هامَbecame enamored قَلبيmy heart بِاللَواتيof those women who
هامَ قَلبي بِاللَواتي
هُنَّthey (feminine) دائيmy sickness وَشَقاتيand my misery
هُنَّ دائي وَشَقاتي
My heart is enamored of those women
My heart is possessed by the beauties
who are my sickness and my misery.
Who are my malady and misery
ذَهَبَتwent نَفسيmy soul إِلَيهِنto them (feminine)
ذَهَبَت نَفسي إِلَيهِن
نcompletion of 'to them' بِقَلبيin my heart حَسَراتِsorrows
ن بِقَلبي حَسَراتِ
My soul went out to them,
My soul went out to them
with sorrows in my heart.
With longing remaining in my heart
وَلَقَدand indeed قُلتُI said لِراجٍto one hoping
وَلَقَد قُلتُ لِراجٍ
راحَتيmy relief بِالرُقَياتِwith healing charms
راحَتي بِالرُقَياتِ
I have said to one who sought
And indeed I said to a messenger
to ease me with healing charms:
"My comfort is in pretty girls"
إِنَّماonly تَيَّمَenslaved with love قَلبيmy heart
إِنَّما تَيَّمَ قَلبي
بَقَرٌwild cows فيin الحَجَلاتِbridal chambers
بَقَرٌ في الحَجَلاتِ
Only these have enslaved my heart—
Indeed my heart became enamored
wild cows in bridal chambers.
With a cow amid other cows
مِثلُlike عَبّادَةَʿAbbādah فيهِنamong them (feminine)
مِثلُ عَبّادَةَ فيهِن
نcompletion of 'among them' فَتاةُmaiden الفَتَياتِthe maidens
ن فَتاةُ الفَتَياتِ
Such as ʿAbbādah among them,
Like the love for Abadah among them
the maiden of maidens.
The jewel of the jewels
بِهَواهاthrough love of her طالَgrew long لَيليmy night
بِهَواها طالَ لَيلي
وَبِهاand because of her طالَتgrew long شَكاتيmy lament
وَبِها طالَت شَكاتي
Love of her has lengthened my night,
Her love made my night long
and through her my lament has grown long.
And with her my worries lengthened
أَكثَرَتshe multiplied فيin القُربِnearness خُلفيbroken promises to me
أَكثَرَت في القُربِ خُلفي
وَعَلىand at النَأيِa distance عِداتيpromises made to me
وَعَلى النَأيِ عِداتي
When near, she often broke her word to me;
when distant, she multiplied her promises to me.
She increased my misdeeds in closeness
ماwhat الَّذيthat which مَنَّتكَshe made you hope for إِلّاexcept
ما الَّذي مَنَّتكَ إِلّا
نَظرَةٌa glance فيin الخَطَراتِpassing movements
نَظرَةٌ في الخَطَراتِ
What did she hold out to you but
And my chastity from afar
a glance in passing?
What made you favor me except
أَمسَكَتit held fast نَفسيmy soul عَلَيهاto her
أَمسَكَت نَفسي عَلَيها
بَعدَafter ماthat مَلَّتgrew weary لَهاتيmy throat
بَعدَ ما مَلَّت لَهاتي
It held my soul fast to her,
A glance amid glances
after my throat had grown weary.
I held back my soul from her
وَلَقَدand indeed أَغرىinflamed love بِعَبّاfor ʿAbbā- (name fragment)
وَلَقَد أَغرى بِعَبّا
دَةَ-dah (completes ʿAbbādah) قَولُthe saying of القائِلاتِthe women speaking
دَةَ قَولُ القائِلاتِ
And what inflamed my love for ʿAbbādah
After it was inclined to her
was what the women said:
And the words of the speaker enticed Abadah
اِسلُcease pining عَنfor عَبدَةَʿAbdah قَدalready أَنbeginning of 'exhausted'
اِسلُ عَن عَبدَةَ قَد أَن
زَفتَyou exhausted (word ending) فيهاover her العَبَراتِthe tears
زَفتَ فيها العَبَراتِ
'Forget ʿAbdah; you have
Announcing the falling of teardrops on her
exhausted your tears over her.'
Ask about Abadah, for I have
وَلَقَدand indeed أَيقَنَhe knew for certain أَنّيthat I
وَلَقَد أَيقَنَ أَنّي
لاnot أَطيعُI obey العاذِلاتِthe reproaching women
لا أَطيعُ العاذِلاتِ
And he knew for certain that I
Poured into her my tears
do not obey the women who reproach me.
