فَداa ransom لِلعَينfor the eye مِنيfrom me كُلevery عَينprecious possession
فَدا لِلعَين مِني كُل عَين
وَماand whatever فيin الكَونthe universe منof ذَهَبgold وَعينand coin
وَما في الكَون من ذَهَب وَعين
For my eye, let every treasure I own be a ransom,
My eyes are sacrificed for your eyes
and all the gold and coin in the universe.
And all the gold and jewels in the universe
أَرىI see الظُلماءdarkness قَدindeed حجبَتhas veiled عيانيmy sight
أَرى الظُلماء قَد حجبَت عياني
وَأَجرتand made flow مِنfrom دُموعيmy tears كلevery عَينspring
وَأَجرت مِن دُموعي كل عَين
I see that darkness has veiled my sight,
I see the darkness has veiled my sight
and made every spring flow with my tears.
And shed tears from all my eyes
وَأَلقتنيand cast me بسجنinto a prison يوسفىّlike Joseph's
وَأَلقتني بسجن يوسفىّ
وَحالَتand came between بَينَbetween أَفراحيmy joys وَبَينيand between me
وَحالَت بَينَ أَفراحي وَبَيني
And cast me into a prison like Joseph's,
And cast me into my prison like Joseph
and come between my joys and me.
And came between my joys and me
وَأقسمand I swear اِنif تحققcomes true ليfor me شَفاهاits healing
وَأقسم اِن تحقق لي شَفاها
لجدتI would surely give generously بِماwith whatever أَرىI see فيin الراحتَينthe two palms
لجدت بِما أَرى في الراحتَين
I swear: if its healing comes to me,
And I swear if seeing you is realized
I would freely give whatever I see in my two palms.
I will find in comfort what I see in torment
فَقَدfor indeed أَصبَحتI have become فيin حُزنgrief وَأَنand groaning
فَقَد أَصبَحت في حُزن وَأَن
وَقَلبيand my heart بَينbetween اِتعابstrain وَأَينand exhaustion
وَقَلبي بَين اِتعاب وَأَين
For I have come to live in grief and groaning,
For I have become in sorrow and moan
and my heart is caught between strain and exhaustion.
And my heart is between fatigue and where
وَماand not أَهدتhas bestowed صباthe east breeze of الاِسحارthe dawns نَوماsleep
وَما أَهدت صبا الاِسحار نَوما
اِلىto عَينan eye غَدَتhas become فيin أَسرcaptivity to غينa clouding veil
اِلى عَين غَدَت في أَسر غين
Nor has the dawn's east breeze brought sleep
And the dawn of youth did not gift me sleep
to an eye now imprisoned by a clouding veil.
To an eye that fell captive to sadness
يقلبis tossed فيin دثارthe coverlet of السَقمsickness جِسميmy body
يقلب في دثار السَقم جِسمي
كَأَنيas though I فَوقon جمرthe embers of الحرتينthe two lava fields
كَأَني فَوق جمر الحرتين
My body is tossed in sickness's coverlet,
It tosses my body in the sheets of illness
as though I lay on the embers of the two lava fields.
As if I am on the embers of hellfire
تخالفتdisagreed الأساةthe physicians بطولwith a prolonged وَعدpromise
تخالفت الأساة بطول وَعد
بعللنيkeeps me hopeful (unclear form) وَيأسand despair فيهin it حينيmy death
بعللني وَيأس فيه حيني
The physicians disagreed: a lingering promise
Afflictions prolonged despite the promise
that [apparently] keeps me hopeful, and despair in which my death lies;
That gave me hope but now in it despair
وَمنand one فظharsh يهددنيthreatens me جهاراopenly
وَمن فظ يهددني جهارا
بمبضعهwith his scalpel المصوبaimed فيin اليَدينthe two hands
بمبضعه المصوب في اليَدين
and a harsh one threatens me openly
And the rude one threatens me openly
with his scalpel poised in his two hands.
With his drawn sword in both hands
وَعهديand my knowledge بِالمياهof waters حياةlife نَفسيmy soul
وَعهدي بِالمياه حياة نَفسي
فَماليso what ails me قَدindeed ظَمئتI have grown thirsty بماءwith the water of عَينيmy eye
فَمالي قَد ظَمئت بماء عَيني
I have known water to be my soul's life;
And my pact with water is life to my soul
so why have I grown thirsty with water in my eye?
So why am I thirsty with the water of my eyes
فَياso O لِلَهِGod, invoked for help أَيwhat سَناradiance وَضوءand light
فَيا لِلَهِ أَي سَنا وَضوء
أُصيبhas been afflicted بكلby every عاديةassault وَشينand blemish
أُصيب بكل عادية وَشين
O God! What radiance and light
Oh God, what an arrow and wound
has been struck by every assault and blemish!
