أفديهI would ransom him ليلةon the night زارنيhe visited me متستراًconcealing himself
أفديه ليلة زارني متستراً
هنديهhis Indian sword فيin كفهhis palm مسلولاunsheathed
هنديه في كفه مسلولا
I would ransom him—the night he visited me in secret,
I sacrifice him the night he visited me stealthily
His Indian sword unsheathed in his palm,
An Indian in his palm holding a sword
خوفfor fear of الوشاةthe slanderers ولوand had رنتgazed أجفانهhis eyelids
خوف الوشاة ولو رنت أجفانه
جعلhe would have made الحسامthe sword بماfor what أرادhe desired كفيلاa guarantor
جعل الحسام بما أراد كفيلا
For fear of slanderers—and had his eyelids cast a glance,
Fearing the slanderers even if his eyelids rang
He would have made the sword guarantor of what he desired.
The sword made what he wanted guaranteed
فشغلتso I was distracted عنfrom تقبيلهkissing him بمدامعby tears
فشغلت عن تقبيله بمدامع
لوif كنthey were سيلاa torrent ماnot وجدنthey would have found مسيلاa channel
لو كن سيلا ما وجدن مسيلا
So I was distracted from kissing him by tears
So I busied myself from kissing him with tears
That, had they been a torrent, would have found no channel.
If it was a flood no channel would be found
ووجدتهand I found him مترفقاًgentle فيin لثمهhis kissing
ووجدته مترفقاً في لثمه
فكأنهso he seemed like آسa physician يجسexamining by touch عليلاa sick man
فكأنه آس يجس عليلا
And I found him gentle in his kissing,
And I found him gently kissing
As though he were a physician examining a sick man by touch.
As if he was a benevolent doctor healing a patient
ماnot نلتI attained ماwhat أملتI hoped for منهfrom him وإنماbut rather
ما نلت ما أملت منه وإنما
أجلىmy death تمثلtook shape فيin فؤاديmy heart سولاa wish
أجلى تمثل في فؤادي سولا
I did not attain what I hoped for from him; instead,
I did not get what I hoped from him, rather
My death took shape in my heart as a wish.
He left behind in my heart an ardent craving