هكذاlike this فجأةًsuddenly .. وand دونَwithout ابتداءِa beginning
هكذا فجأةً .. و دونَ ابتداءِ
سرقَstole الموتُdeath روحَهاher soul فيin المساءِthe evening
سرقَ الموتُ روحَها في المساءِ
Just like that, suddenly—and without a beginning,
Suddenly.. without preamble
Death stole her soul in the evening.
Death stole her soul in the evening
أُنشِبتْwere sunk in للردىfor death أصابعُfingers غدرٍtreachery
أُنشِبتْ للردى أصابعُ غدرٍ
باقتدارٍwith mastery وand رهبةٍdread وand دهاءِcunning
باقتدارٍ و رهبةٍ و دهاءِ
Fingers of treachery were sunk in for death,
The fingers of betrayal were sharpened
With mastery, dread, and cunning.
With power, awe, and cunning
وand استبدتْtook hold شهقاتُgasps موتٍdeath خفيٍّhidden
و استبدتْ شهقاتُ موتٍ خفيٍّ
أطبقَclamped shut الصدرَthe chest ظامئاًthirsting لارتواءِto be quenched
أطبقَ الصدرَ ظامئاً لارتواءِ
And the gasps of a hidden death took hold,
And the stifled sobs of covert death
It clamped her chest shut, thirsting to be quenched.
Squeezed the thirsty chest to stop its breathing
لمdid not تجدْfind قربَهاnear her شقيقاًa brother لتشكوto lament
لم تجدْ قربَها شقيقاً لتشكو
قسوةَharshness النزعِthe death throes وand انسدادَblockage الهواءِthe air
قسوةَ النزعِ و انسدادَ الهواءِ
She found no brother beside her to lament
She did not find a sibling near to complain
The harshness of death throes and the choking off of air.
Of the cruelty of her taking and airway blockage
لمdid not تجدْfind منanyone who يردّanswers لفظthe word " وداعاfarewell"
لم تجدْ من يردّ لفظ " وداعا"
أوor توصّيleave last wishes، فاليومُfor today يومُthe day التنائيparting
أو توصّي، فاليومُ يومُ التنائي
She found no one to answer the word 'farewell,'
She did not find one to return the word "farewell"
Or to entrust with her last wishes—for today was the day of parting.
Or bequeath, for today is the day of parting
ربماperhaps حرّكتْshe moved يديهاher two hands لتلقىto find
ربما حرّكتْ يديها لتلقى
أيَّany كفّhand تردّwards off حكمَthe decree القضاءِfate
أيَّ كفّ تردّ حكمَ القضاءِ
Perhaps she moved her hands to find
Perhaps she moved her hand to take
Any hand that could ward off fate's decree.
Whatever hand returns the decree of fate
ليتهاif only she ودّعتhad said farewell أوor بكتْhad wept أوor رأتْhad seen
ليتها ودّعت أو بكتْ أو رأتْ
وجهَthe face ابنٍa son منamong ستةِsix الأبناءِthe children
وجهَ ابنٍ من ستةِ الأبناءِ
If only she had said farewell, or wept, or seen
If only she had said goodbye or cried or seen
The face of one son among her six children.
The face of a son among the six children
كمhow much تمنّتshe wished !! وand ياانطفاءَO extinguishing الأمانيhopes
كم تمنّت !! و ياانطفاءَ الأماني
لحظةُthe moment الفقدِloss غصّةa lump in the throat الغرباءِthe strangers
لحظةُ الفقدِ غصّة الغرباءِ
How much she wished! And oh, the extinguishing of hopes!
How she wished!! And oh disappointment of wishes
The moment of loss is a lump in strangers' throats.
The moment of loss is the lump in a stranger's throat
وحدَهاon her own واجهتهُshe faced it صمتاًin silence وand صبراًwith patience
وحدَها واجهتهُ صمتاً و صبراً
أسلمتْshe surrendered روحَهاher soul برخصِat a low price الغلاءِpreciousness
أسلمتْ روحَها برخصِ الغلاءِ
Alone she faced it, in silence and patience.