That strikes with every common and vile thing
فَهلso did هيit فيin سَبيلِthe path of اللَهِGod غازَتwage war
فَهل هي في سَبيلِ اللَهِ غازَت
فَذاقَتand tasted بِاللُقاin battle ظُلمthe wrong done to الحسينHusayn
فَذاقَت بِاللُقا ظُلم الحسين
Did it go to war in God's cause,
Did it go in the path of God and get wounded
and in battle taste the wrong done to Husayn?
And so tasted the injustice of Hussein?
فَكَمso how often أَمسىI spend the evening بِماat what أَلقىI encounter حَزيناsorrowful
فَكَم أَمسى بِما أَلقى حَزينا
وَبَينَand between النومsleep معتركa battlefield وَبَينيand between me
وَبَينَ النوم معترك وَبَيني
How often I pass the evening grieving at what I endure,
So I sleep every night depressed
with a battlefield between sleep and me!
With struggle between sleep and me
أَبيتI spend the night وَمؤنسىand my companion الخفاشthe bat لَيلاby night
أَبيت وَمؤنسى الخفاش لَيلا
وَحاليand my condition مَعهwith it شرthe worse of الحالتَينthe two conditions
وَحالي مَعه شر الحالتَين
I spend the night with the bat as my companion,
I stay up and my companion the bat at night
and my plight beside it is the worse of the two:
And my state with it is the worst of two states
فَذاكfor that one بنورwith the light of عَينيهits two eyes مهناcontent
فَذاك بنور عَينيه مهنا
وَليand I have أَسفgrief بحجبat the veiling of المقلَتينthe two eyes
وَلي أَسف بحجب المقلَتين
it is content in the light of its two eyes,
That one is tired of the light in its eyes
while I grieve at the veiling of my two eyes.
While I grieve the veil on my two eyelids
وَأَبسطand I spread لِلظَّلامِtoward the darkness أَكفthe palms of بثىmy sorrow
وَأَبسط لِلظَّلامِ أَكف بثى
وَأَشقىand I suffer لوعَةanguish بالظلمَتَينfrom the two darknesses
وَأَشقى لوعَة بالظلمَتَين
I spread the palms of my sorrow toward the darkness,
And I stretch out to the darkness my palms in woe
and suffer anguish from the two darknesses.
And am most miserable in the two darknesses
تَرانيyou see me معرضاturning away عنfrom كلevery ضوءlight
تَراني معرضا عن كل ضوء
فَهَلso have خاصَمتI quarreled with نورthe light of النيرَينthe two luminaries
فَهَل خاصَمت نور النيرَين
You see me turning away from every light—
You see me turning away from all light
have I quarreled with the light of the two luminaries?
So did I dispute the light of the two lights?
يُنافرنيshuns me السَناradiance فَأَفرso I flee مِنهfrom it
يُنافرني السَنا فَأَفر مِنه
كَأَنas though الضوءthe light يطلبنيpursues me بدينfor a debt
كَأَن الضوء يطلبني بدين
Radiance shuns me, and I flee from it,
Youth flees from me so I flee from it
as though the light were pursuing me for a debt.
As if the light seeks me for a debt
وَأَجنحand I incline لِلظَّلامِtoward darkness جنوحthe inclination of صبa lovesick one
وَأَجنح لِلظَّلامِ جنوح صب
دَناdrew near لِحَبيبِهto his beloved بِالرقمَتَينat al-Raqmatayn
دَنا لِحَبيبِه بِالرقمَتَين
I incline toward darkness like a lovesick one
And I incline to the darkness with the swoon of passion
who drew near his beloved at al-Raqmatayn.
Drawing near to its beloved with the two eyelashes
جَزىmay reward اللَهُGod السِقامillnesses جزاءa recompense of خيرgoodness
جَزى اللَهُ السِقام جزاء خير
فَقَدfor indeed هذبننيthey have refined me ونَأَزلنand removed (unclear form) رينيmy tarnish
فَقَد هذبنني ونَأَزلن ريني
May God reward these illnesses with good,
May God reward sickness with the reward of good
for they have refined me and [apparently] removed my tarnish.
For it has refined me and removed my impurity
وَصرتand I have become بِماthrough what لقيتI encountered منfrom اللَياليthe nights
وَصرت بِما لقيت من اللَيالي
أَفرقI distinguish بَينbetween ذيone possessing صدقtruthfulness وَمينand falsehood
أَفرق بَين ذي صدق وَمين
Through what I have met from the nights, I have come
And I have become with what I got from the nights
to tell the truthful from the false.
Distinguishing between one sincere and false
حرمتI was denied مقاصديmy aims َمنعتI was barred عماfrom what
حرمت مقاصدي َمنعت عما
تَميلis drawn لحسنهfor its beauty نفسيmy soul وَعَينيand my eye
تَميل لحسنه نفسي وَعَيني
I have been denied my aims, barred from what
My hopes were hindered and I was prevented from what
my soul and eye are drawn to for its beauty.
