أُضيعُI squander مِنَof العُمرِlife ماwhat فيin يَديmy hand
أُضيعُ مِنَ العُمرِ ما في يَدي
وَأَطلُبُand I seek ماwhat لَيسَis not ليmine فيin يَدِa hand
وَأَطلُبُ ما لَيسَ لي في يَدِ
I squander whatever of life is in my hand,
I squander the life that lies in my hand,
and seek what is not in my hand.
and seek what is not in my hand.
أَرىI see الأَمسَyesterday قَدalready فاتَنيhas eluded me رَدُّهُbringing it back
أَرى الأَمسَ قَد فاتَني رَدُّهُ
وَلَستُand I am not عَلىin ثِقَةٍcertainty مِنabout غَدِtomorrow
وَلَستُ عَلى ثِقَةٍ مِن غَدِ
I see that yesterday has passed me by, beyond recall,
I see that I cannot bring yesterday back,
and I have no assurance of tomorrow.
and I have no certainty of tomorrow.
وَإِنّيand indeed I لَأَجريsurely run إِلىtoward غايَةٍan end
وَإِنّي لَأَجري إِلى غايَةٍ
وَأَستَقبِلُand I face المَوتَdeath مِنfrom مَولِديmy birth
وَأَستَقبِلُ المَوتَ مِن مَولِدي
Indeed, I am running toward a final end,
And indeed I run toward an end,
and I have faced death ever since my birth.
and face death from the moment of my birth.
وَماand not زِلتُhave I ceased فيin طَبَقاتِlayers الرَدىdeath
وَما زِلتُ في طَبَقاتِ الرَدى
أَصَعَّدُI climb فيin مَصعَدٍan ascent مَصعَدِan ascent
أَصَعَّدُ في مَصعَدٍ مَصعَدِ
Still I pass through the layered ranks of death,
And through the layers of death I keep
climbing ascent after ascent.
climbing, ascent after ascent.
فَيوشِكُso it is imminent عَمّاafter قَليلٍa little while أَكوI shall be (word begins here)
فَيوشِكُ عَمّا قَليلٍ أَكو
نُ(completes 'I shall be') مِنهُنَّamong them فيin البَرزَخِthe intermediate realm after death الأَبعَدِthe farthest
نُ مِنهُنَّ في البَرزَخِ الأَبعَدِ
And soon—after only a little while—I shall
So, before long, I shall
be among them, in the remotest Barzakh.
be among them in the farthest realm beyond death.