فؤاديmy heart وفوديand my temple-locks بعدafter لمياءLamya أشيبُgray-haired
فؤادي وفودي بعد لمياء أشيبُ
وقلبيand my heart علىupon جمرembers الغضاghada wood يتقلبُwrithes
وقلبي على جمر الغضا يتقلبُ
After Lamya, my heart and my temple-locks have turned gray,
My heart and delegations have turned white after water
and my heart writhes upon ghada-wood embers.
And my heart turns over the hot coals
إذاwhen ماسswayed غصنٌa bough قالit said قدٌa figure مهفهفٌslender
إذا ماس غصنٌ قال قدٌ مهفهفٌ
وإنand if لاحflashed برقٌlightning قالit said كفٌّa palm مخضبhenna-stained
وإن لاح برقٌ قال كفٌّ مخضب
When a bough sways, my heart says, 'A slender figure!'
If a branch touches, it says a hand is shaking
And if lightning flashes, it says, 'A henna-stained palm!'
And if lightning flashes, it says a bloody palm
فلاso do not تنكراyou two object ذكرmention العذيبal-Udhayb وبارقٍand Bariq
فلا تنكرا ذكر العذيب وبارقٍ
فإنيfor I بثغرof the mouth of المالكيةal-Malikiyya أنسبcompose love verse
فإني بثغر المالكية أنسب
So do not, you two, fault my mention of al-Udhayb and Bariq,
So do not deny the memory of torment and lightning
for I sing love verses of al-Malikiyya's mouth.
For I attribute to the angelic smile
أغارُI am jealous منof القرطينthe two earrings خيفةَfor fear of حبّهاher love
أغارُ من القرطين خيفةَ حبّها
ألستdo you not تراهاsee her مثلlike قلبيmy heart تعذّبtormenting
ألست تراها مثل قلبي تعذّب
I am jealous of the two earrings, fearful of her love;
I am jealous of the bracelets fearing her love
do you not see her tormenting them, like my heart?
Do you not see it is like my heart being tortured
وأنكرُand I resent منin تلكthose الغدائرِthe tresses أنّهاthat they
وأنكرُ من تلك الغدائرِ أنّها
متىwhenever أرسلتthey are let loose ظلّتthey keep معwith الحجلthe anklet تلعبplaying
متى أرسلت ظلّت مع الحجل تلعب
And I resent the fact that those tresses,
And I deny that those forelocks
whenever let loose, keep playing with the anklet.
Whenever she let them down, they played with the skullcap
وليلةِand a night of وصلٍunion طالgrew long عمرُthe life of ظلامهاits darkness
وليلةِ وصلٍ طال عمرُ ظلامها
وقدwhile indeed وقفتْit stood still منat شعرهاher hair تتعجّبmarveling
وقد وقفتْ من شعرها تتعجّب
And a night of union—its darkness lingered long,
And the night of union whose darkness lasted long
as the night stood still, marveling at her hair.
She had stood amazed at her hair
وطلعتهاand her face والفرعُand the hair شمسٌa sun وليلةٌand a night
وطلعتها والفرعُ شمسٌ وليلةٌ
ومبسمهاand her smiling mouth والكأسُand the cup صبحٌa dawn وكوكبand a star
ومبسمها والكأسُ صبحٌ وكوكب
And her face and her hair were a sun and a night,
Her dawn and the branch was a sun and a night
and her smiling mouth and the cup were a dawn and a star.
Her smile and the cup morning and planet
وماand not لاحappeared فيin الغربthe west الهلالُthe crescent وإنماbut rather
وما لاح في الغرب الهلالُ وإنما
هوit البدرthe full moon إجلالاًin reverence لهاfor her يتنقّبveils its face
هو البدر إجلالاً لها يتنقّب
And no crescent gleamed in the west; rather,
The crescent did not appear in the west, but
it was the full moon, veiling its face in reverence for her.
It is the full moon hiding in veneration of her
كأنَّas though دموعيmy tears لؤلؤٍpearls رمتُI sought نظمهُto string them
كأنَّ دموعي لؤلؤٍ رمتُ نظمهُ
علىupon جيدهاher neck عقداًas a necklace وبالهدبand with eyelashes يثقبare pierced
على جيدها عقداً وبالهدب يثقب
As though my tears were pearls I sought to string
It is as if my tears were pearls whose string I threw
as a necklace upon her neck, pierced by my eyelashes.
As a necklace on her cheek, piercing the hailstones
فلوso if أنَّthat بدرthe full moon التّمat its fullest يسطيعcould endure بعدهاher absence
فلو أنَّ بدر التّم يسطيع بعدها
لماwould not ضمّهُenfold it منof حندسthe deep darkness of الليلnight موكبa procession
لما ضمّهُ من حندس الليل موكب
For if the full moon could endure her absence,
If the full moon could after her
no procession of night's deep darkness would enfold it.
It would not be included in the procession of the dark night
وبيand I suffer from فاتكُa ruthless slayer الألحاظin his glances لاno خوفfear عندهwithin him
وبي فاتكُ الألحاظ لا خوف عنده
ومعand despite ظلمهِhis cruelty يرضىis content المحبُّthe lover فيغضبyet he grows angry
ومع ظلمهِ يرضى المحبُّ فيغضب
And I suffer from one with murderous glances, who knows no fear;
The glances slipped away from me without fear
despite his cruelty, the lover is content, yet the beloved grows angry.
And with its darkness the lover is content and gets angry
سبانيhe captivated me بوجهٍwith a face لوif أماطhe lifted لثامهits veil
سباني بوجهٍ لو أماط لثامه
غداةon the morning of تلاقa meeting كانwould be باللحظwith the gaze يشربdrunk in
غداة تلاق كان باللحظ يشرب
He captured me with a face that, if he lifted its veil
She captivated me with a face that if it uncovered its veil
on a morning of meeting, would be drunk in by the gaze.
