّهادَ تلوَ السُّهاد
Woe to my eye! What sin has it committed
Woe to my eyes! What sin did they commit,
That it suffers sleeplessness after sleeplessness?
That they suffer sleeplessness after sleeplessness?
ناوأَتنيopposed me الأيامُthe days حتىuntil دهتنيoverwhelmed me
ناوأَتني الأيامُ حتى دهتني
بخطوبٍwith calamities تفتُّthat shatter قلبَthe heart الجمادof lifeless matter
بخطوبٍ تفتُّ قلبَ الجماد
The days opposed me until they overwhelmed me
The days assaulted me until they exhausted me
With calamities that shatter the heart of stone.
With calamities that melt even the heart of stone.
منwho مجيريmy rescuer منfrom وحشتيmy loneliness ومُعيذيand my protector
من مجيري من وحشتي ومُعيذي
منfrom سقامٍan illness بهthrough it أضعتُI lost رشاديmy sound judgment
من سقامٍ به أضعتُ رشادي
Who will rescue me from my loneliness and shield me
Who will save me from my fear and loneliness,
From an illness through which I lost my sound judgment?
From an illness that has caused me to lose my reason?
فكأَنso it is as though النهارَday ليلٌnight بهيمٌpitch-dark
فكأَن النهارَ ليلٌ بهيمٌ
أَوor كأنيas though I were فيin ظلمةthe darkness الألحادof graves
أَو كأني في ظلمة الألحاد
It is as though day were pitch-dark night,
It is as if daytime is a dark night,
Or as though I were in the darkness of graves.
Or as if I am in the darkness of deep pits.
كلُّevery نورٍlight فيin مقلتيَّmy two eyes ظلامٌdarkness
كلُّ نورٍ في مقلتيَّ ظلامٌ
كلُّall أُنسٍsolace عليَّfor me صعبُhard المقادto lead
كلُّ أُنسٍ عليَّ صعبُ المقاد
Every light in my eyes is darkness;
Every light in my eyelids is darkness,
All solace is hard for me to attain.
Every companion is difficult to reach.
عيلَwas exhausted صيريmy patience (apparently صبري) وأَيُّand what صبرٍpatience لمضنىfor a sufferer
عيلَ صيري وأَيُّ صبرٍ لمضنى
زادهُhis sustenance الهمُّworry وهوand it is اخبثُthe vilest زادsustenance
زادهُ الهمُّ وهو اخبثُ زاد
My patience is spent—what patience is there for a sufferer
My strength has weakened, and what patience is left for my affliction
Whose sustenance is worry, the vilest sustenance?
Increased by worries - the most wicked provision.
فإذاso when الجوُّthe sky بالغمامwith clouds تغشىwas veiled
فإذا الجوُّ بالغمام تغشى
صحتُI cried ياO جوّثsky (apparently جوّ) لاdo not تعذبtorment فؤَاديmy heart
صحتُ يا جوّث لا تعذب فؤَادي
Whenever the sky was veiled with clouds,
When the air is covered with clouds,
I cried, 'O sky, do not torment my heart!'
I call out, "Fair weather, do not torment my heart!"
لعبتtoyed بيwith me الغمومُsorrows حتىuntil كأنيas though I were
لعبت بي الغمومُ حتى كأني
كرةٌa ball فيin يدthe hand الدواهيof calamities الشدادfierce
كرةٌ في يد الدواهي الشداد
Sorrows toyed with me until I seemed
Misfortunes have toyed with me as if I were
A ball in the hand of fierce calamities.
A ball in the hands of violent players.
وكأنيand as though I were بمقلتيwith my eye وهيwhile it is حَيرىbewildered
وكأني بمقلتي وهي حَيرى
فيin لجاجthe deep billows الدجىof night الشديدintense السوادin blackness
في لجاج الدجى الشديد السواد
And I seem, with my eye bewildered, to be
My eyelids are like someone lost
Amid the billows of pitch-black night.
In the darkness of a black night.
كلماwhenever ساورassailed الكرىslumber محجريهاits two eye sockets
كلما ساور الكرى محجريها
شردتهُdrove it away بلابلُthe anxieties السُّهادof sleeplessness
شردتهُ بلابلُ السُّهاد
Whenever slumber assailed its sockets,
Whenever sorrow besieged them,
The anxieties of sleeplessness drove it away.