And indeed I am certain that I
تَيَّمَتنيshe enslaved me with love إِذwhen تَهادَتshe walked with a sway
تَيَّمَتني إِذ تَهادَت
فيamong ثَلاثٍthree تائِباتِpenitent women
في ثَلاثٍ تائِباتِ
She enslaved me when she swayed along
Will not obey the blamers
among three penitent women,
She made me fall for her while repenting
بِتَهاديwith a swaying gait مُرجَحِنٍّheavy and swaying
بِتَهادي مُرجَحِنٍّ
مِثلَlike مُهتَزِّthe quivering of القَناةِthe spear-shaft
مِثلَ مُهتَزِّ القَناةِ
with a heavy, swaying gait,
Among three penitents
like a quivering spear-shaft;
With swaying like a shaking spear
وَاِعتِدالٍand symmetry فيin قَوامٍstature
وَاِعتِدالٍ في قَوامٍ
فَوقَbeyond نَعتِthe description of الناعِتاتِthe women describing
فَوقَ نَعتِ الناعِتاتِ
and a well-proportioned figure
And straight posture atop all statures
beyond the descriptions of women describing her;
With cheeks like the rising sun
وَبِخَدِّand with a cheek خَدِّthe cheek of شَمسٍa sun
وَبِخَدِّ خَدِّ شَمسٍ
طالَعَتappeared مِنfrom مُزُناتِrainclouds
طالَعَت مِن مُزُناتِ
and a cheek—the cheek of a sun
Beaming from veils
that rose from rainclouds;
And eyes of a cow among
وَبِعَينَيand with the two eyes of بَقَرٍwild cows فيamong
وَبِعَينَي بَقَرٍ في
بَقَرٍwild cows أَوor جُؤذَراتِwild-cow calves
بَقَرٍ أَو جُؤذَراتِ
and a wild cow's two eyes among
Cows or small cows
wild cows or their calves;
And a neck as a meadow
وَبِجيدٍand with a neck جيدِthe neck of ريمٍa white gazelle
وَبِجيدٍ جيدِ ريمٍ
يَرتَعيgrazes on حُرَّthe choicest of النَباتِplants
يَرتَعي حُرَّ النَباتِ
and a neck—the neck of a white gazelle
Grazing the finest plants
grazing on the choicest plants;
And a taste, diverse and cool
وَبِذيand with a mouth possessing طَعمٍflavor شَتيتٍwith spaced teeth
وَبِذي طَعمٍ شَتيتٍ
بارِدٍcool عَذبِsweet اللِثاتِthe gums
بارِدٍ عَذبِ اللِثاتِ
and a flavorsome mouth with spaced teeth,
With sweet saliva
cool, with sweet gums;
Its taste is from melting honey
طَعمُهُits flavor مِنof ذَوبِmelted شُهدٍhoney in the comb
طَعمُهُ مِن ذَوبِ شُهدٍ
شيبَwas mixed بِالماءِwith water الفُراتِsweet and fresh
شيبَ بِالماءِ الفُراتِ
its flavor is of melted honey
Aged with Euphrates water
mingled with sweet, fresh water.
The neighbors describe from it
يَصِفُdescribes الجاراتُthe neighboring women مِنهُfrom it
يَصِفُ الجاراتُ مِنهُ
نَفحَةَa waft of المِسكِmusk الفُتاتِpowdered
نَفحَةَ المِسكِ الفُتاتِ
The neighboring women describe its
The scent of musk particles
waft of powdered musk.
My advice to her is gently
عِظَتيadmonishing me فيهاabout her رُوَيداًgently
عِظَتي فيها رُوَيداً
قَدalready مَلِلتُI have grown weary of الواعِظاتِthe admonishing women
قَد مَلِلتُ الواعِظاتِ
Go gently in admonishing me about her;
For I am tired of advisers
I have wearied of the women who admonish.
I will never obey people regarding her
لاnot أُطيعُI obey الناسَpeople فيهاconcerning her
لا أُطيعُ الناسَ فيها
أَبَداًever حَتّىuntil المَماتِdeath
أَبَداً حَتّى المَماتِ
I will heed no one concerning her,
Until death comes upon me
ever, until death.
She is my sickness and my cure
تِلكَthat woman أَسقاميmy ailments وَبُرئيand my cure
تِلكَ أَسقامي وَبُرئي
مِنfrom سَقاميmy sickness لَوif only تُواتيshe would consent
مِن سَقامي لَو تُواتي
She is my ailments and my cure
If she comes close to me
from my sickness—if she would consent;
The wish of my soul, my care
وَمُنىand the wishes of نَفسيmy soul وَهَمّيand my concern
وَمُنى نَفسي وَهَمّي
فيduring مَقيليmy midday rest وَبَياتيand my nightly rest
في مَقيلي وَبَياتي
and my soul's wishes and my concern,
In my rest and nights
in my midday rest and my nights;
My bliss when I sleep
وَنَعيميand my bliss حينَwhen أَغفيI doze
وَنَعيمي حينَ أَغفي
وَشِفاءُand the cure for اليَقَظاتِwaking hours
وَشِفاءُ اليَقَظاتِ
and my bliss when I doze,
And cure for my vigils
and the cure for my wakefulness;
The one I spend my evenings and mornings with
وَالَّتيand she who أُمسيI pass the evening وَأَغدوand I enter the morning
وَالَّتي أُمسي وَأَغدو
فيin عَشِيٍّevening وَغَداةِand daybreak
في عَشِيٍّ وَغَداةِ
and she for whom I pass evenings and mornings,
In night and morning
at evening and at daybreak,
My mind goes out to her
ذاهِبَbereft of اللُبِّreason إِلَيهاtoward her
ذاهِبَ اللُبِّ إِلَيها
مُعلِناًopenly proclaiming بِالزَفَراتِwith sighs
مُعلِناً بِالزَفَراتِ
bereft of reason over her,
Announcing in sighs
giving voice to my sighs.
