قرّبتُI brought close منهُnear him هديلَcooing الروحِof the soul، فابتعداso he drew away
قرّبتُ منهُ هديلَ الروحِ، فابتعدا
حتىeven الصلاةprayer، ولمand did not يركعbow ولاnor سجداprostrate
حتى الصلاة، ولم يركع ولا سجدا
I brought the soul's cooing close to him, so he drew away.
I brought to him the murmur of the soul, so we grew apart
Even prayer—yet he neither bowed nor prostrated.
Even in prayer, he neither bowed nor prostrated
غطّيتُهُI covered him بدميwith my blood... فاحتلَّso he occupied أوردتيmy veins
غطّيتُهُ بدمي... فاحتلَّ أوردتي
حتىuntil إذاwhen متُّI died غطَّانيhe covered me ببعضwith some صدىecho
حتى إذا متُّ غطَّاني ببعض صدى
I covered him with my blood... so he occupied my veins.
I covered him with my blood... so he occupied my veins
Until, when I died, he covered me with a little echo.
Until when I died, he covered me with some echo
أطعمتهُI fed him حنطةwheat الأحلامof dreams فاتنةًalluring
أطعمتهُ حنطة الأحلام فاتنةً
كالأمنياتِlike wishes، ولمّاand when جعتُI grew hungry ماnot وَجَدَاhe found
كالأمنياتِ، ولمّا جعتُ ما وَجَدَا
I fed him the wheat of dreams, alluring
I fed him the wheat of dreams so alluring
as wishes; and when I grew hungry, he found nothing.
Like wishes, though when I hungered, he found nothing
سمّيتهُI named him وجعيmy pain فارتاحso he rested فيin تعبيmy weariness
سمّيتهُ وجعي فارتاح في تعبي
مازلتُI still أوقدkindle قلبيmy heart كلّماwhenever بَرَدَاgrew cold
مازلتُ أوقد قلبي كلّما بَرَدَا
I named him my pain, so he rested in my weariness.
I named him my agony, so he rested in my fatigue
I still kindle my heart whenever it grows cold.
I still kindle my heart whenever it grows cold
أقضيI spend الحياةَlife بعيداًfar away عنfrom منابتهاits places of growth
أقضي الحياةَ بعيداً عن منابتها
كيso that يستقيمhe stands upright علىupon الأيامthe days مُنفرداalone
كي يستقيم على الأيام مُنفردا
I spend my life far from where it takes root,
I spend life far from its springs
so he may stand upright upon the days, alone.
So it may proceed orderly through days in solitude
إنْif قالhe spoke كنتُI was شهيداًa martyr، أوor مشىhe walked قَدَمَاًa step
إنْ قال كنتُ شهيداً، أو مشى قَدَمَاً
أوor شاءَhe wished يُعبدُto be worshiped كانhe was الواحدthe One الأحداthe Only One
أو شاءَ يُعبدُ كان الواحد الأحدا
If he spoke, I was a martyr; or if he took a step,
If he said I was a martyr, or walked a step
or wished to be worshiped, he was the One and Only.
Or wished to be worshipped, He was the One, the Only
عيناهُhis two eyes خارطةa map الدنياthe world وشهوتهاand its desire
عيناهُ خارطة الدنيا وشهوتها
ورحلةُand the journey الشوقِof longing فيin الجفنthe eyelid الذيthat سهداstayed awake
ورحلةُ الشوقِ في الجفن الذي سهدا
His eyes are the map of the world and its desire,
His eyes are the map of the world and its desires
and longing's journey in the eyelid that stayed awake.
And the journey of longing in the eyelid which slumbered
عيناهُhis two eyes طعمُthe taste أذانcall to prayer العصرthe afternoon يسحقنيcrushes me
عيناهُ طعمُ أذان العصر يسحقني
فيin الذكرياتِmemories ويُلقيand casts فيinto يديmy hand الكبداthe liver
في الذكرياتِ ويُلقي في يدي الكبدا
His eyes are the taste of the afternoon call to prayer, which crushes me
His eyes are the taste of the ear of the age crushing me
in memories and casts the liver into my hand.
In memories, and casts in my hands the liver
عيناهُhis two eyes رائحةthe scent الطينthe clay الذيthat صعدتْrose
عيناهُ رائحة الطين الذي صعدتْ
منهُfrom it الأمومةُmotherhood تجنيreaps بالدمwith blood الوَلَدَاthe child
منهُ الأمومةُ تجني بالدم الوَلَدَا
His eyes are the scent of the clay from which rose
His eyes are the scent of the clay from which
motherhood, reaping the child with blood.
Motherhood arose, harvesting the child with blood
عيناهُhis two eyes إنْif مرَّتَاthey both passed فيin الليلِthe night بارقةًlike a lightning flash
عيناهُ إنْ مرَّتَا في الليلِ بارقةً
أمضيI go on بروحيwith my soul وأنسىand I forget أرتديto wear الجسداthe body
أمضي بروحي وأنسى أرتدي الجسدا
His eyes—if they pass through the night like a lightning flash,
His eyes, if they passed in the night flashing
I go on with my soul and forget to put on the body.