Alone she faced it silently and patiently
She surrendered her soul cheaply, for all its preciousness.
She surrendered her soul for a cheap price
فاضتِflowed away الروحُthe soul بينbetween ضعفٍweakness وand كبتٍrepression
فاضتِ الروحُ بين ضعفٍ و كبتٍ
وand هوىfell نجمُهاher star الذيwhich فيin العلاءِthe heights
و هوى نجمُها الذي في العلاءِ
Her soul flowed away amid weakness and repression,
The soul overflowed between weakness and suppression
And her star, which was on high, fell.
And her star in the heights fell
غربةُestrangement الأهلِِfamily ، والمكانُand the place ، وand ليلٌnight
غربةُ الأهلِِ ، والمكانُ ، و ليلٌ
سرعةُswiftness القبضthe taking ِ، ياO ثقالheavy burdens البلاءaffliction ِ
سرعةُ القبض ِ، يا ثقال البلاء ِ
Estrangement from family and place, and night;
The alienation of family, the place, the night
The swiftness of the taking—O burdens of affliction!
The haste of taking, O heaviness of the affliction
كيفhow نامتْshe slept وحيدةًalone ؟ كيفhow صاحتshe cried out؟
كيف نامتْ وحيدةً ؟ كيف صاحت؟
وand مُحالٌimpossible – أختاهُO sister – سمعُhearing النداءِthe call
و مُحالٌ – أختاهُ – سمعُ النداءِ
How did she sleep alone? How did she cry out?
How did she sleep alone? How did she scream?
And hearing the call, O sister, is impossible.
And it's impossible - her sisters - to hear the call
ليتif only أنيthat I دثرتهاI had wrapped her بدموعيin my tears
ليت أني دثرتها بدموعي
منfrom رياحwinds النّوىseparation فماfor there is no مِنany شفاءِcure
من رياح النّوى فما مِن شفاءِ
If only I had wrapped her in my tears
I wish I had covered her with my tears
Against the winds of separation—for there is no cure.
But the winds of longing offer no healing
ليتنيif only I !! ليتنيif only I !! وand لكنbut محالٌimpossible
ليتني !! ليتني !! و لكن محالٌ
ماthere are no لسهمِfor the arrow المنونِdeath منany شفعاءِintercessors
ما لسهمِ المنونِ من شفعاءِ
If only I! If only I! And yet, impossible.
I wish I had!! But it's impossible
Death's arrow has no intercessors.
For the arrow of death has no intercessors
غادرتناshe left us فيin سرعةٍswiftness وand ذهولbewilderment
غادرتنا في سرعةٍ و ذهول
جمرُهits embers فيin النفوسِthe souls نارُa fire اصطلاءِscorching
جمرُه في النفوسِ نارُ اصطلاءِ
She left us swiftly, amid bewilderment,
She left us suddenly and confused
Its embers in our souls are a scorching fire.
Its embers in the souls are the fire of embrace
آهِah ياO أختُsister ! ياO شقيقةَsister حرفيmy written word
آهِ يا أختُ ! يا شقيقةَ حرفي
وand حياتيmy life ، وand نعمتيmy blessing ، وابتلائيand my trial
و حياتي ، و نعمتي ، وابتلائي
Ah, sister! O sister of my written word,
Oh sister! My kindred in letter
And my life, and my blessing, and my trial.
And life, and blessing, and my affliction
أمطرَتكِrained upon you الرجالُthe men دمعاًtears هتوناًcopious
أمطرَتكِ الرجالُ دمعاً هتوناً
أرخصتْheld cheap فيكِfor you ذروةَthe pinnacle الكبرياءِpride
أرخصتْ فيكِ ذروةَ الكبرياءِ
The men rained copious tears upon you;
The men sprinkled you with easy tears
For you, the pinnacle of pride was held cheap.
