أناI ظلٌa shadow تجلىbecame manifest فيin خيالِimagination
أنا ظلٌ تجلى في خيالِ
وسرand a secret قدhas تكاثفcondensed فيin سؤالِa question
وسر قد تكاثف في سؤالِ
I am a child who manifested in your imagination,
I am a shadow made manifest in imagination,
And a secret condensed within your question.
and a secret that has condensed within a question.
فبعضيfor part of me منfrom أساطيرmyths توالتْfollowed one another
فبعضي من أساطير توالتْ
وبعضيand part of me منfrom تواشيحhymns الكمالِperfection
وبعضي من تواشيح الكمالِ
Part of me comes from myths that followed one another,
For part of me comes from myths that followed one another,
And part from the adornment of perfection.
and part of me from hymns of perfection.
سؤالٌa question رحلتيmy journey وأناand I سؤالٌa question
سؤالٌ رحلتي وأنا سؤالٌ
تناثرscattered مثلlike حباتgrains الرمالِthe sand
تناثر مثل حبات الرمالِ
My question is my journey, and I am my question,
My journey is a question, and I am a question
Scattered like grains of sand.
scattered like grains of sand.
أرىI see بدئيmy beginning تجمعgathered فيin انتهائيmy ending
أرى بدئي تجمع في انتهائي
ومعرفتيand my knowledge تناسخُreincarnation منfrom ضلاليmy error
ومعرفتي تناسخُ من ضلالي
I see my beginning gathered into my end,
I see my beginning gathered in my ending,
And my knowledge—a rebirth from my wandering.
and my knowledge is a reincarnation of my error.
أسافرI journey للمدىtoward the expanse فأراهthen I see it يأتيit comes
أسافر للمدى فأراه يأتي
وأتركهand I leave it ينادينيcalling to me تعاليcome! (feminine)
وأتركه يناديني تعالي
I journey toward the horizon and see it approaching,
I journey toward the expanse, then see it coming,
Then leave it calling out to me: “Come.”
and leave it calling to me: “Come!”
كأنيas though I were فيin احتمالاتيmy possibilities فراغٌa void
كأني في احتمالاتي فراغٌ
تلامحflickered into view فيin مسافاتdistances الزوالِvanishing
تلامح في مسافات الزوالِ
As though, among my possibilities, I were a void
As though, within my possibilities, I were a void
That glimmered across the distances of vanishing.
that flickered into view in the distances of vanishing.
أناI لغزthe riddle الوجودexistence أرىI see وجوديmy existence
أنا لغز الوجود أرى وجودي
سؤالاa question قدhas توالىrecurred فيin سؤالِa question
سؤالا قد توالى في سؤالِ
I am the riddle of existence; I see my existence
I am the riddle of existence; I see my existence
As a question recurring within a question.
as a question that has recurred within a question.
إذاwhen ما(emphatic particle) البردthe cold أورثنيbequeathed to me يقيناcertainty
إذا ما البرد أورثني يقينا
تجلتbecame manifest حيرتيmy bewilderment فيin بعضpart of حاليmy state
تجلت حيرتي في بعض حالي
When the full moon bequeaths me certainty,
When the cold bequeaths me certainty,
My bewilderment reveals itself in some state of mine.
my bewilderment is revealed in some aspect of my state.
أغيبI vanish فأنجليthen I emerge عنيfrom myself وأصحوand I awaken
أغيب فأنجلي عني وأصحو
فأدركso I perceive ماwhat تجلىbecame manifest فيin جلاليmy majesty
فأدرك ما تجلى في جلالي
I vanish, then emerge from myself, and wake;
I vanish, then emerge from myself and awaken,
Then I perceive what manifested in my splendor.
so I perceive what has been revealed in my majesty.
وأدركand I perceive أننيthat I am نورlight تسامىrose high
وأدرك أنني نور تسامى
وعتمand darkness قبلbefore ميلادbirth اللياليthe nights
وعتم قبل ميلاد الليالي
And I perceive that I am light risen sublime,
And I perceive that I am light that has risen high,
And darkness before the birth of nights.
and darkness before the birth of nights.
أناI رؤيايmy vision حينwhen أرىI see أرانيI see myself
أنا رؤياي حين أرى أراني
ولستand I do not بغيرabout anything other than ماwhat أهوىI love أباليI care
ولست بغير ما أهوى أبالي
I am my vision when I see myself,
I am my vision; when I see, I see myself,
And I care for nothing but what I love.
and I care for nothing but what I love.