أُعالجُI struggle with قلباًa heart فيin هواكمlove for you معذَّباtormented
أُعالجُ قلباً في هواكم معذَّبا
وأصبوand I yearn إليكمfor you كلَّماwhenever هبّتِblows الصَّباthe east wind
وأصبو إليكم كلَّما هبّتِ الصَّبا
I struggle with a heart tormented by love for you,
I treat a heart tormented in your passion
and I yearn for you whenever the east wind blows.
And long for you whenever the breeze blows
وأطويand I fold علىaround حَرِّthe heat of الغرامpassion جوانحاًribs
وأطوي على حَرِّ الغرام جوانحاً
تلهَّبُblaze فيin نيرانthe fires of وجديmy yearning تَلهُّباfiercely
تلهَّبُ في نيران وجدي تَلهُّبا
I fold my ribs around the heat of passion,
And I fold my wings of burning love
and they blaze fiercely in the fires of my yearning.
That blaze in the fires of my fervor
يؤنّبنيrebuke me اللاّحونthe reproachers فيكconcerning you ولمand not أكنI was
يؤنّبني اللاّحون فيك ولم أكن
لأسْمَعَto heed فيin الحبّlove العذولthe censor المؤَنِّباthe scolding one
لأسْمَعَ في الحبّ العذول المؤَنِّبا
Reproachers rebuke me for you, yet I would never
The censurers blame me for you, though I've not been
heed the scolding censor in matters of love.
One to heed the prohibitions of blamers in love
وأرّقنيand kept me sleepless ياO سعدSa'd برقٌlightning أشيمهI watch it
وأرّقني يا سعد برقٌ أشيمه
يزرّfastens علىover الأكنافthe surrounding lands برقاًlightning مذهباgilded
يزرّ على الأكناف برقاً مذهبا
And, Sa'd, lightning I watch has robbed me of sleep,
You keep me awake at night Sa'd with a lightning
fastening gilded flashes across the surrounding lands.
That flashes over shoulders like gilded lightning
شجانيsaddened me فأبكانيthen made me weep وأطربَand delighted مَسْمَعيmy hearing
شجاني فأبكاني وأطربَ مَسْمَعي
حمامٌa dove بذاتat Dhat البانal-Ban (moringa trees) غنّىsang فأطرباand enraptured
حمامٌ بذات البان غنّى فأطربا
It saddened me, made me weep, and delighted my ear—
A dove in the thickets sang, so it stirred me,
a dove at Dhat al-Ban that sang and enraptured me.
And made me weep, and delighted my hearing
وذكَّرنيand reminded me والدارand the dwelling منهاfrom her قصيّةfar away
وذكَّرني والدار منها قصيّة
علىdespite النأيthe distance سعدىSa'da والربابand Rabab وزينباand Zaynab
على النأي سعدى والرباب وزينبا
And it reminded me, though my dwelling lay far from her,
It reminded me, while my home was far from it,
despite the distance, of Sa'da, Rabab, and Zaynab,
Of Sa'di and the rebec and Zainab
بحيثwhere الهوىlove غضٌّfresh وبردand the mantle of شبابناour youth
بحيث الهوى غضٌّ وبرد شبابنا
قشيبnew وعهدand the days of اللهوpleasure فيin زمنthe time of الصباyouth
قشيب وعهد اللهو في زمن الصبا
where love was fresh and the mantle of our youth
In the abode of love it is fruitful and refreshing
was new, and pleasure had its season in youth.
Our youth is withered and the days of revelry in our prime are gone
يُدارُis passed around عليناamong us منfrom دمthe blood of الكرمthe grapevine قهوةwine
يُدارُ علينا من دم الكرم قهوة
فنشربso we drink ترياقthe antidote to الهمومcares المجرّباtried and tested
فنشرب ترياق الهموم المجرّبا
Wine, the vine's blood, was passed around among us,
Coffee of generosity is passed around to us
and we drank the proven antidote to cares.
