قبلَbefore الطريقِthe road أبتديI begin
قبلَ الطريقِ أبتدي
سيريmy journey رحيلَthe departure of أحرُفيmy letters
سيري رحيلَ أحرُفي
Before the road, I begin
Before the road, I begin
My journey—the departure of my letters.
My journey, the travel of my letters
أجيءُI come قبلَbefore مولديmy birth
أجيءُ قبلَ مولدي
بعدَafter مدىthe span of تخلُّفيmy lagging behind
بعدَ مدى تخلُّفي
I come before my birth,
I come before my birth
After the span of my lagging behind,
After the extent of my lagging
مُفتِّشاًsearching عنfor جبهتيmy forehead
مُفتِّشاً عن جبهتي
وعنand for عروقِthe veins of مِعْزفيmy instrument
وعن عروقِ مِعْزفي
Searching for my forehead,
Searching for my forehead
And for the veins of my instrument,
And for the veins of my insight
وعنand for عيونِthe eyes of مَرْبعيmy spring abode
وعن عيونِ مَرْبعي
وعنand for نُهودِthe breasts of مَصيَفيmy summer retreat
وعن نُهودِ مَصيَفي
And for the eyes of my spring abode,
And for the eyes of my square
And for the breasts of my summer retreat.
And for the breasts of my summer
أصيحُI cry out للرُّباto the hills: أقفزيleap
أصيحُ للرُّبا: أقفزي
وللحدائقِand to the gardens: أزحفيcrawl
وللحدائقِ: أزحفي
I cry to the hills: leap!
I cry to the hills: Jump!
And to the gardens: crawl!
And to the gardens: Crawl!
وللضِّفافِand to the riverbanks: أبحريset sail
وللضِّفافِ: أبحري
وللبحارِand to the seas: كَفْكِفيhold back
وللبحارِ: كَفْكِفي
And to the riverbanks: set sail!
And to the banks: Sail!
And to the seas: hold back!
And to the seas: Flap!
وللغُصونِand to the branches: سافريtravel
وللغُصونِ: سافري
وللعروقِand to the roots: رَفْرفيflutter
وللعروقِ: رَفْرفي
And to the branches: travel!
And to the branches: Travel!
And to the roots: flutter!
And to the veins: Flutter!
وللحقولِand to the fields: حَلِّقيsoar
وللحقولِ: حَلِّقي
وللمقابرِand to the graveyards: اهْتفيcry out
وللمقابرِ: اهْتفي
And to the fields: soar!
And to the fields: Soar!
And to the graveyards: cry out!
And to the graves: Call out!
وللعواصفِand to the storms: ارقديsleep
وللعواصفِ: ارقدي
وللحجارةِand to the stones: أعْصِفيrage
وللحجارةِ: أعْصِفي
And to the storms: sleep!
And to the storms: Sleep!
And to the stones: rage!
And to the rocks: Rage!
أُحِسُّهاI feel them جميعَهاall of them
أُحِسُّها جميعَها
تَدْويthey resound: سئِمتُI am weary of مَوقفيmy position
تَدْوي: سئِمتُ مَوقفي
I feel them all
I feel them all
Resounding: 'I am weary of where I stand;
Echoing: I'm tired of my stance
مللتُI am tired of طولَthe length of وقُّفتيmy standing still
مللتُ طولَ وقُّفتي
وملَّنيand has grown weary of me توقفيmy standstill
وملَّني توقفي
I am tired of standing still so long,
I'm bored of standing still so long
And my standstill has grown weary of me.
And waiting wearies me
هلshall...? أبتديI begin تحرُّكيmy movement؟
هل أبتدي تحرُّكي؟
تعلَّميlearn أنْto تَعرفيknow
تعلَّمي أنْ تَعرفي
Shall I begin to move?'
Shall I start my movement?
Learn to know,
Learn to know
وَجرِّبيand try أنto تَرفضيrefuse
وَجرِّبي أن تَرفضي
وحاوليand attempt أنto تجرِفيsweep away
وحاولي أن تجرِفي
And try to refuse,
And try to reject
And strive to sweep away.
And attempt to sweep away
تغَيِّريchange yourself وغيريand change
تغَيِّري وغيري
تجدِّديrenew yourself وفَلْسِفيand philosophize
تجدِّدي وفَلْسِفي
Change yourself, and bring change;
Change and alter
Renew yourself, and philosophize.
