تركتنيshe left me هاهناhere بينamid العذابtorment
تركتني هاهنا بين العذاب
ومضتand she departed، ياoh طولthe length حزنيmy sorrow واكتئابيand my despondency
ومضت، يا طول حزني واكتئابي
She left me here amid torment,
You left me here amidst torment
And departed—oh, how long my sorrow and despondency!
And went away, O how long my sadness and depression is
تركتنيshe left me للشقاto misery وحديon my own هناhere
تركتني للشقا وحدي هنا
واستراحتand she rested وحدهاby herself بينamid الترابthe dust
واستراحت وحدها بين التراب
She left me to misery, alone here,
You left me alone to misery here
And rested alone amid the dust,
And rested alone amongst the soil
حيثwhere لاno جورoppression ولاand no بغيaggression ولاand no
حيث لا جور ولا بغي ولا
ذرةan atom تنبيforetells وتنبيand foretells بالخرابof ruin
ذرة تنبي وتنبي بالخراب
Where there is no oppression, no aggression, nor
Where there is no tyranny, no evil, no
An atom foretelling and foretelling ruin;
Atom grows and nurtures ruin
حيثwhere لاno سيفsword ولاand no قنبلةbomb
حيث لا سيف ولا قنبلة
حيثwhere لاno حربwar ولاand no لمعgleam حرابspears
حيث لا حرب ولا لمع حراب
Where there is no sword and no bomb,
Where there is no sword nor bomb
Where there is no war and no gleam of spears;
Where there is no war nor glint of weaponry
حيثwhere لاno قيدshackle ولاand no سوطwhip ولاand no
حيث لا قيد ولا سوط ولا
ظالمan oppressor يطغىacts tyrannically ومظلومand an oppressed person يحابيcurries favor
ظالم يطغى ومظلوم يحابي
Where there is no shackle, no whip, nor
Where there is no shackle, no whip, no
An oppressor tyrannizing or a victim currying favor.
Oppressor who transgresses and oppressed who seeks refuge
خلفتنيshe left me behind أذكرI remember الصفوserenity كماas
خلفتني أذكر الصفو كما
يذكرremembers الشيخthe old man خيالاتvisions الشبابyouth
يذكر الشيخ خيالات الشباب
She left me remembering serenity, as
You left me to recall the past as
An old man remembers the visions of youth.
An old man recalls the fantasies of youth
ونأتand she went far away عنيfrom me وشوقيand my longing حولهاaround her
ونأت عني وشوقي حولها
ينشدseeks الماضيthe past وبيand within me – أواهalas – ماwhat بيis within me
ينشد الماضي وبي – أواه – ما بي
And she went far from me, while my longing around her
And you kept away from me and my longing surrounds you
Seeks the past; and I—alas—bear what I bear.
Reciting the past - oh - what's past is past
ودعاهاand called her حاصدthe reaper العمرof life إلىto
ودعاها حاصد العمر إلى
حيثwhere أدعوهاI call her فتعياbut she is unable عنto جوابيanswering me
حيث أدعوها فتعيا عن جوابي
And life's reaper called her to
And the reaper of life called her to
Where I call her, but she cannot answer me;
Where I call her but she turns deaf to my call
حيثwhere أدعوهاI call her فلاso none يسمعنيhears me
حيث أدعوها فلا يسمعني
غيرexcept صمتsilence القبرthe grave والقفرand the wasteland اليبابbarren
غير صمت القبر والقفر اليباب
Where I call her, and nothing hears me
Where I call her but none hears me
But the grave's silence and the barren wasteland.
Except the silence of the grave and desolate wilderness
موتهاher death كانwas مصابيmy calamity كلهall of it
موتها كان مصابي كله
وحياتيand my life بعدهاafter her فوقon top of مصابيmy calamity
وحياتي بعدها فوق مصابي
Her death was the whole of my grief,
Her death was all my affliction
And my life after her is grief upon grief.
And my life after her atop my affliction
أينwhere منيfrom me ظلهاher shade الحانيtender وقدand already
أين مني ظلها الحاني وقد
ذهبتshe went عنيfrom me إلىto غيرno إيابreturn
ذهبت عني إلى غير إياب
Where is her tender shade for me, now that
Where is her comforting shade that
She has gone from me, never to return?
