أَسلَمونيthey abandoned me لِسُهاديto my sleeplessness
أَسلَموني لِسُهادي
وَسقاميand my sickness وَاِنفِراديand my solitude
وَسقامي وَاِنفِرادي
They abandoned me to my sleeplessness,
They left me to my insomnia,
And my sickness and my solitude.
My illness and my solitude.
أَبَداًalways يَنقُصdiminishes صَبريmy patience
أَبَداً يَنقُص صَبري
وَاِشتِياقيand my longing فيin اِزديادincrease
وَاِشتِياقي في اِزدياد
My patience dwindles ceaselessly,
My patience never diminishes,
And my longing keeps increasing.
While my longing ever increases.
أَتَرىdo you think? بِذِكريremembering me مَنthose whom
أَتَرى بِذِكري مَن
كُنتI used to أَصفيهمdevote sincerely to them وِداديmy love
كُنت أَصفيهم وِدادي
Do you think I am remembered by those
Do you think, in remembering me,
To whom I gave my purest love?
Those I described with affection,
مِنwho (contextual reading) لَقَلبfor a heart باتَspent the night يُصلىbeing scorched
مِن لَقَلب باتَ يُصلى
جَمرembers شَوقlonging وَبُعادand separation
جَمر شَوق وَبُعاد
Who will aid a heart that burns all night
Whose heart now prays
On embers of longing and separation?
The embers of longing and distance,
عَنappeared ليto me يَرقlightning flash (probable correction) كَليلfaint
عَن لي يَرق كَليل
دونَهُbefore it بيضwhite غَوادmorning rain clouds
دونَهُ بيض غَواد
A faint [lightning flash] appeared to me,
Like a sick person who turns
With white morning clouds before it,
Beneath his white cover,
مثلlike نارa fire قَدalready بَدَتappeared
مثل نار قَد بَدَت
لِلعَينto the eye مِنfrom تَحتbeneath رَمادashes
لِلعَين مِن تَحت رَماد
Like a fire that has appeared
Like a fire that has appeared
To the eye from beneath ashes.
To the eye from beneath ashes,
قَدحkindled النارthe fire بِأَحشاin the innermost parts (fragment)
قَدح النار بِأَحشا
ئيmy (word ending) مِنfrom غَيرother than زِنادfire-strikers
ئي مِن غَير زِناد
It struck fire in the depths
The fire ignited my desires
Of me, without any fire-striker.
Without flint.
أَذكُرreminded (contextual reading) القَلبthe heart زَماناًa time
أَذكُر القَلب زَماناً
قَدalready مَضىpassed حُلوsweet المباديthe beginnings
قَد مَضى حُلو المبادي
It reminded the heart of a time
I remember a heart from times
Gone by, sweet in its beginnings,
Past, sweet are the memories.
فيin دِمَشقDamascus جادَهاmay it be generously watered جُوbounty (fragment)
في دِمَشق جادَها جُو
دcompletes 'bounty' دُموعيmy tears وَالعهادand the recurring rains
د دُموعي وَالعهاد
In Damascus—may it be watered by the bounty
In Damascus, its generosity overflowed,
Of my tears and the recurring rains!
My tears and devotion.
فَهُوَso it is ماpart of 'between' بَينَbetween حَنينyearning
فَهُوَ ما بَينَ حَنين
وَخُفوقand fluttering وَاِتِقادand burning
وَخُفوق وَاِتِقاد
So it is between yearning,
It is between yearning,
And fluttering and burning.
Fluttering, and burning.
كَمhow many لَيالnights قَدindeed قَطَعناwe spent
كَم لَيال قَد قَطَعنا
هاthem (the nights) بِأُنسin companionship وَاِتِحادand togetherness
ها بِأُنس وَاِتِحاد
How many nights we spent
How many nights we spent
In companionship and togetherness,
In intimacy and unity,
بَينَamong خلّانclose friends وَنَدماand boon companions (fragment)
بَينَ خلّان وَنَدما
نcompletes 'boon companions' وَعيدانand lutes وَشاديand a singer
ن وَعيدان وَشادي
Among close friends and boon companions,
Between vines, pomegranates, lentisks,
And lutes and a singer,
`Idan and Shadi.
