أعاذلتيO my reproacher فيfor حبسrestraining نفسٍa soul مليَّةٍrich
أعاذلتي في حبس نفسٍ مليَّةٍ
منin العزمresolve تدريknows ماwhat يضرُّharms وينفعُand benefits
من العزم تدري ما يضرُّ وينفعُ
O you who reproach me for restraining a soul rich
My blamer in the prison of a weary soul
In resolve, knowing what harms and what benefits.
Knows not what harms and what is of benefit
ذرينيleave me وماand what أختارhas chosen الحجىreason ثمَّتthen أسأليask
ذريني وما أختار الحجى ثمَّت أسألي
صروفvicissitudes الردىdeath أنwhether كانis ماwhat فاتhas passed يرجعreturns
صروف الردى أن كان ما فات يرجع
Leave me to what reason has chosen; then ask
Leave me be, and ask not of my state
Death's vicissitudes whether what has passed can return.
The turns of fate, if what has passed could but return
نهايةُthe end ماwhat يرجىis hoped for حمامٌdeath مسلمٌinevitable
نهايةُ ما يرجى حمامٌ مسلمٌ
وأيسرand the least ماwhat يخشىis feared شبابٌyouth مودّعbid farewell
وأيسر ما يخشى شبابٌ مودّع
The end of all one hopes for is inevitable death,
The end of hope is a surrendered dove
And the least one fears is bidding youth farewell.
And easiest of fears, youth taking leave
لقدindeed صنتI preserved منfrom بعدafter العزيزal-Aziz بنson of يوسفYusuf
لقد صنت من بعد العزيز بن يوسف
نتيجةthe fruit فضلbounty مثلهاits like لاnot يضيّعis squandered
نتيجة فضل مثلها لا يضيّع
Indeed, after al-Aziz ibn Yusuf, I preserved
I was protected after Al-Aziz bin Yusuf
The fruit of bounty, whose like is not squandered.
The like of his grace is not lost
وهاجرتand I forsook منfrom بعدafter الملوكkings زهادةًout of renunciation
وهاجرت من بعد الملوك زهادةً
وكلٌّand everyone إلىtoward أبوابهمtheir gates يتطلَّعlooks eagerly
وكلٌّ إلى أبوابهم يتطلَّع
And afterward I forsook kings out of renunciation,
And I migrated after the ascetic kings
While everyone looks eagerly toward their gates.
While each eyes their gates longingly
تمرُّpass لياليnights الدهرtime وهيand they سريعةٌswift
تمرُّ ليالي الدهر وهي سريعةٌ
وماand not خفَّhas eased ليfor me حزنٌsorrow ولاnor جفَّhas dried مدمعa tear duct
وما خفَّ لي حزنٌ ولا جفَّ مدمع
The nights of time pass, swift as they are,
The nights of fate pass swift as lightning
Yet my sorrow has not eased, nor has my tear duct dried.
Yet no sorrow in me is lighter, no tear yet dry
أبىforbade ذاكthat عهدٌa pledge لاnot يذمُّis censured وصحبةٌand a friendship
أبى ذاك عهدٌ لا يذمُّ وصحبةٌ
لديَّfor me سوىother than أسبابهاits bonds يتقطعbreaks apart
لديَّ سوى أسبابها يتقطع
A blameless pledge and a friendship forbid that—
That pact remains, flawless, and companionship
For me, all bonds but its own break apart.
With me still, though its means are cut off
مقامٌa station كريمٌhonored أنif حضرتI attended ورفعةٌand high rank
مقامٌ كريمٌ أن حضرت ورفعةٌ
وحسنىand kindness أراهاI see it حيثwherever كنتI was واسمعand I hear
وحسنى أراها حيث كنت واسمع
An honored station whenever I attended, and high rank,
A noble station, when present, and loftiness
And kindness I see and hear of wherever I am.
My beauty I see wherever I was, I hear
ونزَّةand has kept free عنfrom ذلّabasement المطامعcovetous desires همّتيmy ambition
ونزَّة عن ذلّ المطامع همّتي
فماليso I have no فيfor شيءanything وأنeven if جلّis great مطمعdesire
فمالي في شيء وأن جلّ مطمع
And my ambition has been kept free of greed's abasement—
And my soul's release from hopes' disgrace
For I covet nothing, however great—
What have I in anything, when my hopes are fulfilled?
يقينيmy certainty بأنthat الرزقsustenance لاشكّwithout doubt كائنٌforthcoming
يقيني بأن الرزق لاشكّ كائنٌ
وعلميand my knowledge بأنthat اللهGod يعطيgives ويمنعand withholds
وعلمي بأن الله يعطي ويمنع
By my certainty that sustenance is sure to come,
My certainty that provision will no doubt come
And my knowledge that God gives and withholds.
And my knowledge that God gives and denies