والدةa mother للَهby God كمhow many مرةٍtimes
والدة للَه كم مرةٍ
أغرقنيimmersed me حظيmy fortune بإكرامهاin her kindness
أغرقني حظي بإكرامها
A mother—by God, how many a time
A mother—by God, how often
my good fortune engulfed me in her kindness.
my fortune immersed me in her kindness!
وكمand how often لأجليfor my sake فيin اللياليthe nights دعتshe prayed
وكم لأجلي في الليالي دعت
وأسدلتand let fall دمعاًtears بأيامهاduring her days
وأسدلت دمعاً بأيامها
How often, for my sake, through the nights she prayed
And how often, for my sake, she prayed at night
and let fall tears throughout her days.
and let tears fall throughout her days.
والآنand now عادانيturned against me زمانيmy time بماthrough what
والآن عاداني زماني بما
أسمعنيmade me hear منof فرطthe extreme intensity آلامهاher pains
أسمعني من فرط آلامها
And now my time has turned against me through what
And now my time has turned against me through what
it has made me hear of her exceeding pain.
it has made me hear of her overwhelming pains.
وبعدهاand her absence أحرقburned ليfor me مهجتيmy heart
وبعدها أحرق لي مهجتي
وزادand increased إضراميmy burning كإضرامهاlike her burning
وزاد إضرامي كإضرامها
After her, it set my very soul aflame
And her absence has burned my heart,
and heightened my burning until it matched hers.
and heightened my burning, like hers.
ياO ليتif only لوif ساعدنيhelped me ساعةًan hour
يا ليت لو ساعدني ساعةً
وصرتand I became منamong جملةthe ranks خدامهاher servants
وصرت من جملة خدامها
If only it would aid me for a single hour
Oh, if only it would help me for an hour,
so I might become one of her servants,
and I could become one of her servants!
أوor ليتهif only it يرحمwould have mercy ليfor me مهجةa heart
أو ليته يرحم لي مهجة
لسقمهاbecause of her illness باتتspent the night بأسقامهاwith her ailments
لسقمها باتت بأسقامها
or if only it would show mercy to a heart of mine
Or if only it would show mercy to my heart,
that, sick over her sickness, spent the night in pain.
which, through her illness, has lain beset by her ailments.
تلكshe التيwhose للَهto God مصروفةًdevoted
تلك التي للَه مصروفةً
أيامهاher days فيin مدthe span أعوامهاher years
أيامها في مد أعوامها
That rare treasure of mine, devoted wholly to God—
She whose devotion to God filled
her days throughout the long span of her years.
her days throughout the span of her years:
حليمةforbearing صالحةrighteous دائماًalways
حليمة صالحة دائماً
تسعىshe strives إلىtoward الخبرthe news (probably 'goodness') بإقدامهاwith her bold resolve
تسعى إلى الخبر بإقدامها
Forbearing and righteous always,
forbearing and righteous, always,
she eagerly sought out the news.
she strives toward [goodness?] with bold resolve.
طاهرةpure طيبةgood دأبهاher constant practice التقpiety (word begins here)
طاهرة طيبة دأبها التق
وىpiety (word ends here) كماas شاعbecame known بأقوامهاamong her people
وى كما شاع بأقوامها
Pure and good, her constant practice was devout—
Pure and good, her constant practice is piety,
—ness, as was widely known among her people.
as was known among her people.
سخيةgenerous تبذلshe gives فيfor ربهاher Lord الthe
سخية تبذل في ربها ال
لقمةmorsel باستحلاءwith delight in إطعامهاher feeding of others
لقمة باستحلاء إطعامها
Generous, for her Lord she would give the
Generous, she gives for her Lord the
morsel, delighting in feeding others.
morsel, finding sweetness in feeding others.
وترغبand she wishes for الخيرgoodness لمنfor those who أسلمواembraced Islam
وترغب الخير لمن أسلموا
منamong عربthe Arabs الدنياof the world وأعجامهاand its non-Arabs
من عرب الدنيا وأعجامها
She wished goodness for all who had embraced Islam,
And she wishes goodness for those who embraced Islam,
among the world’s Arabs and non-Arabs.
among the world's Arabs and non-Arabs.