وَمَدامand wine مثلlike بَردhail السَماءthe sky
وَمَدام مثل بَرد السَماء
فيin أَحشاءِthe entrails of صاديa thirsty man
في أَحشاءِ صادي
And wine like hail from heaven
And wine like the coolness of the sky
In the belly of a thirsty man,
In the bosom of the barrren valley,
فَوقَupon ديباجbrocade مِنof الرَوthe meadow (fragment)
فَوقَ ديباج مِن الرَو
ضcompletes 'the meadow' المُنَدىdew-moistened وَسَطواديin the midst of a valley
ض المُنَدى وَسَطوادي
Upon the brocade of a meadow,
Above a carpet of flowers
Dew-moistened, in the midst of a valley.
Among the cushions.
فيهِin it لِلأَنهارfor the rivers تَصفيقclapping
فيهِ لِلأَنهار تَصفيق
كَتَصفيقlike the clapping of الأَياديhands
كَتَصفيق الأَيادي
There the rivers clap,
In it, the rivers clap
Like the clapping of hands;
Like the clapping of hands,
وَبِهِand in it لِلطَيرfor the birds تَرجيعtrilling
وَبِهِ لِلطَير تَرجيع
كَصَوتlike a sound مُستَعادrepeated
كَصَوت مُستَعاد
And there the birds trill,
And in it, the birds trill
Like a sound repeated.
Like a familiar voice.
وَمَليحand a handsome man غَيرnot مَأموtrustworthy (fragment)
وَمَليح غَير مَأمو
نcompletes 'trustworthy' عَلىwith نسكpiety العِبادthe worshippers
ن عَلى نسك العِباد
And a handsome man, not to be trusted
Beautiful, not blemished
With the piety of worshippers—
By monastic ritual.
سَلبتstripped away عَيناهُhis two eyes منيfrom me
سَلبت عَيناهُ مني
ثَوبthe robe of نُسكيmy piety وَسَداديand my uprightness
ثَوب نُسكي وَسَدادي
His eyes stripped from me
His eyes stole from me
The robe of my piety and uprightness.
The robe of my devotion and calm.
سَرَقتstole بِالسحرwith enchantment وَالغَنand coquetry (fragment)
سَرَقت بِالسحر وَالغَن
جcompletes 'coquetry' رَقاديmy sleep وَفُؤاديand my heart
ج رَقادي وَفُؤادي
With enchantment and coquetry they stole
Magic and melody stole
My sleep and my heart.
My sleep and my heart.
خانَتيbetrayed me (contextual reading) مِنfrom بَعدِهِafter him صَبpatience (fragment)
خانَتي مِن بَعدِهِ صَب
ريmy (word ending) كَماjust as خانَbetrayed رُقاديmy sleep
ري كَما خانَ رُقادي
In his absence, my patience betrayed me,
After him, my patience betrayed me
Just as my sleep had betrayed me.
As my sleep betrayed me.
فَرَثىso took pity ليon me كُلeveryone مَنwho يَأbegins 'is familiar with me'
فَرَثى لي كُل مَن يَأ
لفنيcompletes 'is familiar with me' حَتّىeven سُهاديmy sleeplessness
لفني حَتّى سُهادي
So I was pitied by all who
Everyone who knows me eulogized me,
Knew me—even my sleeplessness;
Even my enemies.
وَبَكىand wept ليfor me كُلeveryone مَنwho يبbegins 'sees me'
وَبَكى لي كُل مَن يب
صرَنيcompletes 'sees me' حَتّىeven الأَعاديthe enemies
صرَني حَتّى الأَعادي
And tears were shed for me by all who
And everyone who sees me wept for me,
Saw me—even my enemies.
Even those who hate me.