أَفنانِيَhas consumed me الدَهرُTime نَهساby gnawing
أَفنانِيَ الدَهرُ نَهسا
وَزادَنيand has increased for me الحُبُّlove نُكساdecline
وَزادَني الحُبُّ نُكسا
Time has consumed me with its gnawing,
Time has worn me out with sighs,
Fate has ravaged me with its gnawing bite,
and love has deepened my decline.
And love has increased my sorrows.
And love has plunged me deeper into ruin.
وَصارَand has become حُبُّlove حَبيبيmy beloved
وَصارَ حُبُّ حَبيبي
لِلقَلبِto the heart إِلفاًan intimate companion وَحِلساand a saddlecloth (constant companion)
لِلقَلبِ إِلفاً وَحِلسا
And love for my beloved has become
My beloved's love
The love of my beloved has become
a companion to my heart, clinging like a saddlecloth.
Has become intimate company for my heart.
To my heart, an inseparable mate and second skin.
وَخالَطَand has mingled with النَفسَthe soul حِبّيmy beloved
وَخالَطَ النَفسَ حِبّي
قَدindeed صارَhas become لِلنَفسِfor the soul نَفساa soul
قَد صارَ لِلنَفسِ نَفسا
My beloved has mingled with my soul;
My passion has immersed my soul,
My passion has mingled with my very soul,
indeed, he has become the soul of my soul.
It has become the very soul of my soul.
Becoming the very breath of my spirit.
أَضَلَّنيhe led me astray بَعدَماafter كُنwas (first part of 'I was')
أَضَلَّني بَعدَما كُن
تُI (ending of 'I was') فيin العِبادَةِworship قَسّاa priest
تُ في العِبادَةِ قَسّا
He led me astray after I had been
After having led me astray
He led me astray, though I had once been
a priest in my devotion.
From a life of devotion and spiritual rigor,
Like a devout priest in my worship,
لاnot أَستَفيقُI rouse myself صَلاةًfor prayer
لا أَستَفيقُ صَلاةً
وَلاand not أَفتَرُّI part my lips دَرساa recitation
وَلا أَفتَرُّ دَرسا
I do not rouse myself for prayer,
I can no longer wake up for prayers
Never waking from my prayers,
nor part my lips for recitation.
Nor can I study consistently.
Nor slackening in my sacred study.
فَطارَso flew away عَقليmy reason فَماand not إِنan emphatic particle
فَطارَ عَقلي فَما إِن
أُحِسُّI sense لِلعَقلِof reason خَلساa fleeting trace
أُحِسُّ لِلعَقلِ خَلسا
So my reason flew away, and I do not
My reason has flown away,
But then my reason fled, and now,
sense even a fleeting trace of reason.
I cannot sense even a trace of it.
I sense not a trace of its presence left.
وَكُلُّand all ذاthis ذَنبُthe fault of طَرفيmy eye
وَكُلُّ ذا ذَنبُ طَرفي
طُمِستَmay you be blotted out ياO طَرفُeye طَمساutterly
طُمِستَ يا طَرفُ طَمسا
And all this is the fault of my eye—
The glance of my eye is to blame—
All this is the crime of my own gaze—
may you be blotted out, O eye, utterly!
Oh glance! You have been blinded.
May you be utterly blinded, O traitorous eye!
هَلّاwhy did you not طَرَقتَyou lowered your gaze وَلَمand did not تَلyou encounter (first fragment)
هَلّا طَرَقتَ وَلَم تَل
قَcompletes 'you encounter' فيin القُراطِقِthe tunics شَمساa sun
قَ في القُراطِقِ شَمسا
Why did you not lower your gaze, instead of meeting
If only you had knocked before gazing
Would that you had looked elsewhere, and not met
a sun clothed in tunics?
At the shining sun.
A sun wrapped in silken robes.
فَقُلتُthen I said ياO نورَlight of عَينيmy eye
فَقُلتُ يا نورَ عَيني
خَلَستَyou stole عَقلِيَmy reason خَلساby stealth
خَلَستَ عَقلِيَ خَلسا
Then I said: O light of my eye,
I said: O light of my eyes!
I cried out, "O light of my eyes,
you have stolen my reason by stealth.
You have stolen my reason stealthily.
You have snatched my reason away entirely.
فَاِردُدso give back عَلَيَّto me حَياتيmy life
فَاِردُد عَلَيَّ حَياتي
عَضّاًby biting بِفيكَwith your mouth وَلَحساand licking
عَضّاً بِفيكَ وَلَحسا
So restore my life to me
So give me back my life,
Restore my life to me now,
by biting with your mouth and licking.
Biting with your teeth and licking.
With a bite from your mouth and a lingering kiss."
فَماbut not تَمالَكَhe restrained himself حَتّىuntil اِفhe slandered (first fragment)
فَما تَمالَكَ حَتّى اِف
تَرىcompletes 'he slandered' عَلَيَّagainst me وَخَسّاand behaved basely
تَرى عَلَيَّ وَخَسّا
But he could not hold himself back from
He could not resist
But he could not restrain himself
slandering me and behaving basely.
Until he was intimate with me and then turned away.
Before he slandered me and turned vile.
فَاِسوَدَّso blackened وَجهِيَmy face مِنهُbecause of him
فَاِسوَدَّ وَجهِيَ مِنهُ
حَتّىuntil تَحَوَّلَit turned into نِقساink
حَتّى تَحَوَّلَ نِقسا
So my face blackened because of him,
My face turned black because of him
My face turned dark with humiliation because of him,
until it turned to ink.
Until it was transformed with misery.
Until it became as black as ink.
وَلَيسَand he does not فيin ذاكَthat يَعدوgo beyond
وَلَيسَ في ذاكَ يَعدو
سَبّيinsulting me صَباحاًin the morning وَمُمسىand in the evening
سَبّي صَباحاً وَمُمسى
And in this he does nothing beyond
But in this he does nothing more
And in this, he does nothing but continue
insulting me, morning and evening.
Than insult me morning and evening.
To curse me, morning and evening.
فَقُلتُthen I said وَيليwoe to me مِمَّنfrom one who
فَقُلتُ وَيلي مِمَّن
لِمِثلِconcerning the like of ذاthis لَيسَdoes not يَنسىforget
لِمِثلِ ذا لَيسَ يَنسى
Then I said: Woe to me from one
I said: woe is me! Who can forget
So I said: Woe is me, suffering from one
who never forgets such things!
One who does the likes of this?
Who never forgets to inflict such pain.
لاnot يُحسِنُis good at الدَهرُTime إِلّاexcept
لا يُحسِنُ الدَهرُ إِلّا
شَتيمَةًan insult ليagainst me وَبَخساand shortchanging
شَتيمَةً لي وَبَخسا
Time is good at nothing but
Time knows only how
Fate knows no skill but one:
insulting me and cheating me of my due.
To insult and belittle me.
To heap abuse and scorn upon me.
فَماfor not رَأَيتُI have seen كَحِبّيlike my beloved
فَما رَأَيتُ كَحِبّي
أَفَظَّharsher قَلباًin heart وَأَقسىand more cruel
أَفَظَّ قَلباً وَأَقسى
For I have never seen anyone like my beloved—
I have not seen a love
For I have never seen anyone like my beloved,
so harsh of heart, so cruel.
With a harder heart and crueler.
With a heart more savage and stone-cold.