Renew and philosophize
وأحْرِقيand burn ماwhat أخرجواthey produced
وأحْرِقي ما أخرجوا
وأَلَّفوand they composed وأَلِّفيand compose
وأَلَّفو وأَلِّفي
And burn what they produced
And burn what they brought out
And composed—and compose,
And compiled and compiled
كيso that تُولديyou may be born جديدةٌnew
كي تُولدي جديدةٌ
قبلَbefore الولادةِbirth أتْلَغيbe effaced
قبلَ الولادةِ أتْلَغي
So that you may be born anew;
So you are born anew
Before birth, be effaced.
Before birth, I end
واسْتَحِثُّand I urge onward رحلتيmy journey
واسْتَحِثُّ رحلتي
أضيعُI get lost فيin تَقصُّفيmy splintering
أضيعُ في تَقصُّفي
And I spur my journey onward;
And hasten my journey
I get lost in my splintering.
I wander lost in my fragments
لاno خطوةٌstep تَدلُنيguides me
لا خطوةٌ تَدلُني
ولاand no طريقٌroad يقتفيfollows
ولا طريقٌ يقتفي
No step guides me,
No step guides me
Nor does any road follow.
Nor road follows me
أمدُّI stretch out صوتيmy voice مَعْبَراًas a crossing
أمدُّ صوتي مَعْبَراً
وأمتطيand I ride تلَهَّفيmy yearning
وأمتطي تلَهَّفي
I stretch out my voice as a crossing,
I extend my voice crossing over
And ride my yearning.
And mount my fervor
واجتليand I behold عوالِماًworlds
واجتلي عوالِماً
منفيَّةًexiled وأنتفيand I cease to be
منفيَّةً وأنتفي
And I behold worlds
And uncover worlds
Exiled, and I cease to be,
Hidden and pick myself apart
مُحمَّلاًladen with جِنِّيَّةًa female jinn
مُحمَّلاً جِنِّيَّةً
حُبْلىpregnant ووجهاًand a face مَتْحَفيmuseum-like
حُبْلى ووجهاً مَتْحَفي
Laden with a female jinn
Loaded with impishness
Who is pregnant, and a museum-like face.
Pregnant and a face that picks at me
جلدُskin الرَّصيفِthe pavement مِئزَريmy loincloth
جلدُ الرَّصيفِ مِئزَري
لونُcolor الرِّياحِthe winds مِعْطَفيmy overcoat
لونُ الرِّياحِ مِعْطَفي
The pavement's skin is my loincloth;
The skin of the sidewalk is my loincloth
The color of the winds is my overcoat.
The color of the winds my coat
جنسيَّتيmy nationality غرابتيmy strangeness
جنسيَّتي غرابتي
مملَكَتيmy kingdom تَطرُّفيmy extremism
مملَكَتي تَطرُّفي
My nationality is my strangeness;
My nationality is my strangeness
My kingdom is my extremism.
My kingdom my extremism
مدينتيmy city قصيدَةٌa poem
مدينتي قصيدَةٌ
أُشعِلهاI set it alight وأنطفيand I am extinguished
أُشعِلها وأنطفي
My city is a poem;
My city is a poem
I set it alight, and am extinguished.
I ignite it and extinguish it
حبيبَةٌa beloved woman تميتنيkills me
حبيبَةٌ تميتني
دقائقاًfor minutes وتختفيand disappears
دقائقاً وتختفي
A beloved woman kills me
A beloved who kills me
For minutes, and disappears.
Moments and disappears
حريقةٌa blaze تشربُنيdrinks me
حريقةٌ تشربُني
أشربهاI drink it وأشتفيand I am healed
أشربها وأشتفي
A blaze drinks me;
A blaze that drinks me
I drink it, and am healed.
I drink it and quench my thirst
أجسُّI feel نبضَthe pulse of نجمةa star
أجسُّ نبضَ نجمة
علىupon جبينيmy brow تَنْكَفيbends down
على جبيني تَنْكَفي
I feel the pulse of a star
I feel the pulse of a star
That bends down upon my brow.
That swoops down upon my forehead
أغيبُI vanish فيin تَمزُّقيmy fragmentation
أغيبُ في تَمزُّقي
كيso that يهتديmay find its way تَكَشُّفيmy unveiling
كي يهتدي تَكَشُّفي
I vanish in my fragmentation,
I disappear in my disintegration
So that my unveiling may find its way.
So that my probing may find its way