The birds of joy scared it away.
كمhow many ليالٍnights طويتُهاI passed them وفؤاديwhile my heart
كم ليالٍ طويتُها وفؤادي
فوقupon جمرthe embers الغضاof ghada wood وشوكand the thorns القتادof qatad
فوق جمر الغضا وشوك القتاد
How many nights I passed while my heart lay
How many nights have I spent tossing and turning,
On ghada embers and qatad thorns!
While my heart burns with embers and thorns?
أرقبُI watch النجمَthe star وهوwhile it is مثليlike me مغشىveiled
أرقبُ النجمَ وهو مثلي مغشى
بغمامٍin clouds ارسىmore firmly anchored منthan الأطوادmountains
بغمامٍ ارسى من الأطواد
I watch the star, veiled like me
I watch the star that is covered
In clouds more firmly anchored than mountains.
With clouds more solid than poles.
لاno انيسٌcompanion بهthrough whom أداويI heal كلوميmy wounds
لا انيسٌ به أداوي كلومي
لاno سميرٌnighttime companion يرويquenches فؤاديmy heart الصاديthirsty
لا سميرٌ يروي فؤادي الصادي
No companion through whom to heal my wounds,
It has no companion to cure my grief,
No nighttime companion to quench my thirsty heart.
No friend to quench my ardent heart.
كنتُI was فيin غزلتيmy seclusion (apparently عزلتي) كأنيas though I were بسجنٍin a prison
كنتُ في غزلتي كأني بسجنٍ
اوor كأنيas though I أهيمwander aimlessly فيin كلevery وادvalley
او كأني أهيم في كل واد
In my seclusion I was as though in prison,
My enjoyment was like a prison,
Or as though I wandered through every valley.
Or as if I wander in every valley.
ماnot صفاwas pleasant ليfor me فيduring علتيmy illness قطُّever عيشٌlife
ما صفا لي في علتي قطُّ عيشٌ
وحرمتُand I deprived الجفونَthe eyelids طعمof the taste الرُّقادof sleep
وحرمتُ الجفونَ طعم الرُّقاد
Life was never sweet to me in my illness,
In my affliction, I have never tasted
And I denied my eyelids the taste of sleep.
The sweetness of life, deprived of sleep's taste.
كيفhow تقوىcan find strength علىfor الهجودsleep عيونيmy eyes
كيف تقوى على الهجود عيوني
والمناياwhile deaths تطوفcircle حولaround مهاديmy bed
والمنايا تطوف حول مهادي
How can my eyes find strength for sleep
How can my eyes bear sadness
While death circles round my bed?
When death lurks around my bed?
لمdid not يرعنيfrighten me طيفُthe specter الردىof death نصبbefore عينيmy eyes
لم يرعني طيفُ الردى نصب عيني
كفراقيas did my parting للحافظينfrom those preserving وداديmy affection
كفراقي للحافظين ودادي
The specter of death before my eyes frightened me less
The specter of evil did not watch over me
Than parting from those who cherished my affection.
Like parting with my beloved friends.
ضربَstruck الدهرTime ينناbetween us (apparently بيننا) فافترقناso we parted
ضربَ الدهر يننا فافترقنا
مدةًa period خلتُهاI thought it منamong الآبادeternities
مدةً خلتُها من الآباد
Time drove us apart, and we parted
Fate struck us apart and we separated
For a span I thought an eternity.
For a period devoid of settlements.
حالَstood بعدُthe distance الديارof homes دونin the way of التلاقيmeeting
حالَ بعدُ الديار دون التلاقي
واطرادُand the succession الأَنواءof storms ايwhat a اطرادsuccession
واطرادُ الأَنواء اي اطراد
The distance between our homes prevented our meeting,
The homes came between us and meeting
As did the succession of storms—what a succession!
And the succession of hardships, O what a succession!
