قدindeed خانbetrayed سمعيmy hearing وعينيand my eye خانهاbetrayed it بصريmy sight
قد خان سمعي وعيني خانها بصري
وشابand grew gray قلبيmy heart فماso no عتبىreproach علىupon شعريmy hair
وشاب قلبي فما عتبى على شعري
My hearing has betrayed me; my sight has betrayed my eye.
My hearing and sight have betrayed me, my vision has failed me
And my heart has grown gray, so my hair is not to blame.
And my heart grew old, so I have no blame for my poetry
خضلتI moistened شيبيmy gray hair وآماليand my hopes براهقةٍwith a girl nearing adulthood
خضلت شيبي وآمالي براهقةٍ
فصرتso I came منهاfrom her إلىto الريعانyouth's bloom والصغرand childhood
فصرت منها إلى الريعان والصغر
I moistened my gray hair and my hopes with a budding maiden;
My old age and hopes were wasted in my youth
so through her I returned to youth's bloom and childhood.
So I returned from it to adolescence and childhood
حلميmy forbearance سفيهfoolish صغيرyoung in السنage محتقرdespised
حلمي سفيه صغير السن محتقر
جهليmy folly وذنبيand my sin عظيمgreat كاملcomplete in الكبرmaturity
جهلي وذنبي عظيم كامل الكبر
My forbearance is foolish, young in years, and despised;
My dream was foolish, young, despised
my folly and my sin are great and fully grown.
My ignorance and sin were great, full of enormity
سوفتI procrastinated فيin توبتيmy repentance عصرthe days of الشبابyouth فماso what
سوفت في توبتي عصر الشباب فما
بعدafter المشيبgray-haired age إذاif سوفتهاI postpone it عذريmy excuse
بعد المشيب إذا سوفتها عذري
I postponed my repentance in the days of youth; what, then,
I wasted the time of repentance in my youth, so
after going gray, is my excuse if I postpone it?
After old age, if I repent, what is my excuse?
كلمa wound ندارأهwe fend it off فيin الحالthe instant مخترمcutting life short
كلم ندارأه في الحال مخترم
وماand not ارعويتI desisted وماand not أورعتI grew wary بالنذرat the warnings
وما ارعويت وما أورعت بالنذر
A wound we fend off cuts life short at once.
I meet the decree as it comes, broken down
Yet I have neither desisted nor grown wary at the warnings.
And I was not pious, nor did I fulfill my vows
أطيعI obey نفسيmy soul وأعصىand I disobey العاذلينthe reproachers لهاon its account
أطيع نفسي وأعصى العاذلين لها
تبغيit seeks هداهاits guidance وتهدينيand it guides me إلىto الخترtreachery
تبغي هداها وتهديني إلى الختر
I obey my soul and disobey those who rebuke me for it.
I obey my soul and disobey those who advise it
It seeks its own guidance, yet leads me into treachery.
It seeks its guidance but guides me to ruin
تقولsays ليto me النفسthe soul إغنمseize لذةa pleasure حصلتhas become available
تقول لي النفس إغنم لذة حصلت
واتبعand follow هوايmy desire علىthrough الباقيwhat remains منof العمرlife
واتبع هواي على الباقي من العمر
The soul tells me, 'Seize a pleasure that has come,
The soul tells me: enjoy what you have attained
and follow my desire through what remains of life.'
And follow my passions for the rest of your life
وماand not درتit knew أنthat فيin عقبىthe aftermath of لذاذتهاits pleasures
وما درت أن في عقبى لذاذتها
نغائصاًvexations وردهاtheir draught حادٍdriving away عنfrom الصدرthe return from water
نغائصاً وردها حادٍ عن الصدر
Yet it did not know that, in the aftermath of its pleasures,
It did not know that after its pleasures
lie vexations whose draught drives one away from returning.
Are plunging difficulties that depart from the chest
أعاذنيmay He protect me اللَهGod منfrom دهياءa cunning one غاشمةٍruthless
أعاذني اللَه من دهياء غاشمةٍ
عمايءblind (spelling unclear) تشعرit perceives إلاonly وهيwhile it فيin سقرSaqar
عمايء تشعر إلا وهي في سقر
May God protect me from a cunning, ruthless soul,
May God protect me from a treacherous soul
blind, aware only when already in Saqar.