So we drink the antidote to worries tried and true
وتُهدىand are offered إليناto us فيin الكؤوسthe cups نوافجاًmusk-pods
وتُهدى إلينا في الكؤوس نوافجاً
منof المسكmusk أوor أذكىmore potent أريجاًin fragrance وأطيباand sweeter
من المسك أو أذكى أريجاً وأطيبا
And musk-pods were offered to us in cups,
And cups are offered to us brimming
of musk—or something richer in fragrance and sweeter.
With musk or aromas more fragrant and sweet
إذاwhen زفّهاhe presented it الساقيthe cupbearer لشربٍto the drinkers تبسَّمتit smiled
إذا زفّها الساقي لشربٍ تبسَّمت
بهat him طرباًjoyfully حتَّىuntil يروحhe goes away مقطّباfrowning
به طرباً حتَّى يروح مقطّبا
When the cupbearer brought it to the drinkers, it smiled
When the cupbearer brings them for drinking, they smile
joyfully at him, until he went away frowning.
With joy until their teeth show
وياand O رُبَّmany a ليلٍnight رُحتُI passed فيهin it معwith المهاthe oryx-eyed beauties
ويا رُبَّ ليلٍ رُحتُ فيه مع المها
بقصّةwith a tale of أشواقlongings يكونthere would be لهاfor it نباnews
بقصّة أشواق يكون لها نبا
And how many a night I passed with oryx-eyed beauties,
Oh how many a night I spent with the moon
with a tale of longing that would be much talked of.
Telling the tale of longing that came to fruition
تُلاعبُplay with أنفاسthe breaths of النسيمthe breeze إذاwhen سرىit drifted
تُلاعبُ أنفاس النسيم إذا سرى
علىover جلّنارthe pomegranate blossom of الخدّthe cheek صدغاًa temple-lock معقرباscorpion-curled
على جلّنار الخدّ صدغاً معقربا
The breaths of the breeze, when it drifted, played
The breaths of the breeze toy and play
over the cheek's pomegranate blossom with a scorpion-curled temple-lock.
On the apple of the cheek like a well-aimed arrow
ألَمْhave you not تنظرseen الأيامthe days كيفhow تبدَّلَتْthey changed
ألَمْ تنظر الأيام كيف تبدَّلَتْ
بناfor us ورخاءand the ease of العيشliving كيفhow تَقَلَّباit changed
بنا ورخاء العيش كيف تَقَلَّبا
Have you not seen how the days have changed
Do you not see how the days have changed for us
for us, and how life's ease has turned?
And the ease of living tossed and turned
فلمso not أستطبْI found pleasant ياO سعدSa'd مرعىًa pasture أرودُهI seek it
فلم أستطبْ يا سعد مرعىً أرودُه
مريعاًlush ولمand not أستعذبِI found sweet اليومtoday مشرباa drink
مريعاً ولم أستعذبِ اليوم مشربا
So, Sa'd, no pasture I seek seems pleasant to me,
So I cannot Sa'd, find pasture I'd graze
however lush, nor does any drink taste sweet to me today.
Or drink today finds sweet
بربّكماby the Lord of you both عوجاturn aside, you two علىto الربعthe dwelling ساعةًfor a while
بربّكما عوجا على الربع ساعةً
وإنْeven if كانَit was قدalready أقوىdeserted دروساًeffaced وأجدباand became barren
وإنْ كانَ قد أقوى دروساً وأجدبا
By your Lord, both of you, turn aside to the dwelling for a while,
By your Lords even if the land is barren for a moment
though it has become deserted, effaced, and barren.
And even if lessons and rain have strengthened it
لئنeven though لَعِبتplayed فيهin it السوافيthe sand-bearing winds وبرّحتand ravaged
لئن لَعِبت فيه السوافي وبرّحت
فقدfor indeed كانَit was قبلbefore اليومtoday للسِّرْبfor the gazelle herd مَلْعباa playground
فقد كانَ قبل اليوم للسِّرْب مَلْعبا
Though sand-bearing winds have sported there and ravaged it,
If the herd played on it and roamed freely
before today it was the gazelle herd's playground.
It was once to the herd a playground
فواهاًso alas علىfor ظلّthe shade of الأراكةthe arak tree فيin الحمىthe sanctuary
فواهاً على ظلّ الأراكة في الحمى
وواهاًand alas علىfor الحيِّthe tribe الَّذيthat قدhas تصبَّباstreamed away
وواهاً على الحيِّ الَّذي قد تصبَّبا
Oh, for the shade of the arak tree in the sanctuary!
