هَجَرتِناyou forsook us ياO مَلولُfickle one
هَجَرتِنا يا مَلولُ
وَالهَجرُand abandonment مُرٌّbitter ثَقيلُheavy
وَالهَجرُ مُرٌّ ثَقيلُ
You have forsaken us, O fickle one,
Our separation, O blamer
and abandonment is bitter and heavy.
And separation is bitter and hard
إِنّيindeed I بِحُبِّكِwith love for you عَمَّنaway from whomever
إِنّي بِحُبِّكِ عَمَّن
ظَنَنتِyou suspected بيabout me مَشغولُpreoccupied
ظَنَنتِ بي مَشغولُ
Indeed, my love for you leaves no room for anyone
I was preoccupied with loving you
you suspected me of loving.
You thought I was busy
لاdo not تَأخُذينيhold me accountable بِشَيءٍfor anything
لا تَأخُذيني بِشَيءٍ
جَرَتflowed عَلَيهِover it السُيولُthe torrents
جَرَت عَلَيهِ السُيولُ
Do not hold me accountable for anything
Don’t blame me for anything
over which the torrents have flowed.
That torrents have caused
تَحَمَّليbear الذَنبَthe blame عَنيon my behalf
تَحَمَّلي الذَنبَ عَني
إِنَّindeed المُحِبَّthe lover حَمولُlong-suffering
إِنَّ المُحِبَّ حَمولُ
Bear the blame on my behalf;
Bear my sin
for a lover is long-suffering.
For the lover is tolerant
لِمِثلِfor the like of هَذاthis لَعَمريby my life
لِمِثلِ هَذا لَعَمري
يَرجوlooks hopefully to الخَليلَthe friend الخَليلُthe friend
يَرجو الخَليلَ الخَليلُ
For just such a thing, by my life,
For this, my dear
one friend looks to another.
The lover hopes in his beloved
أَماdo ... not? تَرينَyou see عِظاميmy bones
أَما تَرينَ عِظامي
قَدalready شَفَّهُنَّhas worn them away نُحولُemaciation
قَد شَفَّهُنَّ نُحولُ
Do you not see my bones?
Don't you see my bones
Wasting has already worn them away.
Emaciated by yearning
أَماdo ... not? تَرَينَyou see بَلائيmy affliction
أَما تَرَينَ بَلائي
عَلَيَّupon me مِنهُof it دَليلُa sign
عَلَيَّ مِنهُ دَليلُ
Do you not see my affliction?
Don't you see my affliction
There is a sign of it upon me.
Evident upon me
أَماdo ... not? تَرَينَyou see دُموعيmy tears
أَما تَرَينَ دُموعي
لِكُلِّfor every جَفنٍeyelid مَسيلُa stream
لِكُلِّ جَفنٍ مَسيلُ
Do you not see my tears?
Don't you see my tears
Each eyelid has its stream.
Flowing from each eyelid
أَناI الأَسيرُthe captive الذَليلُthe abased
أَنا الأَسيرُ الذَليلُ
أَناI الجَريحُthe wounded one القَتيلُthe slain one
أَنا الجَريحُ القَتيلُ
I am the abased captive.
I am the captive, the lowly
I am the wounded one, the slain.
I am the wounded, the slain
نَشَدتُكُمI implore you all عَلِّلونيcomfort me with promises
نَشَدتُكُم عَلِّلوني
إِنif لَمnot يَكُنthere is تَنويلُa granting of favors
إِن لَم يَكُن تَنويلُ
I implore you all: comfort me with promises,
I implore you, diagnose me
if no favor is to be granted,
If it is not lovesickness
لِكَيso that أَعيشَI may live قَليلاًa little
لِكَي أَعيشَ قَليلاً
يَقوتُنيsustains me التَعليلُcomfort through promises
يَقوتُني التَعليلُ
so that I may live a little longer;
So I may live a little
promises sustain me.
Sustained by the diagnosis
ثُمَّthen اِنصَرَفتُI departed وَماand not فيin
ثُمَّ اِنصَرَفتُ وَما في
يَدَيَّmy two hands مِنكِfrom you فَتيلُa date-stone fiber
يَدَيَّ مِنكِ فَتيلُ
Then I departed, with nothing in
Then I left with nothing of you
my hands from you—not even a thread.
Not even a wick
صَحَّحتِyou fulfilled مِنكِfrom you وَعيداًa threat
صَحَّحتِ مِنكِ وَعيداً
وَالوَعدُand the promise مِنكِfrom you عَليلُailing
وَالوَعدُ مِنكِ عَليلُ
You made good on your threat,
You corrected a threat from you
while your promise is ailing.
While your promise was frail
عَدَدتِyou deemed ذاكَthat جَميلاًa kindness
عَدَدتِ ذاكَ جَميلاً
كَماjust as يُكونُis الجَميلُkindness
كَما يُكونُ الجَميلُ
You counted that a kindness,
You counted that good
just as kindness is counted.
As goodness should be