Cheapening in you the peak of pride
بردُcold ( تشرينَTishrin ) أمor حرارةُheat صدريmy chest ؟
بردُ ( تشرينَ ) أم حرارةُ صدري ؟
أمor بكاءُweeping الأطفالِthe children وand الأقرباءِthe relatives ؟
أم بكاءُ الأطفالِ و الأقرباءِ ؟
Is it Tishrin's cold, or the heat in my breast?
Is it the cold of October or the heat of my chest?
Or the weeping of children and kin?
Or the children's crying and the relatives' weeping?
وand اخضرارُgreenness الزيتونِthe olive trees يسْوَدّturns black لماwhen
و اخضرارُ الزيتونِ يسْوَدّ لما
يعزفُplays الموتُdeath نغمةًa melody للحُداءِfor the camel-driving song
يعزفُ الموتُ نغمةً للحُداءِ
And the olive trees' greenness turns black when
And the greening of the olive trees is darkened when
Death plays a melody for the camel-driving song.
Death plays a tune for bereavement
كلماwhenever هزّنيshook me لملقاكِto meet you شوقٌlonging
كلما هزّني لملقاكِ شوقٌ
أخمدَquenched الدمعُtears وهجَthe blaze شوقِlonging اللقاءِreunion
أخمدَ الدمعُ وهجَ شوقِ اللقاءِ
Whenever longing to meet you shakes me,
Whenever longing for your presence moves me
Tears quench the blaze of longing for reunion.
Tears quench the ardour of the meeting
ياO زهوراًflowers منثورةstrewn فوقَabove قبرٍa grave
يا زهوراً منثورة فوقَ قبرٍ
آstart of 'comfort her' نسيهاrest of 'comfort her' فيin وحدةٍsolitude وand جَفاءِestrangement
آ نسيها في وحدةٍ و جَفاءِ
O flowers strewn above a grave,
O flowers scattered over a grave
Comfort her in solitude and estrangement.
Forget her in loneliness and aloofness
ياO رياحاًwinds تمرّpass بالقبرِby the grave هاتيbring
يا رياحاً تمرّ بالقبرِ هاتي
طيفَهاher apparition عابراًpassing بالّلألاءِin shimmering light
طيفَها عابراً بالّلألاءِ
O winds passing by the grave, bring
O winds passing by the grave bring me
Her apparition, passing in shimmering light.
Her fleeting specter in the night
ياO تراباًearth يضمُّembraces ذكرىmemory الغواليthe dearly loved
يا تراباً يضمُّ ذكرى الغوالي
يعدلُequals التبرَraw gold فيin يدِthe hand الحسناءِthe beautiful woman
يعدلُ التبرَ في يدِ الحسناءِ
O earth that embraces the memory of those dearly loved,
O dust that holds memories of beauty
Equal to raw gold in a beautiful woman's hand.
Equal to purity in the hand of the lovely lady
عشتِyou lived للطُهرِfor purity وand الكفاحِstruggle قليلاًbriefly
عشتِ للطُهرِ و الكفاحِ قليلاً
مثلَlike وشمa tattoo علىon جبينِthe brow السّماءِthe sky
مثلَ وشم على جبينِ السّماءِ
You lived briefly for purity and struggle,
You lived for purity and struggle briefly
Like a tattoo on the sky's brow.
Like a tattoo on the forehead of the sky
عفّةُmoral purity النفسِthe soul ، رقةُgentleness الطبعِtemperament ، صبرٌpatience
عفّةُ النفسِ ، رقةُ الطبعِ ، صبرٌ
خجَلٌbashfulness ، واجبٌduty ، بحورُseas السخاءِgenerosity
خجَلٌ ، واجبٌ ، بحورُ السخاءِ
Purity of soul, gentleness of nature, patience,
Chastity of the soul, gentleness of nature, patience
Bashfulness, duty, seas of generosity.