Alas for the shade of the litters in the preserve
And oh, for the tribe that has streamed away!
And alas for the district that became civilized
أطعتُI obeyed الهوىpassion ماas soon as إنْemphatic particle دعانيit called me لهto it الهوىpassion
أطعتُ الهوى ما إنْ دعاني له الهوى
ولماand when دَعَوتُI called upon الصَّبرpatience يومئذٍon that day أبىit refused
ولما دَعَوتُ الصَّبر يومئذٍ أبى
I obeyed passion the moment passion called me to it,
I obeyed passion whenever passion called me
but when I called on patience that day, it refused.
And when I called patience, it refused that day
وماand has not زالceased يوريkindling زندُهits fire-stick لاعجَthe burning pain of الحشاthe breast
وما زال يوري زندُه لاعجَ الحشا
فماso what بالهis the matter with it أورىit kindled الفؤادthe heart وماand not خباit died down
فما باله أورى الفؤاد وما خبا
Its fire-stick has kept kindling the blaze within my breast;
It did not cease displaying its sharp blade to the ignorant
why has it kindled my heart and never died down?
So why did it show my heart its blade and not forestall?
أُعلِّلُI soothe نفسيmyself بالتلاقيwith reunion وبينناand between us
أُعلِّلُ نفسي بالتلاقي وبيننا
حزونٌrugged lands إذاwhen يجريruns بهاthrough them خاطريmy thought كباit stumbles
حزونٌ إذا يجري بها خاطري كبا
I comfort myself with reunion, while between us lie
I excuse myself with meeting while between us
rugged lands where my thought stumbles whenever it runs.
Is sadness when my thoughts run to you
ولوand if أنَّthat طيفَthe phantom of المالكيّةthe Malikiyya woman زارنيvisited me
ولو أنَّ طيفَ المالكيّة زارني
لقَلْتُI would say لهto it أهلاًwelcome وسهلاًand be at ease ومرحباand a warm welcome
لقَلْتُ له أهلاً وسهلاً ومرحبا
And if the Malikiyya woman's phantom visited me,
If the image of Malikeyyah visited me
I would say to it, 'Welcome, make yourself at home, welcome!'
I'd say, welcome, greetings, well met
وإنْand if نَقَلreported الواشيthe talebearer لظمياءto Zamya' سلوةًforgetting love
وإنْ نَقَل الواشي لظمياء سلوةً
فماthen not صَدَقَspoke truth الواشيthe talebearer بذاكabout that وكذّباand he lied
فما صَدَقَ الواشي بذاك وكذّبا
And if the talebearer told Zamya' that I had ceased to love,
If the slanderer conveyed calumny to Thumayyah
the talebearer spoke no truth in that—he lied.
The slanderer did not speak truth but lied
تُؤاخذُنيhold me to account الأيامُthe days والذنبand the fault ذنبهاis their fault
تُؤاخذُني الأيامُ والذنب ذنبها
علىfor غيرno ماemphatic particle جُرمٍoffense وماand not كنتI was مذنباguilty
على غير ما جُرمٍ وما كنت مذنبا
The days hold me to account, though the fault is theirs,
The days blame me though the sin is theirs
for no crime at all; I was never guilty.
For no crime I committed, and I was no sinner
فياso O ويحَwoe to نفسيmy soul ضاعwas wasted عمريmy life ولمand not أفُزْI gained
فيا ويحَ نفسي ضاع عمري ولم أفُزْ
بِحُرٍّwith a noble man ولاnor أبْصَرْتُI saw خِلاًّa close friend مهذباrefined
بِحُرٍّ ولا أبْصَرْتُ خِلاًّ مهذبا
Alas for my soul! My life is wasted, and I have not found
Oh my soul, my life is wasted and I gained
a noble man, nor have I seen a refined friend.