تودshe wishes إنif وافىarrived فقيرa poor man لهاto her
تود إن وافى فقير لها
ضيفاًas a guest بأنthat يثويhe might dwell علىupon هامهاher head
ضيفاً بأن يثوي على هامها
She wished, whenever a poor man came to her
She wishes, if a poor man comes to her
as a guest, that he might lodge upon the crown of her head.
as a guest, that he might dwell upon her head.
سليمةsound القلبof heart وجلand exalted is الذيthe One who
سليمة القلب وجل الذي
ماnot سيرset in motion المكرdeceit بأوهامهاin her imaginings
ما سير المكر بأوهامها
Pure of heart—and exalted is He who
Sound of heart—and exalted is the One who
never let deceit pass through her thoughts.
never set deceit stirring in her imaginings.
شريفةnoble الطبعin nature ومنand from لطفهاher gentleness
شريفة الطبع ومن لطفها
ترغبshe desires فيin خدمةserving خدامهاher servants
ترغب في خدمة خدامها
Noble in nature; and such was her kindness
Noble in nature, and out of her gentleness,
that she longed to serve even her own servants.
she longs to serve her own servants.
أواهAh! ماhow أحلىsweet زماناًa time مضىgone by
أواه ما أحلى زماناً مضى
بقربهاnear her ونيلand receiving أنعامهاher favors (reading 'beneficence', not 'livestock')
بقربها ونيل أنعامها
Ah, how sweet was that time now gone—
Ah, how sweet was the time gone by,
being near her and receiving her favors.
near her, receiving her favors!
وحينand when لامانعno barrier عنto قربهاnearness to her
وحين لامانع عن قربها
وشمand smelling بديهاunclear; probably her hands وأكمامهاand her sleeves
وشم بديها وأكمامها
And when no barrier kept me from her nearness,
And when nothing barred me from being near her
or from breathing in the scent of her hands and sleeves.
and breathing the scent of her [hands?] and sleeves.
للَهto God أشكوI complain بعدهاher absence أنهthat it
للَه أشكو بعدها أنه
لمهجتيto my heart جاءcame بإضرامهاby setting it aflame
لمهجتي جاء بإضرامها
To God I complain that, after her, it
To God I complain of her absence: it
came and set my very soul ablaze,
has come to my heart, setting it aflame,
وأنهand that it قابلconfronted ليfor me جثتيmy body
وأنه قابل لي جثتي
لسطوةthrough the onslaught الفقدof loss بإعدامهاby annihilating it
لسطوة الفقد بإعدامها
and that it placed my body
and has confronted my body
before loss’s onslaught, to be annihilated.
with annihilation through the onslaught of loss.
منwho مخبرwill tell أميmy mother بانيthat I لهاfor her
من مخبر أمي باني لها
ذبتI melted away وإنeven though تدريshe knows بإلهامهاthrough her inspiration
ذبت وإن تدري بإلهامها
Who will tell my mother that, for her,
Who will tell my mother that, for her,
I have melted away—even if inspiration tells her?
I have melted away, though she knows through her inspiration?
ليتif only نسيماًa breeze مرpassed عنby رمسهاher grave
ليت نسيماً مر عن رمسها
يقومwould undertake عنconcerning وجديmy longing بإفهامهاto make her understand
يقوم عن وجدي بإفهامها
If only a breeze passing over her grave
If only a breeze that passed by her grave
would make my yearning known to her.
would make my longing known to her!
أوor ليتهif only it يحملنيwould carry me مسرعاًswiftly
أو ليته يحملني مسرعاً
بالسيرin traveling يأتيwould come بيwith me لقدامهاinto her presence
بالسير يأتي بي لقدامها
Or if only it could carry me swiftly,
Or if only it would carry me swiftly
speeding on its way and bringing me before her.
on its journey and bring me before her.
أذfor تلكthat woman فيin نصthe wording حديثthe saying of النبيthe Prophet
أذ تلك في نص حديث النبي
جنةparadise خلديof my eternity تحتbeneath أقدامهاher feet
جنة خلدي تحت أقدامها
For she, in the very text of the Prophet’s saying,
For, as the very words of the Prophet's saying declare of her,
is my eternal Paradise beneath her feet.
my eternal paradise lies beneath her feet.