قَلبيmy heart بِحُبكwith love for you ياO ظَلومcruel one مُولعenamored
قَلبي بِحُبك يا ظَلوم مُولع
أَبَداًforever يَذوبit melts عَلَيكَfor you أَوor يَتَصَدَعُit cracks apart
أَبَداً يَذوب عَلَيكَ أَو يَتَصَدَعُ
My heart is consumed with love for you, O cruel one.
My heart is passionately in love with you, O cruel one
Forever it melts for you or breaks apart.
It will forever melt or crack for you
فَرطexcess of الدُنوcloseness أَضَرَّcaused harm بيto me وَلربماand perhaps
فَرط الدُنو أَضَرَّ بي وَلربما
جَهلwas ignorant of المُتَيمthe lovesick one ماwhat يَضُرُّharms وَيَنفَعand benefits
جَهل المُتَيم ما يَضُرُّ وَيَنفَع
Excessive closeness has harmed me; perhaps
Excessive passion has harmed me, and perhaps
The lovesick one knows not what harms and what helps.
The ignorant lover does not know what hurts and what benefits
قَرَّيتنيyou welcomed me حيناًfor a time فَحينthen when مَلَكتِنيyou possessed me
قَرَّيتني حيناً فَحين مَلَكتِني
أَقصَيتَنيyou cast me away وَحَشاشَتيand my life's remnant تَتقطَعis torn apart
أَقصَيتَني وَحَشاشَتي تَتقطَع
You welcomed me for a time; then, once you possessed me,
You brought me close at times, at others you distanced me
You cast me away, while my life's remnant was torn apart.
You ignored me while my love was being shredded
قَدindeed برّحتtormented حِمّايmy fever بيme وَأَظنهاand I think it
قَد برّحت حِمّاي بي وَأَظنها
عَنيfrom me بِدونwithout مَنيَتيmy death لاnot تقلعit abates
عَني بِدون مَنيَتي لا تقلع
My fever has tormented me, and I think it
You have relieved yourself of protecting me, and I reckon
Will not leave me until my death.
That without my demise, you will not relent
أَصبَحتُI have come to أَنتَظرI await الحَمامdeath وَلَمand did not أَخَفI fear
أَصبَحتُ أَنتَظر الحَمام وَلَم أَخَف
مِنهُof it وَلَكنand yet مِنfrom صُدودكyour rejection أَجزَعI am distraught
مِنهُ وَلَكن مِن صُدودك أَجزَع
I now await death, and I have no fear
I have come to await the pigeons, and I do not fear
Of it; but I dread your rejection.
Them, but rather fear your rejection even more
حُكمdecree الإِلَهُGod بانthat أَموتI die بِلَوعَتيof my burning anguish
حُكم الإِلَهُ بان أَموت بِلَوعَتي
وَجداًin yearning عَلَيكَfor you وَحُكمُهُand His decree لاnot يَدفعis averted
وَجداً عَلَيكَ وَحُكمُهُ لا يَدفع
God's decree is that I die of my burning anguish,
God has ruled that I die of my anguish
Yearning for you; His decree cannot be averted.
And sorrow for you, and His rule cannot be defied
فَولعتso you became enamored أَنتَyou بِمُهجَتيof my lifeblood وَعَذابِهاand its torment
فَولعت أَنتَ بِمُهجَتي وَعَذابِها
وَأَناand I بِحُبكwith love for you مُستهامlove-crazed مولَعenamored
وَأَنا بِحُبك مُستهام مولَع
So you have grown enamored of my lifeblood and its torment,
You are obsessed with tormenting me
And I am love-crazed, consumed with love for you.
While I am obsessed with loving you
ياO قَاتِليmy slayer بَصدودهِby his rejection ماذاwhat تَرىdo you think
يا قَاتِلي بَصدودهِ ماذا تَرى
فيof مُدنفone wasting away بِسَلامwith a greeting طَيفكyour phantom يَقنَعis content
في مُدنف بِسَلام طَيفك يَقنَع
O you whose rejection slays me, what do you think
O my killer, with your rejection, what do you see
Of one wasting away, content with a greeting from your phantom?
In someone devastated, wishing for the phantom of your peace
هَلّاwhy not بَعَثتَyou sent لِيَto me الخَيالthe phantom يُعَوِدُنيvisits me
هَلّا بَعَثتَ لِيَ الخَيال يُعَوِدُني
هَيهاتfar from possible! كَيفَhow يَزورit visits مَنone who لاdoes not يَهجَعsleep
هَيهات كَيفَ يَزور مَن لا يَهجَع
Why not send me the phantom to visit me?
If only you would send me a specter to visit me
Impossible! How can it visit one who does not sleep?
Alas, how can one who does not rest, visit me
وَلَكَand for you البَقاءcontinuance of life فَلَستَfor you are not أَولُthe first مَنone who قَضىperished
وَلَكَ البَقاء فَلَستَ أَولُ مَن قَضى
كَمداًof grief وَأَنتَand you بِماwith what يَسرّdelights مُمتعgranted enjoyment
كَمداً وَأَنتَ بِما يَسرّ مُمتع
And may you live on, for you are not the first to perish
You have eternal life, so you are not the first
Of grief, while you enjoy what brings delight.
To pass away while enjoying what you desire