Blind that feels nothing until it is in Hell
للَهto God مننهاits favors ومنand of إبليسIblis قائدهاits leader
للَه مننها ومن إبليس قائدها
ومنand of هواهاits desire أناI فيin الخوفfear والحذرand caution
ومن هواها أنا في الخوف والحذر
Its favors belong to God; of Iblis, its leader,
Thanks to God and from Iblis its guide
and of its desire, I am fearful and wary.
And from its passions - I am in fear and caution
وكلand all ماthat قدرdecreed الباريthe Creator عليupon me مضىcame to pass
وكل ما قدر الباري علي مضى
حتماًinevitably ولاand not ينفعavails المقدورwhat is decreed فيin القدرdestiny
حتماً ولا ينفع المقدور في القدر
And all the Creator decreed for me has come to pass,
And all that the Creator has decreed will pass
inevitably; what is decreed has no sway over destiny.
Inevitably, and the decreed is no use against fate
لكنbut ليfor me أملاًa hope فيin اللَهGod أنعشنيlifted me
لكن لي أملاً في اللَه أنعشني
منfrom هوةthe abyss of القنطdespair الموسومbranded بالبطرwith arrogance
من هوة القنط الموسوم بالبطر
Yet a hope I hold in God has lifted me
But I have hope in God that revives me
from the abyss of despair branded with arrogance.
From the abyss of despair branded with disappointment
ذنبيmy sin عظيمgreat وعفوand the pardon of اللَهGod أعظمgreater منthan
ذنبي عظيم وعفو اللَه أعظم من
ذنبيmy sin ولاand not يتكافىis equated الجمthe abundant بالنزرwith the scant
ذنبي ولا يتكافى الجم بالنزر
My sin is great, and God's pardon is greater than
My sin is great but God's forgiveness is greater
my sin; the abundant cannot be equated with the scant.
Than my sin, and the ocean does not equate to a drop
أحبI love فيfor the sake of اللَهGod فعلthe deeds of الصالحينthe righteous ولمand have not
أحب في اللَه فعل الصالحين ولم
أزلceased عليهin it وعنهمand away from them قدindeed هفاhas slipped قدريmy standing
أزل عليه وعنهم قد هفا قدري
I love the deeds of the righteous for God's sake, and have not
I love in God the deeds of the righteous and have not
ceased in this, though my standing has fallen short of theirs.
Ceased it and from them my fate has been determined
عسىmay بحيهمwith their community الرحمنthe All-Merciful يحشرنيgather me at resurrection
عسى بحيهم الرحمن يحشرني
فيin زمرةa company معهمwith them منamong أفضلthe best of الزمرcompanies
في زمرة معهم من أفضل الزمر
May the All-Merciful gather me with their community,
Maybe by their love the Merciful will gather me
in a company with them, among the best companies.
In a group with them from the best of groups
قدindeed قيلit was said منwhoever حبloved فيin الدنياthis world ولوeven if حجراa stone
قد قيل من حب في الدنيا ولو حجرا
إلاexcept that ويحشرand is resurrected منwhat حبwas loved منof الحجرstone
إلا ويحشر من حب من الحجر
It has been said: if one loves in this world, even a stone,
It has been said whoever loves even a rock
what was loved—even of stone—will surely be resurrected.
In the world will be gathered with who he loved from the rock
عفواًpardon وصفحاًand clemency وغفراناًand forgiveness ونيلand attainment of منيwishes (spelling uncertain)
عفواً وصفحاً وغفراناً ونيل مني
ياO جابرmender of الكسرbrokenness أجبرmend بالرضىwith approval كسريmy brokenness
يا جابر الكسر أجبر بالرضى كسري
Pardon, clemency, forgiveness, and fulfillment of wishes—
Forgiveness, pardon, absolution and gain from me
O mender of the broken, mend my brokenness with Your favor.
O Healer of fractures, heal my fracture with consent