تابعَkept up الجوُّthe sky غيثهُits rain نحوfor about شهرٍa month
تابعَ الجوُّ غيثهُ نحو شهرٍ
فتشكتso complained حتىeven النفوسُthe souls الصواديthirsty
فتشكت حتى النفوسُ الصوادي
The sky kept up its rain for about a month,
The weather continued its rain for a month
Till even thirsty souls complained.
Until even stoic souls complained.
وذعرناand we were terrified منby الرعودthe thunderclaps غضاباًraging
وذعرنا من الرعود غضاباً
ومللناand we wearied of المقامstaying فيin كلevery نادgathering place
ومللنا المقام في كل ناد
We were terrified by the raging thunder,
Thunderbolts alarmed us with wrath
And wearied of lingering in every gathering place.
And we were bored of staying in every valley.
ياah رعيmay He guard (apparently رعى) اللهGod منwhoever رعىkept عهدthe covenant حبيof my love
يا رعي الله من رعى عهد حبي
منamong كرامِthe noble الزوارvisitors والعُوادand visitors to the sick
من كرامِ الزوار والعُواد
Ah, may God guard those who kept my bond of love,
O God, bless those who kept the covenant of my love,
Among the noble visitors and callers at my sickbed.
The generous visitors and caregivers.
قدindeed أعانواthey helped علىtoward الشفاءِhealing فؤَاديmy heart
قد أعانوا على الشفاءِ فؤَادي
وهمُand they منهُin relation to it فيin مقامthe position السوادof the dark core
وهمُ منهُ في مقام السواد
They have helped my heart toward healing,
They helped heal my heart
And dwell within its very core.
And they, despite the distance, are its strongest pillar.
لوif جَفونيthey had shunned me كماas جفانيshunned me سواهمothers besides them
لو جَفوني كما جفاني سواهم
لرأَيتI would have seen الجحيمhell تحتbeneath وساديmy pillow
لرأَيت الجحيم تحت وسادي
Had they shunned me as others shunned me,
Had anyone else abandoned me,
I would have seen hell beneath my pillow.
I would have seen hell beneath my pillow.
إِنَّindeed بُعدَthe distance الأحبابof loved ones افجعُthe most grievous خطبٍcalamity
إِنَّ بُعدَ الأحباب افجعُ خطبٍ
والعليلand the sick person المهجورabandoned اشقىthe most wretched العبادof people
والعليل المهجور اشقى العباد
Indeed, separation from loved ones is the direst calamity,
Truly, nothing is more devastating than
And the abandoned invalid is the most wretched of mortals.
The absence of loved ones, and the abandoned patient is the most wretched of servants.
فإِذاso if ماemphatic particle نضرتُI flourish بعدafter ذبوليmy withering
فإِذا ما نضرتُ بعد ذبولي
فنضوريthen my flourishing منfrom جودthe bounty تلكof those الغواديmorning rains
فنضوري من جود تلك الغوادي
So if I flourish after withering,
So if, after my demise, I recover,
My flourishing comes from the bounty of those morning rains.
Then my recovery is due to the generosity of those absent ones.
وإذاand if ماemphatic particle حييتُI live كانتwill be حياتيmy life
وإذا ما حييتُ كانت حياتي
منfrom طبيبيmy physician المدورal-Mudawwar المجوادthe exceedingly generous
من طبيبي المدور المجواد
And if I survive, my life will come
And if I come back to life, then my life
From my physician, the bountiful al-Mudawwar.
Would be from my Healer, the Almighty Lord.
كانhe was ليfor me فيduring السقامillness أمرَmost skillful (probably أمهرَ) آسٍa healer
كان لي في السقام أمرَ آسٍ
وبعيَدَand just after السقامillness اقوىthe strongest عمادsupport
وبعيَدَ السقام اقوى عماد
In illness he was my most skillful healer,
In sickness, I had a precarious state,
And just afterward, my strongest support.
But beyond sickness, I have the strongest pillar.
فجزاهُso may He reward him الإِلهُGod خيرthe finest جزاءِrecompense
فجزاهُ الإِلهُ خير جزاءِ
وأنالand may He grant الخُلانfriends كلَّevery مُرادwish
وأنال الخُلان كلَّ مُراد
So may God reward him with the finest recompense,
May God reward them the best of rewards
And grant my friends their every wish.
And may they attain all they desire.