No virtue, nor saw a polished lad
ويُقْعِدُنيand holds me back حظّيmy luck عنfrom النيلattainment إنْif أرُمْI seek
ويُقْعِدُني حظّي عن النيل إنْ أرُمْ
مَراماًan aim وإنْand if أطلبْI seek منfrom الدهرtime مطلباan object of desire
مَراماً وإنْ أطلبْ من الدهر مطلبا
My luck holds me back from attainment whenever I pursue
My fortune makes me sit instead of gaining
an aim, or seek anything from time.
Glory, though I seek from fate a gain
ولمand has not يُجْدِنيbenefited me إرهافيmy sharpening of العزمَresolve فيin المنىaspirations
ولم يُجْدِني إرهافي العزمَ في المنى
وماand what حيلتيis my recourse بالصارمwith the cutting sword العضبsharp-edged إنْif نباit glances off
وما حيلتي بالصارم العضب إنْ نبا
Sharpening my resolve has not helped me attain my hopes;
My determination does not help me attain wishes
what can I do with a keen, cutting sword if it glances off?
Nor can I scheme if the sword is drawn
وماand has not بَرِحَتْceased تملىbeing dictated علىto الدهرtime قِصَّتيmy story
وما بَرِحَتْ تملى على الدهر قِصَّتي
فتملأُso it fills أفهامthe minds of الرجالmen تعجُّباwith wonder
فتملأُ أفهام الرجال تعجُّبا
My story is ceaselessly dictated to time,
And it does not stop dictating my tale
filling men's minds with wonder.
To time, filling the minds of men with wonder
وتزهوand bloom بأمداحwith praises of النّقيبthe chief (Naqib) قصائديmy poems
وتزهو بأمداح النّقيب قصائدي
بأحْسَنَwith the finest ماthat which تزهوbloom بأزهارهاwith their flowers الرّباthe hills
بأحْسَنَ ما تزهو بأزهارها الرّبا
And my poems bloom with praises of the Naqib,
And taking pride in the poems of Naqeeb
as splendidly as hills at their finest flowering.
As it takes pride in its most beautiful flowers
بأبلجَof a radiant man وَضّاحbright الجبينof brow كإنَّهas though he
بأبلجَ وَضّاح الجبين كإنَّه
إذاwhen لاحhe appears فيin ضوءthe light of النهارday تنقّباhe veils himself
إذا لاح في ضوء النهار تنقّبا
Of a radiant man, bright of brow, as though,
Dazzling of bright forehead as if
when he appeared in daylight, he had put on a veil.
When it shines in daylight it beams
كريمٌa generous man براهHe created him اللهGod أكرمَthe most generous منof those whom بَراHe created
كريمٌ براه الله أكرمَ من بَرا
وأَنْجَبُand the most distinguished منof those whom ألْفَيْتَyou have found فيamong النَّاسpeople منجباdistinguished
وأَنْجَبُ من ألْفَيْتَ في النَّاس منجبا
A generous man, whom God made the most generous of all He made,
A generous one, may God make him yet more generous
and the most distinguished of the men of distinction you have found.
And nobler than the noblest you have seen
لقدindeed طابَhe is pure عرقاًin lineage فيamong الكرامthe noble ومنبتاًand in origin
لقد طابَ عرقاً في الكرام ومنبتاً
وماand has not زالceased عرقُthe stock of الهاشميينthe Hashimites طيّباbeing pure
وما زال عرقُ الهاشميين طيّبا
His bloodline and roots are indeed pure among the noble;
His lineage is pure in generosity, rooted
the Hashimites' stock has always been pure.
And the lineage of Hashimites remains pure
لتسمُlet rise high بنوthe sons of الساداتthe noble lords منfrom آلthe house of هاشمHashim
لتسمُ بنو السادات من آل هاشم
بأنجبهمthrough their most distinguished أُمًّاin maternal lineage وأشرفهمand their most honored أباin paternal lineage
بأنجبهم أُمًّا وأشرفهم أبا
Let the sons of the noble lords of Hashim's house rise high
Let the masters of Saadat of Hashim's family
through the one with the noblest mother and most honored father,
Name him as their finest mother, their noblest father
وأحلاهمُand their sweetest فيin وابلthe downpour of الجودgenerosity صيّباًas rain
وأحلاهمُ في وابل الجود صيّباً
وأعلاهمُand their highest فيat قُلَّةthe summit of المجدglory منصباin rank
وأعلاهمُ في قُلَّة المجد منصبا
and the sweetest shower among them in generosity's downpour,
The most refined of them in torrents of generosity
and the highest among them in rank upon glory's summit.