Departed from me never to return
سحبتshe dragged أيامهاher days الجرحىwounded علىacross
سحبت أيامها الجرحى على
لفحةscorching blast البيدthe deserts وأشواكand the thorns الهضابthe uplands
لفحة البيد وأشواك الهضاب
She dragged her wounded days across
She dragged my wounded days over
The deserts' scorching blast and the thorns of the uplands.
The surface of ruins and cliffs
ومضتand she traveled فيalong طرقroads العمرof life فمنthen from
ومضت في طرق العمر فمن
مسلكa path صعبhard إلىto دنياa world صعابhardships
مسلك صعب إلى دنيا صعاب
And she traveled the roads of life, from
And walked the paths of life from
A hard path into a world of hardships.
One rugged road to a world of ordeals
وانتهتand she ended حيثwhere انتهىended الشوطthe course بهاwith her
وانتهت حيث انتهى الشوط بها
فاطمأنتso she found peace تحتbeneath أستارthe veils الغيابof absence
فاطمأنت تحت أستار الغياب
And she ended where her course came to its end,
And ended where her journey ended with her
Then found peace beneath the veils of absence.
So she rested under the curtains of absence
آهah “ياO أميmy mother” وأشواكand the thorns الأسىof sorrow
آه “يا أمي” وأشواك الأسى
تلهبinflame الأوجاعthe pains فيin قلبيmy heart المذابmolten
تلهب الأوجاع في قلبي المذاب
Ah, my mother, while the thorns of sorrow
Oh "mother" and the thorns of sorrow
Inflame the pains within my molten heart!
Inflame the pains in my melting heart
فيكwith you ودعتI bade farewell to شبابيmy youth والصباand childhood
فيك ودعت شبابي والصبا
وانطوتand were folded away خلفيbehind me حلاواتthe delights التصابيof youthful play
وانطوت خلفي حلاوات التصابي
With you I bade farewell to my youth and childhood,
In you I bade farewell to my youth and prime
And the delights of youthful play folded away behind me.
And past me are the sweetnesses of my first steps
كيفhow أنساكcan I forget you وذكراكand your memory علىupon
كيف أنساك وذكراك على
سفرthe volume أياتيmy verses كتابa book فيwithin كتابa book
سفر أياتي كتاب في كتاب
How can I forget you, when your memory lies upon
How can I forget you and your memory is
The volume of my verses—a book within a book?
Upon the pages of my book page after page
إنindeed ذكراكyour memory ورائيbehind me وعلىand upon
إن ذكراك ورائي وعلى
وجهتيmy direction حيثwhere مجيئيmy coming وذهابيand my going
وجهتي حيث مجيئي وذهابي
Your memory is indeed behind me and upon
Your memory is behind me and before
My path, wherever I come and go.
My course wherever I go and return
كمhow often تذكرتI remembered يديكyour two hands وهماwhile they both
كم تذكرت يديك وهما
فيin يديmy hand أوor فيin طعاميmy food وشرابيand my drink
في يدي أو في طعامي وشرابي
How often I have remembered your hands, when they were
How often I recalled your hands as
In my hand, or in my food and drink.
They were in my hands or in my food and drink
كانused to يضنيكwear you down نحوليmy thinness وإذاand whenever
كان يضنيك نحولي وإذا
مسنيtouched me البردthe cold فزنداكthen your two forearms ثيابيmy clothing
مسني البرد فزنداك ثيابي
My thinness used to wear you down, and whenever
Your lean stature pitied my thinness and if
The cold touched me, your forearms were my clothing.
The cold touched me your clothes warmed me
وإذاand when أبكانيmade me cry الجوعhunger ولمand did not
وإذا أبكاني الجوع ولم
تملكيyou possessed شيئاًanything سوىexcept الوعدthe promise الكذابlying
تملكي شيئاً سوى الوعد الكذاب
And when hunger made me cry and you had
And if hunger made me cry and you
Nothing but a lying promise,
Had nothing but false promises
هدهدتrocked gently كفاكyour two palms رأسيmy head مثلماjust as
هدهدت كفاك رأسي مثلما
هدهدrocked gently الفجرdawn رياحينfragrant herbs الروابيthe hills
هدهد الفجر رياحين الروابي
Your palms rocked my head, just as
Your palms would pat my head as the
Dawn rocked the fragrant herbs of the hills.
