وَليand I have فيin كُلِّevery يَومٍday مِنكَfrom you عَتبٌreproach
وَلي في كُلِّ يَومٍ مِنكَ عَتبٌ
أَقومُI stand بِهِwith it مَقامَin place of الإِعتِذارِan apology
أَقومُ بِهِ مَقامَ الإِعتِذارِ
And every day I have a reproach for you,
Each day I have a grievance with you
Which I offer in place of an apology.
For which I apologize incessantly
حَمَلتُI bore جَفاكَyour coldness لاجَلَداًnot out of fortitude وَلَكِنand yet
حَمَلتُ جَفاكَ لاجَلَداً وَلَكِن
صَبَرتُI endured عَلىwith اِختِيارِكَyour choice وَاِضطِراريand my compulsion
صَبَرتُ عَلى اِختِيارِكَ وَاِضطِراري
I bore your coldness, not out of fortitude, but
I have endured your aloofness not out of patience
I endured your choice and my own compulsion.
But because I had no choice, it was my destiny