أصبحتُI have become جَمّfull of many بلابلِanxieties الصّدْرِthe breast
أصبحتُ جَمّ بلابلِ الصّدْرِ
مُتَعَجّباًastonished لتَصَرّفِat the turns of الدهرِtime
مُتَعَجّباً لتَصَرّفِ الدهرِ
I have become laden with turmoil in my breast,
I have become like the nightingales with sore breasts,
astonished at the turns of time.
Marveling at the workings of fate,
ماnot زِلتُI have ceased أطلُبI seek فيin البلادthe lands فتىًa young man
ما زِلتُ أطلُب في البلاد فتىً
لِيكونَso that he might be ليfor me ذُخراًa treasure منamong الذخرstored treasure
لِيكونَ لي ذُخراً من الذخر
I have never ceased seeking a young man throughout the lands,
I continued seeking in the lands a youth,
to be a treasure for me among treasures,
To be a treasure for me from treasures,
ويكونand he might be يُسْعِدنيsupporting me وأُسْعدهand I support him
ويكون يُسْعِدني وأُسْعده
فيin كلevery نائبةٍcalamity منof الأمرaffairs
في كل نائبةٍ من الأمر
and to support me as I would support him,
And to make me happy and I make him happy,
in every calamity of life.
In every trying situation,
حتّىuntil إذاwhen ظَفِرتْhad taken hold يدايَmy two hands بهof him
حتّى إذا ظَفِرتْ يدايَ به
جاءcame القضاءُfate بَحيْنهِwith his death يجريrushing
جاء القضاءُ بَحيْنهِ يجري
Until, when my hands had taken hold of him,
Until when my hands attained him,
fate came rushing with his death.
Fate came at the wrong time flowing,
إنّيindeed I am لَفيsurely in هَمٍّgrief يُباركنيsettles upon me
إنّي لَفي هَمٍّ يُباركني
منهbecause of him وهمٍّand grief طارقٍvisiting by night يَسْريtravels by night
منه وهمٍّ طارقٍ يَسْري
I am indeed in grief that settles upon me,
I am indeed in a worry that blesses me,
because of him, and grief that comes stealing through the night.
And a persistent worry that flows,
فَلأَصْبِرَنّso I shall surely endure وماand not رأيتُI have seen دويًa remedy
فَلأَصْبِرَنّ وما رأيتُ دويً
للِهمِّfor grief غيرِother than عزيمةfirm resolve الصبرpatience
للِهمِّ غيرِ عزيمة الصبر
So I shall surely endure, and I have seen no remedy
So I will endure, and I have not seen a remedy,
for grief but a firm resolve to be patient.
For worries other than determination and patience,
واللهِby God مَاnot اسْتعظمتُI deemed great فُرْقَتَهparting from him
واللهِ مَا اسْتعظمتُ فُرْقَتَه
حتىuntil أحاطencompassed بفَضْلهhis excellence خُبْريmy knowledge
حتى أحاط بفَضْله خُبْري
By God, I did not deem parting from him so grievous
By Allah, I did not consider his loss immense,
until my knowledge encompassed his full worth.
Until news of his virtues encompassed me.