تَرَكتُI left alone صُدودَهُhis rejection وَصَبَرتُand I steeled نَفسيmyself
تَرَكتُ صُدودَهُ وَصَبَرتُ نَفسي
لِطولِfor the long duration of تَجَرُّعِswallowing الغَيظِanger الشَديدِfierce
لِطولِ تَجَرُّعِ الغَيظِ الشَديدِ
I let his rejection be and steeled myself
I left his rejection and had patience
for the prolonged swallowing of fierce anger,
With the bitterness I have long endured
مَخافَةَfor fear أَنthat يُجَدِّدَhe would renew ليfor me صُدوداًrejection
مَخافَةَ أَن يُجَدِّدَ لي صُدوداً
وَكُنتُand I was حَديثَrecent عَهدٍacquaintance بِالصُدودِwith rejection
وَكُنتُ حَديثَ عَهدٍ بِالصُدودِ
for fear he would renew his rejection of me,
Fearing he would reject me all over again
while I had only lately suffered rejection.
When I had so recently felt rejection’s sting