I travel with my soul and forget to wear the body
ستٌsix وعشرونand twenty والتاريخُand history يذبحنيslaughters me
ستٌ وعشرون والتاريخُ يذبحني
جوعاًwith hunger، وأطعمهُand I feed it مافيwhat is in يديmy hand... ويَدَاand a hand
جوعاً، وأطعمهُ مافي يدي... ويَدَا
Twenty-six, and history slaughters me
Twenty six, and history slaughters me
with hunger, and I feed it what is in my hand... and a hand.
With hunger, and I feed him what is in my hand... and hand
ستٌّsix وعشرونand twenty عاماًyears ياO هوىlove وطنيmy homeland
ستٌّ وعشرون عاماً يا هوى وطني
ماnot أثمرَbore fruit الوعدُthe promise إلاexcept موتdeath منthe one who وُعِدَاwas promised
ما أثمرَ الوعدُ إلا موت من وُعِدَا
Twenty-six years, O love of my homeland,
Twenty six years, O love of my homeland
the promise bore no fruit but the death of the one to whom it was made.
The promise yielded nothing but the death of the promised
طفلينtwo children كناwe were وكانand was الضوءlight موسمناour season
طفلين كنا وكان الضوء موسمنا
لماwhen زرعناهُwe sowed it قلناwe said نرتديهwe wear it غَدَاtomorrow
لما زرعناهُ قلنا نرتديه غَدَا
We were two children, and light was our season.
We were two children, and light was our season
When we sowed it, we said we would wear it tomorrow.
When we planted it, we said we'd wear it tomorrow
فيon بيدرthe threshing floor العشقof love حينwhen الأرضthe earth مورقةٌleafing
في بيدر العشق حين الأرض مورقةٌ
حُبَّاًwith love، ووردُand the roses الخطاof footsteps فيon وجنتيهhis two cheeks ندىdew
حُبَّاً، ووردُ الخطا في وجنتيه ندى
On love's threshing floor, when the earth was leafing
In the threshing floor of love when the earth is leafy
with love, and the roses of footsteps were dew on his cheeks,
With love, and the mistake's rose on its cheeks is dew
حينwhen العصافيرthe sparrows تجنيreap قمحwheat أغنيتيof my song
حين العصافير تجني قمح أغنيتي
قربnear الشبابيكthe windows تُلقيcast فيinto يديكَyour two hands مَدَىan expanse
قرب الشبابيك تُلقي في يديكَ مَدَى
when the sparrows reaped the wheat of my song
When the birds reap the wheat of my song
near the windows, casting an expanse into your hands,
Near the windows casting in your hands expanse
حينwhen الكلامspeech انتحارٌsuicide والهوىand love وَجَعٌpain
حين الكلام انتحارٌ والهوى وَجَعٌ
ثغرينtwo mouths كناwe were إذاwhen هبَّblew الهوىlove اتَّحداthey united
ثغرين كنا إذا هبَّ الهوى اتَّحدا
when speech was suicide and love was pain,
When speech is suicide and passion is agony
we were two mouths; when love blew, they became one.
We were two lips, when passion stirred, united
لكنناbut we الآنnow لماwhen الضوءُthe light فاجأناsurprised us
لكننا الآن لما الضوءُ فاجأنا
بكراًvirginal، حصدتَyou reaped، ولمand did not أعبأI care بماabout what حُصِدَاwas reaped
بكراً، حصدتَ، ولم أعبأ بما حُصِدَا
But now, when the light surprised us in
But now, when light surprised us
its virgin freshness, you reaped, and I cared nothing for what was reaped.
Early, you harvested, and I cared not what was harvested
لكنهbut it is اليأسdespair قدindeed ضيَّعتُI squandered فيكin you دميmy blood
لكنه اليأس قد ضيَّعتُ فيك دمي
ماذاكَthat is not فَقْدٌloss، ولكنْbut حالُthe state منof one who فُقِدَاwas lost
ماذاكَ فَقْدٌ، ولكنْ حالُ من فُقِدَا
But it is despair: I have squandered my blood in you.
But it is despair, I wasted my blood in you
That is not loss, but the state of one who was lost.
What loss, but the state of the lost!
إنْif جعتُI grew hungry آكلُI eat خبزbread الناسof the people عنout of ألمٍpain
إنْ جعتُ آكلُ خبز الناس عن ألمٍ
أوor كانthere was منفىexile أرىI see فيin دجلةٍthe Tigris بردىBarada
أو كان منفى أرى في دجلةٍ بردى
If I grow hungry, I eat people's bread out of pain,
If I hunger, I eat people's bread in pain
or if there is exile, I see Barada in the Tigris.
Or exile is my abode, I see in the Tigris a gown
لكنهbut it is الإسمُthe name هذاthis السرُthe secret ضيّعنيhas left me lost
لكنه الإسمُ هذا السرُ ضيّعني
منwho ذاis it يصيرwill become لهذاfor this الضائعlost one البلداthe homeland
من ذا يصير لهذا الضائع البلدا
But it is the name—this secret has left me lost.
But it is the name, this secret lost me
Who will become the homeland for this lost one?
Who can this wanderer claim as his country?
Sol 6.1