أَناI فيin فَقديmy loss وُجوديmy existence
أَنا في فَقدي وُجودي
وَمَغيبيand my absence فيin شُهوديmy presence
وَمَغيبي في شُهودي
In my loss I find my existence.
I am lost in finding myself
And my absence is in my presence.
And absent while present
وَاِنتِباهيand my awakening فيin مَناميmy sleep
وَاِنتِباهي في مَنامي
وَاِعتِرافيand my acknowledgment فيin جُحوديmy denial
وَاِعتِرافي في جُحودي
And my awakening is in my sleep.
My attention in my slumber
And my acknowledgment is in my denial.
My admission in my denial
وَحَياتيand my life فيin مَماتيmy death
وَحَياتي في مَماتي
وَقُصوريand my palaces فيin لُحوديmy graves
وَقُصوري في لُحودي
And my life is in my death.
My life in my death
And my palaces are in my graves.
And my inadequacy in my prime
وَقُيوديand my fetters فيin سَراحيmy freedom
وَقُيودي في سَراحي
وَسَراحيand my freedom فيin قُيوديmy fetters
وَسَراحي في قُيودي
And my fetters are in my freedom.
My freedom in my shackles
And my freedom is in my fetters.
And my shackles in my freedom
وَصُعوديand my ascent فيin هُبوطيmy descent
وَصُعودي في هُبوطي
وَهُبوطيand my descent فيin صُعوديmy ascent
وَهُبوطي في صُعودي
And my ascent is in my descent.
My rise in my fall
And my descent is in my ascent.
And my fall in my rise
وَنَعيميand my bliss فيin جَحيميmy hell
وَنَعيمي في جَحيمي
نَضَجَتwere burned through فيهِin it جُلوديmy skins
نَضَجَت فيهِ جُلودي
And my bliss is in my hell,
My heaven in my hell
In which my skins were burned through.
Where my skin has ripened
وَبَخَلعيand through my casting off لِخَليعٍof a worn-out garment
وَبَخَلعي لِخَليعٍ
فُزتَyou gained بِاللُبسِthe attire الجَديدِnew
فُزتَ بِاللُبسِ الجَديدِ
And through my casting off a worn-out garment,
By shedding my rags for a debauchee
You gained the new attire.
You have won the new attire