My soul and eyes incline towards its beauty
اِذاwhenever رمتI seek اِنتِشاقinhaling الطَيبperfume يَوماًone day
اِذا رمت اِنتِشاق الطَيب يَوماً
وَضعتI put يديmy hand فوقabove الحاجبينthe two eyebrows
وَضعت يدي فوق الحاجبين
Whenever I wish one day to inhale perfume,
When I wanted to scent myself with perfume one day
I put my hand above my eyebrows.
I placed my hand over my two eyebrows
وَناهيكَand enough for you الطاءunclear; perhaps 'folding up' سجلthe scroll of كتيunclear; perhaps 'my books'
وَناهيكَ الطاء سجل كتي
وَتركيand my forsaking لِلحَديثof conversation بحسرَتينwith two regrets
وَتركي لِلحَديث بحسرَتين
And enough for you is [possibly] the folding up of my books' scroll,
And enough of flirting, my book is sealed
and my forsaking conversation, with two regrets.
And I leave talking with two griefs
وَقَدand indeed عفتI have shunned الأَساةthe physicians وَعدتand I returned أَرجوI hope in
وَقَد عفت الأَساة وَعدت أَرجو
طَبيبthe Physician of الكونthe universe ربLord of المَشرِقَينthe two Easts
طَبيب الكون رب المَشرِقَين
I have shunned the physicians, and again hope in
And I have excused the pain and returned to hope
the Physician of the universe, Lord of the two Easts.
In the Healer of existence, Lord of the two dawns
الهيmy God سيديmy Master غوثىmy succor رَجائيmy hope
الهي سيدي غوثى رَجائي
عياذيmy refuge عدتيmy support ومزيلand remover of بينيmy separation
عياذي عدتي ومزيل بيني
My God, my Master, my succor, my hope,
My God, my Master, my aid, my hope
my refuge, my support, and remover of my separation:
My protection, my recompense, Remover of my affliction
نعانيannounced my death أَبيضthe white of القرطاسthe paper لماwhen
نعاني أَبيض القرطاس لما
جَفانيdeserted me اليَومtoday نورthe light of الاسوَدينthe two black pupils
جَفاني اليَوم نور الاسوَدين
The white of the paper announced my death when
I complain to the white paper because
the light of my two black pupils deserted me today.
The light of the two blacks has dried me today
وَقَدand indeed جفتhas dried up دواتيmy inkwell وهيwhile it تَبكيweeps
وَقَد جفت دواتي وهي تَبكي
لماbecause of what قدindeed راعهاhas alarmed it منfrom طولthe length of أَينيmy weariness
لما قد راعها من طول أَيني
My inkwell has dried up while it weeps
And my inkwell has dried up while it weeps
at what has alarmed it—the length of my weariness.
At how long my absence has been
وَأَقلاميand my pens كمhow often انشقتhave split لأنيbecause I
وَأَقلامي كم انشقت لأني
حرمتwas denied مساسَهاtouching them بِالاصبَعَينwith the two fingers
حرمت مساسَها بِالاصبَعَين
How often my pens have split, because I
And my pens, how they split because
have been denied touching them with my two fingers.
I was deprived of touching them with two fingers
غَدَوتI have become اليَومَtoday أَمياilliterate وَعَلىand perhaps I (unclear reading)
غَدَوت اليَومَ أَميا وَعَلى
أَقضىI repay منthrough فُنونthe disciplines of الكُتُبbooks دينيmy debt
أَقضى من فُنون الكُتُب ديني
Today I have become illiterate, and [perhaps] I may
Today I have become illiterate and must
repay my debt through the disciplines of books.
Fulfill my religion without book arts
فجهليso my ignorance عبرةa lesson وَالسَقمand sickness أَخرىanother
فجهلي عبرة وَالسَقم أَخرى
وَعَينيand my eye قَدindeed أَرَتنيhas shown me العِبرَتَينthe two lessons
وَعَيني قَد أَرَتني العِبرَتَين
My ignorance is one lesson, and sickness another,
So my ignorance is a lesson and sickness another
and my eye has shown me both lessons.
And my eye has shown me two lessons
فَلَمso why لاnot أَنعىI lament بِالحَسراتِwith regrets حاليmy state
فَلَم لا أَنعى بِالحَسراتِ حالي
وَتَعلوand rises زفرتيmy sigh لِلفرقَدينto the two Farqad stars
وَتَعلو زفرتي لِلفرقَدين
Why, then, should I not lament my state in sorrow,
Why don't I eulogize my state with regrets
and let my sigh rise to the two Farqad stars?
And my sighs rise to the two tombs