Dawn breeze pats the meadows
كمhow often هدتنيguided me يدكyour hand السمراbrown إلىto
كم هدتني يدك السمرا إلى
حقلناour field فيin (الغولal-Ghawl) فيin (قاعQaʿ (plain) الرحابal-Rihab)
حقلنا في (الغول) في (قاع الرحاب)
How often your brown hand guided me to
How your brown hand led me to
Our field in al-Ghawl, in Qaʿ al-Rihab,
Our farm in the Ghoul, in the Qaa el Rehab
وإلىand to الواديthe valley إلىto الظلthe shade إلىto
وإلى الوادي إلى الظل إلى
حيثwhere يلقيsends forth الروضthe garden أنفاسbreaths الملابsaffron perfume
حيث يلقي الروض أنفاس الملاب
And to the valley, to the shade, to
And to the valley, to the shade, where
Where the garden breathes out saffron's fragrance.
The garden breathes the scent of blossoms
وسواقيand the channels النهرof the river تلقيpour out لحنهاtheir melody
وسواقي النهر تلقي لحنها
ذائباًmelting كاللطفlike tenderness فيin حلوthe sweetness العتابof reproach
ذائباً كاللطف في حلو العتاب
And the river's channels pour out their melody,
And the brooks chant their tunes
Melting like tenderness in the sweetness of reproach.
Melting like kindness amid sweet reproach
كمhow often تمنيناwe wished وكمand how often دللتنيyou pampered me
كم تمنينا وكم دللتني
تحتbeneath صمتthe silence الليلof night والشهبand the stars الخوابيfading
تحت صمت الليل والشهب الخوابي
How often we wished, and how often you pampered me
How we wished and how you indulged me
Beneath the silence of night and the fading stars.
Under the silence of night and the sleepy comets
كمhow often بكتwept عيناكyour two eyes لماwhen رأتاthey both saw
كم بكت عيناك لما رأتا
بصريmy sight يطفاgoes out ويطوىand is folded away فيin الحجابthe veil
بصري يطفا ويطوى في الحجاب
How often your eyes wept when they saw
How your eyes wept when they saw
My sight go out and be folded within a veil.
My sight fading and vanishing behind the veil
وتذكرتand you remembered مصيريmy fate والجوىand anguish
وتذكرت مصيري والجوى
بينbetween جنبيكyour two sides جراحwounds فيin التهابburning
بين جنبيك جراح في التهاب
And you remembered my fate, while anguish
And you recalled my fate and the agony
Between your ribs was wounds aflame.
Between your ribs, wounds festering
هاhere أناI ياO أميmy mother اليومtoday فتىa young man
ها أنا يا أمي اليوم فتى
طائرsoaring الصيتfame بعيدfar فيin الشهابthe meteor
طائر الصيت بعيد في الشهاب
Here I am, my mother, today a young man,
Soaring glory, a far glint in the comets
With soaring fame, far in the meteor's blaze.
I fill history with melody and echo
أملأI fill التاريخhistory لحناًmelody وصدىand echo
أملأ التاريخ لحناً وصدى
وتغنيand sings فيon رباthe hills الخلدof eternity ربابيmy rabab
وتغني في ربا الخلد ربابي
I fill history with melody and echo,
And my Oud sings forever in paradise
And my rabab sings on the hills of eternity.
So hear me mother, hear my voice and dance
فاسمعيso hear ياO أمMother صوتيmy voice وارقصيand dance
فاسمعي يا أم صوتي وارقصي
منfrom وراءbeyond القبرthe grave كالحورlike the houris الكعابfull-breasted
من وراء القبر كالحور الكعاب
So hear my voice, Mother, and dance
From beyond the grave like a frolicking Houri
From beyond the grave, like full-breasted houris.
هاhere أناI ياO أمMother أرثيكI lament you وفيand in
ها أنا يا أم أرثيك وفي
شجوsorrow هذاthis الشعرpoem شجويmy sorrow وانتحابيand my sobbing
شجو هذا الشعر شجوي وانتحابي
Here I am, Mother, lamenting you; and in
The sorrow of this poem lie my sorrow and my sobbing.
Partial English translation: 61 of 64 Arabic lines translated.