Shyness, duty, oceans of generosity
سوفَwill تبقينَyou remain فيin الزمانِtime حديثاًa tale
سوفَ تبقينَ في الزمانِ حديثاً
لاnot يملُّwearies التكرارَrepetition فيamong الجُلَساءِthose gathered
لا يملُّ التكرارَ في الجُلَساءِ
You will remain through time a tale
You will remain in time a conversation
Whose retelling never wearies those gathered,
Whose repetition does not bore the sitters
وand علىon ضفّةِthe bank الفؤادِthe heart وروداًroses
و على ضفّةِ الفؤادِ وروداً
ترتويquench their thirst منfrom شِغافهِits enclosing membrane وand الدماءthe blood ِ
ترتوي من شِغافهِ و الدماء ِ
And roses on the bank of the heart,
And on the bank of the heart roses
Quenching their thirst from its membrane and blood.
That drink from its tenderness and blood
وand منof الروحthe soul أنتyou نبضٌa pulse وand روحٌa spirit
و من الروح أنت نبضٌ و روحٌ
حيثماwherever سرْتُI went رفرفتْit fluttered بانتشاءِin rapture
حيثما سرْتُ رفرفتْ بانتشاءِ
And from the soul you are a pulse and a spirit,
And from the soul you are a pulse and a soul
Wherever I go, it flutters in rapture.
Wherever I went you fluttered in exuberance
لسْتُI am not بالميْتِdead (emphatic) بعدَafter أنthat غبتِyou vanished عنيfrom me
لسْتُ بالميْتِ بعدَ أن غبتِ عني
غيرَyet أنيthat I ماnot عدْتُI became again كالأحياءِlike the living
غيرَ أني ما عدْتُ كالأحياءِ
I am not dead, even after you vanished from me,
With you gone I'm not like the dead
Yet I am no longer like the living.
Except I'm no longer like the living
لكِfor you مناfrom us – ماas long as أمهلgrants time العمرُlife – ذكرىremembrance
لكِ منا – ما أمهل العمرُ – ذكرى
وand صلاةٌa prayer تضمُّembraces صدقَsincerity الدعاءِsupplication
و صلاةٌ تضمُّ صدقَ الدعاءِ
For you, our remembrance—as long as life allows—
For you from us - as long as life lingers - a memory
And a prayer embracing sincere supplication.
And a prayer that includes the sincerity of supplication
وand منfrom اللهِGod رحمَةٌmercy وand جنانٌgardens of paradise
و من اللهِ رحمَةٌ و جنانٌ
وand حريرٌsilk ، وand سندسُfine silk الأولياءِthe saints
و حريرٌ ، و سندسُ الأولياءِ
And from God, mercy and gardens of paradise,
And from God, mercy and gardens
And silk, and the fine silk of the saints.
And silk and satin of the saints
سوفَwill تلقينَyou find عندَwith ربّيmy Lord نعيماًbliss
سوفَ تلقينَ عندَ ربّي نعيماً
كيso as to ينسّيكِmake you forget ماwhat مضىhas passed منof شقاءِsuffering
كي ينسّيكِ ما مضى من شقاءِ
You will find bliss with my Lord,
You will find in my Lord's presence bounty
To make you forget the suffering that has passed.
To make you forget past misery
هيshe – ياربّO Lord – ضيفةٌa guest وand قِراهاher welcome
هي – ياربّ – ضيفةٌ و قِراها
جنةُthe garden الخُلدِeternity ؛ منحةُthe gift الكُرَماءِthe generous
جنةُ الخُلدِ ؛ منحةُ الكُرَماءِ
She is a guest, O Lord, and her welcome is
She - O Lord - is a guest and her dwelling
The garden of eternity—the gift of the generous.
Is Paradise; a gift of the generous