The highest ranked among them in glory
أتاناcame to us بأبكارِwith the virgin forms of المناقبnoble virtues سيِّدٌa lord
أتانا بأبكارِ المناقب سيِّدٌ
فأبْدَعَso he excelled فيماin what جاءَhe brought فيهin it وأغرباand did the extraordinary
فأبْدَعَ فيما جاءَ فيه وأغربا
A lord brought us virtues in their maiden freshness;
A master came to us with virgin virtues
he excelled in what he brought, and did the extraordinary.
And was unique in what he brought and strange
وأغْضَبَand he angered أقواماًsome people وأرضىand pleased بماwith what أتىhe accomplished
وأغْضَبَ أقواماً وأرضى بما أتى
ومنand whoever نالattained ماwhat قدindeed نالhe attained أرضىpleased وأغضباand angered
ومن نال ما قد نال أرضى وأغضبا
What he accomplished angered some and pleased others,
Angering some and pleasing with his actions
and whoever attains what he attained both pleases and angers.
Whoever gained what he gained was pleased and angered
وخُيِّرand he was given a choice ماemphatic particle بينbetween المذاهبthe paths فيto العُلىeminence
وخُيِّر ما بين المذاهب في العُلى
فماso not اختارhe chose إلاَّexcept مذهبthe path of الفضلexcellence مذهباas a path
فما اختار إلاَّ مذهب الفضل مذهبا
Given his choice among the paths to eminence,
He was given choice between creeds and chose
he chose no path but the path of excellence.
Only the creed of excellence as his creed
تحبَّبَhe endeared himself بالحسنىthrough kindness إلىto النَّاسpeople كلِّهمall of them
تحبَّبَ بالحسنى إلى النَّاس كلِّهم
ومنand among جُملةthe acts of الإحسانkindness أنْto يتحبَّباwin affection
ومن جُملة الإحسان أنْ يتحبَّبا
Through kindness he endeared himself to all people,
He won affection for virtues from all people
and winning affection is itself an act of kindness.
For winning hearts is part of benevolence
وأظهرَand revealed فيهin him اللهGod أسرارَthe secrets of لُطفِهِHis grace
وأظهرَ فيه الله أسرارَ لُطفِهِ
وقدand indeed كانَit had been سِرًّاa secret فيin الغيوبthe unseen realms محجّباveiled
وقد كانَ سِرًّا في الغيوب محجّبا
And God revealed in him the secrets of His grace,
Through him God displayed his subtle mysteries
which had been a mystery veiled in the unseen.
Though it had been secret in the unseen, veiled
لكfor you اللهGod مَنْone whose طارflew الفخارglory بصيتهwith his renown
لك الله مَنْ طار الفخار بصيته
فَشَرَّقَthen went east فيin أقصىthe farthest البلادlands وغرَّباand went west
فَشَرَّقَ في أقصى البلاد وغرَّبا
God bless you, whose renown glory has borne aloft,
God bless him whose fame the pottery carried
carrying it east and west to the farthest lands.
Spreading through the furthest lands and setting in the west
ومنand whoever راحwent يستهديكseeking your guidance للجودtoward generosity والندىand bounty
ومن راح يستهديك للجود والندى
رآكhe found you إلىtoward الخيراتgood deeds أهدىbetter guided وأصوباand more unerring
رآك إلى الخيرات أهدى وأصوبا
Whoever seeks your guidance in generosity and bounty
Whose guidance in generosity and dew
finds you the surest, truest guide to good deeds.
When sought, was the truest guide
تقَلَّبَhe moved about فيin نعمائكyour favors الدهرtime كلّهall of it
تقَلَّبَ في نعمائك الدهر كلّه
وماand have not زلتُI ceased فيin نعمائكyour favors المتقلباbeing the one who dwells
وما زلتُ في نعمائك المتقلبا
He has lived amid your favors all his days,
All of fate revolved in your blessings
and I have never ceased to dwell amid your favors.
