تَمَنَّيْتُI wished مِنْof وَصْلِunion with الحَبِيبِthe beloved اخْتِلاَسَةًa stolen moment
تَمَنَّيْتُ مِنْ وَصْلِ الحَبِيبِ اخْتِلاَسَةً
وَمَاand not كُلُّevery نَفْسٍsoul أَدْرَكَتْattained مَاwhat تَمَنَّتِit wished for
وَمَا كُلُّ نَفْسٍ أَدْرَكَتْ مَا تَمَنَّتِ
I wished for a stolen moment of union with the beloved,
I yearned for a stolen moment with my beloved
Yet not every soul attained what it wished for.
Yet not every soul attains what it desires
تَخلَّيْتُI withdrew بِالتذْكَارِthrough remembrance وَهْوَand it is دَلاَلَةًa sign
تَخلَّيْتُ بِالتذْكَارِ وَهْوَ دَلاَلَةً
عَلىof زَفْرَةِa sigh فِيwithin أَضْلُعِيmy ribs مُسْتَكِنَّةِhidden
عَلى زَفْرَةِ فِي أَضْلُعِي مُسْتَكِنَّةِ
I withdrew into remembrance, which is a sign
I was content with memories of him, though they
Of a sigh hidden within my ribs.
Betrayed sighs stifled deep within my ribs
تَعَجْبَmarveled نَاسٌpeople لاِنْقِيَادِيat my submission مَعَwith الهَوَىpassion
تَعَجْبَ نَاسٌ لاِنْقِيَادِي مَعَ الهَوَى
كَذَاكَlikewise عِنَاقُembrace الخَيْلِthe horses طَوْعُsubject to الأَعِنَّةِthe reins
كَذَاكَ عِنَاقُ الخَيْلِ طَوْعُ الأَعِنَّةِ
People marveled at my submission to passion;
Some expressed surprise at how I yielded to love
So too the horses' embrace is subject to the reins.
Just as horses yield to the pull of reins
تَبَدَّىappeared لِيَto me الحِبُّthe beloved الَّذيwho أَنَأI عَبْدُهُhis servant
تَبَدَّى لِيَ الحِبُّ الَّذي أَنَأ عَبْدُهُ
فَحَنَّتْso it yearned لَهُfor him رُوحِيmy soul بمَاwith what قَدْalready أَجَنَّتit had concealed
فَحَنَّتْ لَهُ رُوحِي بمَا قَدْ أَجَنَّت
The beloved whose servant I am appeared to me,
Love revealed itself, enslaving me to its will
And my soul yearned for him with all it had concealed.
So my soul bent to its power and sway
تَجَلَّىrevealed himself لِعَقْلِيto my mind دُونَrather than حِسيِّmy senses فَأَذْعَنَتْso they yielded
تَجَلَّى لِعَقْلِي دُونَ حِسيِّ فَأَذْعَنَتْ
شَوَاهِدُthe witnesses أَسْرَارِيmy secrets لَهُto him وَاطْمَأَنَّتِand found peace
شَوَاهِدُ أَسْرَارِي لَهُ وَاطْمَأَنَّتِ
He revealed himself to my mind, not my senses; then yielded
It dawned on my reason devoid of senses, so proofs
The witnesses of my secrets to him, and found peace.
Of my secrets acquiesced and were still
تَطَاوَلَgrew long لَيْلِيmy night بَعْدَهُin his absence فَكَأَنَّمَاso it was as though
تَطَاوَلَ لَيْلِي بَعْدَهُ فَكَأَنَّمَا
يُقَلَّبُis tossed قَلْبِيmy heart مِنْهُbecause of him فَوْقَupon الأَسِنَّةِthe spearpoints
يُقَلَّبُ قَلْبِي مِنْهُ فَوْقَ الأَسِنَّةِ
My night lengthened in his absence, as though
My nights stretched on without him as though
My heart were being tossed, because of him, upon spearpoints.
My heart was tossed about above sharp blades
تَعَلَّلْتُI consoled myself فِيهِin it بِالتَّمَنِّيby wishing لِقُرْبِهِfor his nearness
تَعَلَّلْتُ فِيهِ بِالتَّمَنِّي لِقُرْبِهِ
وَلَمْand did not يَبْقَremain مِنِّيof me غَيْرُexcept تَرْدِيدِrepeating أَنَّةِa moan
وَلَمْ يَبْقَ مِنِّي غَيْرُ تَرْدِيدِ أَنَّةِ
In it, I consoled myself by wishing for his nearness,
I justified my yearning for his nearness
And nothing remained of me but a repeated moan.
Until naught remained but echo of my lament
تَغَيَّرَتِchanged الأَشْيَاءُthings عِنْدِيfor me لِفَقْدِهِbecause of losing him
تَغَيَّرَتِ الأَشْيَاءُ عِنْدِي لِفَقْدِهِ
فَضَوْءُso the light صَبَاحِيmy morning فيin ظَلاَمِthe darkness دُجُنَّةِnight's gloom
فَضَوْءُ صَبَاحِي في ظَلاَمِ دُجُنَّةِ
Everything changed for me at his loss,
Things changed for me in his absence
So my morning's light lies in the darkness of night.
Dawn's light shrouded in deepest gloom
تُهِيجُstirs عَليَّwithin me الشّوقَlonging كُلُّevery مَرَدَّةٍecho
تُهِيجُ عَليَّ الشّوقَ كُلُّ مَرَدَّةٍ
ويَهْدِيand brings إليَّto me الوَجْدَlove's anguish كُلُّevery مَرَنَّةِringing cry
ويَهْدِي إليَّ الوَجْدَ كُلُّ مَرَنَّةِ
Every echo stirs longing within me,
Every fleeting thing kindles my longing
And every ringing cry brings me love's anguish.
Each supple form evokes my fervent pain
تَرَفَّقْbe gentle بِقَلْبِيwith my heart فيin هَوَاكَlove for you فَإِنَّمَاfor indeed
تَرَفَّقْ بِقَلْبِي في هَوَاكَ فَإِنَّمَا
بُعَادُكَyour distance نارِيmy fire وَاقْتِراَبُكَand your nearness جَنَّتِيmy paradise
بُعَادُكَ نارِي وَاقْتِراَبُكَ جَنَّتِي
Be gentle with my heart in its love for you, for indeed
Have mercy on my heart in your love, for your
Your distance is my fire, and your nearness my paradise.
Absence is my fire and your presence, paradise