So when I stand to pray
فَإِذاthen when قُمتُI rose أُصَلّيI pray
فَإِذا قُمتُ أُصَلّي
عَرَضَتshe appeared ليto me فيin صَلاتيmy prayer
عَرَضَت لي في صَلاتي
Then, when I rise to pray,
She comes to my mind in my prayer
she appears to me in my prayer.
I wish I had given her
لَيتَنيif only I أَعطَيتُI gave مِنهُfrom it
لَيتَني أَعطَيتُ مِنهُ
لَيلَةًone night فيamong حَسَناتيmy good deeds
لَيلَةً في حَسَناتي
If only I had given of it
A night of my good deeds
one night toward my good deeds.
It's as if I'm crying for her love
وَكَأَنّيand as though I مِنfrom هَواهاlove of her
وَكَأَنّي مِن هَواها
بِبُكاءٍin weeping وَصُماتِand silence
بِبُكاءٍ وَصُماتِ
And through love of her, I seem
With weeping and fasting
to be in tears and silence.
So heal me, O Responder to prayers
فَاِشفِنيso heal me بِالصَبرِthrough patience مِنهاof her
فَاِشفِني بِالصَبرِ مِنها
ياO مُجيبَAnswerer of الدَعَواتِprayers
يا مُجيبَ الدَعَواتِ
So heal me of her through patience,
With patience from her
O Answerer of prayers,
Or make her taste from me one day
أَوor أَذِقهاmake her taste يَومَone day عَنّيon my behalf
أَو أَذِقها يَومَ عَنّي
كُربَةًan anguish مِنof كُرُباتيmy anguishes
كُربَةً مِن كُرُباتي
or make her taste one day, on my behalf,
The anguish of my anguish
one of my anguishes.
Her love brought me higher
بَلَغَتshe reached بيwith me مِنthrough هَواهاlove of her
بَلَغَت بي مِن هَواها
فَوقَbeyond ماwhat سَرَّdelighted عُداتيmy enemies
فَوقَ ما سَرَّ عُداتي
Through love of her, she has brought me
Than what my chastity pleased
beyond what delighted my enemies.
Friend, I entrust you with my will
صاحِO friend أَوصيكَI entrust you إِلَيهاto her
صاحِ أَوصيكَ إِلَيها
ثِقَةًin trust فَاِحفَظso keep وَصاتيmy instructions
ثِقَةً فَاِحفَظ وَصاتي
Friend, I entrust you with a charge for her,
So keep my behests
in confidence—so keep my instructions:
Tell Abadah to return to me
قُلsay لِعَبّادَةَto ʿAbbādah رُدّيdrive back
قُل لِعَبّادَةَ رُدّي
بَعضَsome of حُزنيmy sorrow وَأَذاتيand my hurt
بَعضَ حُزني وَأَذاتي
Tell ʿAbbādah: 'Drive away
Some of my sorrow and pain
some of my sorrow and my hurt.
Abadah, you have become my life
عَبدَʿAbd (shortened vocative name) أَصبَحتِyou have become حَياتيmy life
عَبدَ أَصبَحتِ حَياتي
فَصِلينيso grant me union ياO حَياتيmy life
فَصِليني يا حَياتي
ʿAbd, you have become my life;
So join me, O my life
so grant me union, O my life.
أَغلِقيclose عَنّيaway from me بِوَصلٍthrough union
أَغلِقي عَنّي بِوَصلٍ
بابَthe door of سُقميmy sickness وَأَذاتيand my hurt
بابَ سُقمي وَأَذاتي
Through union, close off from me
Close for me with a visit
the door of my sickness and my hurt.
The door of my sickness and pain
وَإِذاand when ماemphatic particle مُتُّI die فَاِبكيthen weep
وَإِذا ما مُتُّ فَاِبكي
لَطَفاًtenderly فيamong الباكِياتِthe weeping women
لَطَفاً في الباكِياتِ
And when I die, then weep
And when I die, then weep for me
tenderly, among the women who weep.
Kindly among the weeping women
لاdo not تَكونيbe مِثلَlike أُخرىanother woman
لا تَكوني مِثلَ أُخرى
تَتَجَنّىfalsely alleges جَفَواتيmy acts of coldness
تَتَجَنّى جَفَواتي
Do not be like another woman
Be not like another
who falsely accuses me of coldness.
Who shuns my love
فَلَقَدfor indeed أَصفَيتُكِI devoted exclusively to you الشعِpoetry (word beginning)
فَلَقَد أَصفَيتُكِ الشعِ
رَcompletion of 'poetry' بِرَغمِdespite الحاسِداتِthe envious women
رَ بِرَغمِ الحاسِداتِ
For I have devoted my poetry to you,
For I have purified for you poetry
despite the envious women.'
Despite the envious women
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