And I remain revolving in your blessings
وجدّكby your fortune لمnot أُبصِرْI have seen سواكanyone but you مُؤَمِّلاًin hope
وجدّك لم أُبصِرْ سواك مُؤَمِّلاً
ولاnor منanyone who إذاwhen ماemphatic particle استوهبis asked to give المالwealth أوهباhe bestows
ولا من إذا ما استوهب المال أوهبا
By your fortune, in hope I have looked toward none but you,
I have not seen but you a hopeful
nor anyone who grants wealth whenever asked for it.
Nor one who freely gives if asked
إذاwhen لمnot أجدI find ليfor myself للثراءto wealth مسبّباًone who brings it about
إذا لم أجد لي للثراء مسبّباً
وجَدْتُكI find you فيin نيلattaining الثراءwealth المسبّباthe one who brings it about
وجَدْتُك في نيل الثراء المسبّبا
When I find no one to bring me wealth,
When I cannot find a cause of wealth
I find you the one who brings about my gaining wealth.
I find you the cause of gained wealth
وقدand indeed شمتI watched برقاًlightning منfrom سحابكyour clouds ممطراًrain-bearing
وقد شمت برقاً من سحابك ممطراً
وماand not شمتI watched برقاًlightning منfrom سحابكyour clouds خلّباfalsely promising rain
وما شمت برقاً من سحابك خلّبا
I have watched rain-bringing lightning from your clouds,
I sensed a flash from your clouds, watering
and never lightning from your clouds that promised rain in vain.
But never sensed from your clouds a barren flash
وإنِّيand I لأستسقيsurely seek rain from نوالكyour bounty ظامئاًthirsty
وإنِّي لأستسقي نوالك ظامئاً
فلمso not أرَI have found أمْرىmore wholesome منهthan it شيئاًanything وأعذباand sweeter
فلم أرَ أمْرى منه شيئاً وأعذبا
And, thirsty, I seek the rain of your bounty;
And I ask your gift thirsty
I have found nothing more wholesome or sweeter than it.
But do not see my matter from it sweeter
وليand I have قلمٌa pen يمليthat dictates عليكto you إذاwhen جرىit runs
ولي قلمٌ يملي عليك إذا جرى
وترجمَand interprets عمّاabout what is فيin الضَّميرthe heart وأعرباand makes plain
وترجمَ عمّا في الضَّمير وأعربا
And I have a pen that dictates to you when it runs,
I have a pen that dictates to you when it flows
interpreting what lies in my heart and making it plain.
And conveys what is in my soul and expresses
فياso O قمراًa moon فيin طالعthe ascendant of السعدgood fortune نيّراًradiant
فيا قمراً في طالع السعد نيّراً
وياand O فلكاًa celestial sphere بالمكرماتwith noble deeds مكوكباstar-studded
ويا فلكاً بالمكرمات مكوكبا
O radiant moon in the ascendant of good fortune,
O moon in the ascendant of Saad shining
and O heavenly sphere starred with noble deeds!
O celestial orb in gifts celestial
لقدindeed جاءنيcame to me شهرُthe month of الصيامfasting بموكبwith a procession
لقد جاءني شهرُ الصيام بموكب
منof العسرhardship لاmay not شاهدتyou witness للعسرfor hardship مركباa mount
من العسر لا شاهدت للعسر مركبا
The month of fasting has come to me in a procession
The month of fasting came to me in procession
of hardship—may you never behold hardship's mount!
Of hardship the likes of which I've never seen
وشوَّشنيand unsettled me لماwhen بداit appeared بقدومِهwith its coming
وشوَّشني لما بدا بقدومِه
ولمand not أرَI found ليfor myself أمراًa matter لذاكfor that مرتّباput in order
ولم أرَ لي أمراً لذاك مرتّبا
It troubled me when its arrival became clear,
It troubled me when it arrived
and I found none of my affairs put in order for it.
