ألبسُI put on حِلميmy forbearance عندwhen لُبسيmy wearing لهof it
ألبسُ حِلمي عند لُبسي له
حتىuntil ترانيyou see me ساكنَstill النَّبضthe pulse
حتى تراني ساكنَ النَّبض
I don my forbearance when I don it,
I wear my dream when I dress in it
until you see me with my pulse stilled,
So you see me with stilled pulse
كأنماas though كفايmy two hands قدalready غُلَّتاboth were shackled
كأنما كفاي قد غُلَّتا
عنfrom حركاتِmovements البسطِopening والقبضand closing
عن حركاتِ البسطِ والقبض
as though both my hands had been shackled
As though my palms were bound
from the motions of opening and closing,
From the motions of extending and grasping
خوفاًout of fear علىfor نضوٍa threadbare garment براهwore it away البِلَىdecay
خوفاً على نضوٍ براه البِلَى
فبعضُهُso part of it يبكيweeps علىover بعضِanother part
فبعضُهُ يبكي على بعضِ
fearing for a threadbare garment worn away by decay—
Fearing for a softness worn by time
so one part of it weeps over another.
So part of it weeps over part
أدبُّI creep مشياًwalking وهوwhile it فيin صيحةٍan outcry
أدبُّ مشياً وهو في صيحةٍ
يشكوcomplains ويستعفيand asks to be excused منfrom الركضِrunning
يشكو ويستعفي من الركضِ
I creep along while it cries out,
I walk politely while it screams
complaining and begging to be excused from running.
Complaining and apologizing for running
ياO طيلساناًa taylasan cloak أناI وقْفٌwholly dedicated لهto it
يا طيلساناً أنا وقْفٌ له
أرفوهI darn it بالفرضwith allotted funds وبالقرضand with loans
أرفوه بالفرض وبالقرض
O taylasan cloak, to which I am wholly devoted,
Oh I am a hanging rope for it
I darn it with allotted funds and with loans.
I furnish it with obligation and loan
حتىuntil متىwhen أنتyou كذاthus مبتلىًafflicted
حتى متى أنت كذا مبتلىً
بالسلّwith consumption لاnot تحياyou live ولاnor تقضيyou die
بالسلّ لا تحيا ولا تقضي
How long will you remain so afflicted
How long will you be afflicted
with consumption, neither living nor dying?
By chains, neither living nor deciding
أصبحتُI have become منfrom رفوكdarning you مثلlike الذيone who
أصبحتُ من رفوك مثل الذي
يأمُلhopes for زبدَbutter الماءِwater بالمخضِby churning
يأمُل زبدَ الماءِ بالمخضِ
Through darning you, I have become like one
I have become from your raising me like one
who hopes for butter by churning water.
Who hopes for the foam of water in churning