In the morning of meeting it would have been drinking with the gaze
وخطّand a line of عذارٍcheek-down طرسهُits parchment ماءُthe water of وجنةٍa cheek
وخطّ عذارٍ طرسهُ ماءُ وجنةٍ
فياso, O منwho رأىhas seen خطاًwriting علىon الماءِwater يكتبbeing written
فيا من رأى خطاً على الماءِ يكتب
And a line of cheek-down, its parchment the water of his cheek—
And she drew a line of a mole from the water of cheeks
oh, who has seen writing inscribed upon water?
So who saw a line written on water?
وقالواand they said دخانٌsmoke فوقabove صفحةthe surface of خدّهhis cheek
وقالوا دخانٌ فوق صفحة خدّه
ألستdo you not تراهاsee it جذوةًa glowing ember تتلهبُblazing
ألست تراها جذوةً تتلهبُ
And they said, 'Smoke above the surface of his cheek!'
And they said there is smoke above the page of her cheek
Do you not see that cheek as an ember ablaze?
Do you not see it as an ember kindling?
أعدrepeat نظراًa look فيat الصبحthe dawn يعتنقembracing الدُّجىthe darkness
أعد نظراً في الصبح يعتنق الدُّجى
وإلاّor else ففيthen at الكافورcamphor بالمسكwith musk يعشبsprouts like grass
وإلاّ ففي الكافور بالمسك يعشب
Look again at dawn embracing darkness,
Look again at the dawn embracing the darkness
or else at camphor, sprouting with musk.
Otherwise with camphor there is musk that aromatizes
بصيرٌwell versed بأحكامin the rulings of الخلافِdissent وشرعهِand its law
بصيرٌ بأحكام الخلافِ وشرعهِ
وليسand there is no لهfor him إلاّexcept تجنّيهhis baseless accusations مذهبschool of thought
وليس له إلاّ تجنّيه مذهب
He is versed in the rulings of dissent and its law,
A jurist expert in the rules and laws of disagreement
and he has no school of thought but his baseless accusations.
Yet he has no doctrine except his own bias
يبشّرنيgives me glad tidings هجرانهhis estrangement بوصالهof union with him
يبشّرني هجرانه بوصاله
ولاand no عجبٌwonder أنthat يقدمprecedes الصبحdawn غيهبdeep darkness
ولا عجبٌ أن يقدم الصبح غيهب
His estrangement gives me glad tidings of union with him;
His estrangement gives me good tidings of his union
and no wonder that deep darkness precedes dawn.
No wonder the dawn brings the night
ولوand if كانthere were ليfor me قلبa heart بقلبيin place of my heart وهبتهُI would give it الـthe
ولو كان لي قلب بقلبي وهبتهُ الـ
ـبشيرbearer of glad tidings ولكنْbut ملكهُhis property كيفhow يوهبcan be given away
ـبشير ولكنْ ملكهُ كيف يوهب
And if I had a heart in place of mine, I would give it to the
If I had a heart I would give it to
bearer of glad tidings—but how can his property be given away?
Al-Bashir but how can one give away what he owns?
وماand not قطعceased الطيفُthe dream-phantom الزيارةvisiting عنout of قلىaversion
وما قطع الطيفُ الزيارة عن قلى
ولكنهُbut it منof أدمعيmy tears يتهيّبis afraid
ولكنهُ من أدمعي يتهيّب
And the dream-phantom did not cease its visits out of aversion,
The phantom did not cease visiting my tormented soul
but it shrinks in fear from my tears.
But it shies away from my tears
أجودُI give generously لهُto him بالنفسwith my very life وبالبخلُand with stinginess شأنهhis way
أجودُ لهُ بالنفس وبالبخلُ شأنه
وأسألand I ask منهُfrom him عفوهhis pardon وهوthough he مذنبis at fault
وأسأل منهُ عفوه وهو مذنب
I lavish my very life on him, while stinginess is his way,
I am generous to him with myself and stinginess is his way
and I ask him for pardon, though he is the one at fault.
And I ask him for pardon while he is the sinner
فللحزنso for sorrow فيin الأحشاءthe innermost parts جمعٌa gathering وللهوىand for passion
فللحزن في الأحشاء جمعٌ وللهوى
حجيجٌa throng of pilgrims وخدّيand my cheek بالدموعwith tears محصّبpebble-strewn
حجيجٌ وخدّي بالدموع محصّب
So sorrow has a gathering in my breast, and passion has
So sorrow has a group in the entrails and passion has
a throng of pilgrims, and my cheek is pebbled with tears.
Pilgrims, while my cheek is covered in tears
وماand not بيَin me ضعفweakness عنagainst سقامِthe languor of جفونهhis eyelids
وما بيَ ضعف عن سقامِ جفونه
وعينيهand his eyes لكنَّbut المشوقَthe yearning lover مغلَّبvanquished
وعينيه لكنَّ المشوقَ مغلَّب
And I lack no strength to resist the languor of his eyelids
Neither weakness from the sickness of his eyelids
and his eyes; yet the yearning lover is vanquished.
But the tormentor prevails
لهhe has قامةa stature كالسمهريّlike a Samhari spear مثقّفاًstraightened
له قامة كالسمهريّ مثقّفاً
ولحظٌand a glance كسيفlike Saif (Sword of) الدينal-Din (the Faith) فيin الحربbattle مقضبkeenly cutting
ولحظٌ كسيف الدين في الحرب مقضب
He has a figure like a straightened Samhari spear,
He has a figure like al-Simhari, cultured
and a glance that cleaves like Saif al-Din in battle.
And a gaze like Sayf al-Din in heated battle