كَلامُكَyour speech حُرٌّfreeborn; noble وَالكَلامُand other speech غُلامُa slave-boy
كَلامُكَ حُرٌّ وَالكَلامُ غُلامُ
وَسِحرٌand magic وَلَكِنbut لَيسَthere is not فيهِin it حَرامُanything forbidden
وَسِحرٌ وَلَكِن لَيسَ فيهِ حَرامُ
Your speech is freeborn; other speech is a slave.
Your words are free and words are slaves
And magic—yet nothing in it is forbidden.
Magic yet no sin therein
وَدُرٌّand pearls وَلَكِنbut بَينَbetween جنبيكَyour two sides بَحرهُtheir sea
وَدُرٌّ وَلَكِن بَينَ جنبيكَ بَحرهُ
وَزَهرٌand blossoms وَلَكِنbut الفُؤادَthe heart كِمامُa floral sheath
وَزَهرٌ وَلَكِن الفُؤادَ كِمامُ
And pearls—yet their sea lies between your ribs.
Pearls yet between your sides is their sea
And blossoms—yet the heart is their calyx.
A flower yet the heart is masked
وَبَعدُand now فإِنif وَدَّعتَنيyou bade me farewell بخَداعَةٍwith deceit
وَبَعدُ فإِن وَدَّعتَني بخَداعَةٍ
فَحَقّيَthen my due أَنthat يَجنيdoes wrong عَلَيهِto it السَلامُthe farewell
فَحَقّيَ أَن يَجني عَلَيهِ السَلامُ
And now, if you bade me farewell with deceit,
And if you bid me farewell deceitfully
then that farewell wrongs what is owed to me.
My right to bid you peace
أَعنِّيhelp me عَلىagainst نَفسيmyself بِتَزويدwith provisions أَسهليmy easiest [reply; uncertain]
أَعنِّي عَلى نَفسي بِتَزويد أَسهلي
بَلىyes وَقُلand speak فَلاfor no شَيءthing عَلَيكfor you حَرامُis forbidden
بَلى وَقُل فَلا شَيء عَلَيك حَرامُ
“Help me against myself with provisions”—my easiest reply
Help me provision my journey easiest
is “Yes”; and speak, for nothing is forbidden to you.
Yes, and say nothing is forbidden you
فدونكَهُso take it إِذsince لَمdid not أَجِدI find ليَfor myself حيلَةًa recourse
فدونكَهُ إِذ لَم أَجِد ليَ حيلَةً
وَقَلبيَand my heart فاِعلَمso know فيamong الطَعامِthe food طَعامُfood
وَقَلبيَ فاِعلَم في الطَعامِ طَعامُ
So take it, since I have found no recourse for myself;
So I left it since I found no scheme
and my heart—know this—is food among the food.
And my heart, know, finds its food
فَهَنَّئتَهُso you blessed it زاداًas provisions وَفيand in الصَدرthe breast وَقدَةٌa flame
فَهَنَّئتَهُ زاداً وَفي الصَدر وَقدَةٌ
وَلِلصَبرand for patience مِنfrom دونِoutside; without الفُؤادِthe heart غَرامُlasting torment
وَلِلصَبر مِن دونِ الفُؤادِ غَرامُ
So you blessed it as provisions, while a flame burns in my breast;
You wished it provisions and in the chest a blaze
and patience, bereft of the heart, suffers lasting torment.
And for patience without the heart, love
لَقَدindeed كانَwas فألٌan omen مِنfrom سمائِكَyour sky مؤنسٌcomforting
لَقَد كانَ فألٌ مِن سمائِكَ مؤنسٌ
فَقَدso now عادَhas become ضدّاthe opposite وَالعَراءُand the open ground رمامُdecayed remains
فَقَد عادَ ضدّا وَالعَراءُ رمامُ
A comforting omen once came from your sky;
Good fortune was a companion from your heavens
now it has become its opposite, and the open land lies in ruins.
Yet has turned opposed and the bare waste, ruins
تَحَلَّيتَyou adorned yourself بِالدانيwith al-Dani ('the near') وَأَنتَwhile you مُباعِدٌkeep your distance
تَحَلَّيتَ بِالداني وَأَنتَ مُباعِدٌ
فَياso, oh طيبَthe sweetness of بَدءٍلَوa beginning, if تَلاهُfollowed it تَمامُfulfillment
فَيا طيبَ بَدءٍلَو تَلاهُ تَمامُ
You adorned yourself with al-Dani, “the near,” yet keep your distance.
You adorned yourself with intimacy yet you distance
How sweet a beginning, had fulfillment followed it!
Oh beautiful beginning, would that completion follow
وَياand oh عَجَباًwhat a wonder حَتّىeven السِماتُthe signs تخوننيbetray me
وَيا عَجَباً حَتّى السِماتُ تخونني
وَحَتّىand even اِنتِباهيmy vigilance للصّديقِtoward the friend مَنامُslumber
وَحَتّى اِنتِباهي للصّديقِ مَنامُ
And how strange—even the signs betray me,
Strange that even features betray me
and even my vigilance toward a friend is slumber.
That even my vigilance for a friend is sleep
أَضاءَilluminated لَناfor us أَغماتAghmat قُربُكyour nearness بُرهَةًfor a while
أَضاءَ لَنا أَغمات قُربُك بُرهَةً
وَعادَand returned بِهاin it حينwhen اِرتَحلتَyou departed ظَلامُdarkness
وَعادَ بِها حين اِرتَحلتَ ظَلامُ
Your nearness lit Aghmat for us for a while,
The darkness of your nearness lit for us awhile
and darkness returned there when you departed.
And with your departure returned night
تَسيرُyou journey إِلىto أَرضٍa land بِهاin it كُنتَyou were مُضغةًa morsel of flesh
تَسيرُ إِلى أَرضٍ بِها كُنتَ مُضغةً
وَفيهاand in it اِكتَسَتwere clothed باللَحمِin flesh منكof yours عِظامُbones
وَفيها اِكتَسَت باللَحمِ منك عِظامُ
You journey to a land where you were a morsel of flesh,
You travel to a land wherein you were suckled
and there your bones were clothed in flesh.
And wherein from you bones gained flesh
وَأَبقىand I remain أَسامُI am made to suffer الذلَّhumiliation فيin أَرضِa land of غُربَةٍexile
وَأَبقى أَسامُ الذلَّ في أَرضِ غُربَةٍ
وَماand not كُنتُI was لَولاbut for الغَدرtreachery ذاكَthat أُسامُI am made to suffer
وَما كُنتُ لَولا الغَدر ذاكَ أُسامُ
While I remain, made to suffer humiliation in a land of exile,
And I remain tasting humiliation in an alien land
and but for treachery, I would not have been subjected to that.
And would not have been, but for betrayal, tasting
فَبُلِّغتُهاso may I be brought to it فيin ظلِّthe shade of أَمنٍsafety وَغِبطَةٍand joy
فَبُلِّغتُها في ظلِّ أَمنٍ وَغِبطَةٍ
وَسُنّيَand may there be granted ليto me مِمّاfrom whatever يعوقُhinders سَلامُsafety
وَسُنّيَ لي مِمّا يعوقُ سَلامُ
So may I be brought there in the shade of safety and joy,
I told it in the shade of security and bliss
and may I be granted safety from whatever holds me back.
And my years deny me even salutations