أَلِفتُ العُقابَ حِذارَ العِقابِ
وَعِفتُ المَوارِدَ خَوفَ الذِئابِ
I have grown familiar with the eagle for fear of punishment.
And I shunned the watering places for fear of wolves.
وَأَبغَضتُ نَفسي لِعِصيانِها
وَعاتَبتُها بِأَشَدِّ العِتابِ
And I hated my soul for its disobedience,
And reproached it with the sternest rebuke.
وَقُلتُ لَها بانَ عَنكِ الصَبا
وَجَرَّدَكِ الشَيبُ ثَوبَ الشَبابِ
And I said to it: “Youth has departed from you,
And gray hair has stripped you of youth’s robe.
وَما بَعدَ ذَلِكَ إِلّا البِلى
وَسُكنى القُبورِ وَهَولُ الحِسابِ
And after that comes nothing but decay,
And dwelling in graves, and the terror of the reckoning.”
فَأَيقَظَها العَتبُ مِن نَومِها
وَلِكَنَّها جَمَّةُ الإِضطِرابِ
So reproach awakened it from its sleep,
Yet it is full of unrest.
فَكَم أَنشَأَت مُزنَةً لِلتُقى
وَعادَت وَشيكاً كَلَمعِ السَرابِ
How often it formed a rain cloud of piety,
And soon it became like the shimmer of a mirage.
وَكَم وَعَدتِني بِتَوبٍ وَكَم
وَما أَنجَزَت وَعدَها في المَتابِ
And how often it promised me repentance—and how often!
Yet it never fulfilled its promise to repent.
وَكَم خَدَعتِني عَلى أَنَّني
بَصيرٌ بِطُرقِ الخَطا وَالصَوابِ
And how often it deceived me, although I
Am well versed in the paths of error and right.
فَلَستُ عَلى الأَمنِ مِن غَدرِها
وَلَو حَلَفَت لي بِآيِ الكِتابِ
So I am not safe from its treachery,
Even if it swore to me by the verses of the Book.
Sol 6.1