And I saw no order in that for me
فلوso if أنَّthat شهرَthe month of الصَّومfasting طافtoured بمنزليmy home
فلو أنَّ شهرَ الصَّوم طاف بمنزلي
تبسَّمit smiled مماat what راعهstartled it وتعجّباand marveled
تبسَّم مما راعه وتعجّبا
If the month of fasting toured my home,
If only the month of fasting passed by my home
it would smile at what startled it and marvel.
Smiling at what alarmed it and amazed
وأبْصرَand it saw داراًa house لوif ثوىlingered الخيرgood fortune ساعةan hour
وأبْصرَ داراً لو ثوى الخير ساعة
بهاin it لنأىit would withdraw عنfrom أهلهاits people وتغرّباand go into exile
بها لنأى عن أهلها وتغرّبا
It would see a house where, if good fortune lingered an hour,
And saw a house, if good lodged an hour
it would retreat from its people and go into exile.
It would shun its people and isolate
وياand O طالماhow often وافىit arrived علىat حينa time of غفلةheedlessness
ويا طالما وافى على حين غفلة
فأصْبَحْتُso I became منهof it خائفاًafraid مترقباwatchful
فأصْبَحْتُ منه خائفاً مترقبا
And oh, how often it has arrived while I was unawares,
O how often it came when I was heedless
so I became fearful of it and watchful.
So I became fearful of it, on guard
وجرّبتهand I experienced it فيin كلevery عامyear بغصّةwith choking grief
وجرّبته في كل عام بغصّة
ومثليand one like me منone who ساسmanaged الأمورَaffairs وجرّباand tested them
ومثلي من ساس الأمورَ وجرّبا
Each year I have endured it with a lump in my throat,
I experienced it each year with torment
and one like me has managed affairs and tested them.
And one like me who tasted fates and tried them
ولمَّاand when رأيتُI saw الهمَّcare جازhad exceeded ليfor me المدىthe limit
ولمَّا رأيتُ الهمَّ جاز لي المدى
إلىto أنthat رأيتُI saw السيلthe flood قدhad بلغreached الزبىthe hilltops
إلى أن رأيتُ السيل قد بلغ الزبى
And when I saw that care had passed all bounds for me,
When I saw worries conquer me
to the point that I saw the flood had reached the hilltops,
Until I saw the torrent reach the grove
وقدand indeed أتْعَبَتْنيhad exhausted me ماemphatic particle هنالكthere فاقةٌpoverty
وقد أتْعَبَتْني ما هنالك فاقةٌ
ومنand whoever كانَwas مثليlike me أتْعَبَتْهit wearied him وأتعباand he caused weariness
ومن كانَ مثلي أتْعَبَتْه وأتعبا
and poverty amid all this had exhausted me,
And needs there wearied me
as anyone like me is wearied by it and wearies others,
One like me, they wearied and wearied
وقدand indeed حَمَلتْنيhas driven me حاجةa need لوif كفيتهاI were relieved of it
وقد حَمَلتْني حاجة لو كفيتها
غدوتI would become لهfor it عنon the strength of ثروةwealth متأهباprepared
غدوت له عن ثروة متأهبا
and a need had driven me—if it were met for me,
A need carried me, if fulfilled
I would be ready for it, with wealth behind me—
I'd be zealous in amassing wealth for it
ركِبْتُI mounted بهاbecause of it الآمالhopes وهيand they are خطيرةٌperilous
ركِبْتُ بها الآمال وهي خطيرةٌ
ولوeven if لمnot يكنthere were غيرُanything but الأسنّةspearheads مركباa mount
ولو لم يكن غيرُ الأسنّة مركبا
for its sake I mounted hopes, perilous though they are,
I rode hopes with it though dangerous
even if spearheads were the only mount.
When there was no riding beast but hopes
وماand not خابfailed ظنِّيmy hope فيin جميلكyour kindness قبلَهاbefore it
وما خاب ظنِّي في جميلك قبلَها
وماand not كنتَyou were للظنِّto an expectation الجميلfavorable مخيّباdisappointing
وما كنتَ للظنِّ الجميل مخيّبا
My hope in your kindness has never failed before this,
My good opinion of you before it was not dashed
and you have never let a good expectation go unfulfilled.
You were never one to disappoint good thoughts