أَلا خَبِرٌ بِمُنتَزِحِ النَواحي
أَطيرُ إِلَيهِ مَنشورَ الجَناحِ
Is there some knowledgeable soul in the farthest reaches,
Is there no learned man in the distant reaches,
To whom I might fly with wings outspread,
to whom I could fly with outspread wing,
فَأَسأَلَهُ وَأُلطِفَهُ عَساهُ
سَيَأسو ما بِديني مِن جِراحِ
That I might ask him and gently entreat him, in hope
then ask him and treat him kindly, hoping he
That he will heal the wounds afflicting my faith,
will heal the wounds within my faith,
وَيَجلو ما دَجا مِن لَيلِ جَهلي
بِنورِ هُدىً كَمُنبَلِجِ الصَباحِ
And dispel the darkness that has gathered from my night of ignorance
and dispel the darkness of my ignorance's night
With the light of guidance, like the breaking dawn?
with guidance's light, like the breaking dawn?
فَأَبصُقُ في مُحَيّا أُمِّ دَفرٍ
وَأَهجُرُها وَأَدفَعُها بِراحي
Then I shall spit in the face of the foul “Mother of Stench,”
Then I would spit in the face of Umm Dafr, the Mother of Stench,
Forsake her, and thrust her away with my palm;
and forsake her and push her away with my palms,
وَأَصحو مِن حُمَيّاها وَأَسلو
عَفافاً عَن جَآذِرِها المِلاحِ
I shall sober from her intoxication and cease yearning,
and sober from her heady wine, and cease to yearn,
Chastely shunning her lovely gazelles;
out of chastity, for her lovely wild-cow calves;
وَأَصرِفُ هِمَّتي بِالكُلِّ عَنها
إِلى دارِ السَعادَةِ وَالنَجاحِ
And turn my whole resolve away from her
and turn my resolve entirely away from her
Toward the abode of happiness and salvation.
toward the abode of happiness and success.
أَفي السِتِّينِ أَهجَعُ في مَقيلي
وَحادي المَوتِ يوقِظُ لِلرَواحِ
At sixty, shall I doze through my noonday rest
Do I slumber at sixty in my noonday resting-place,
While the herald of death rouses me to depart?
while death's camel-driver rouses me to depart?
وَقَد نَشَرَ الزَمانُ لِواءَ شَيبي
لِيَطويني وَيَسلُبَني وِشاحي
Time has already unfurled the banner of my gray hair
And time has unfurled the banner of my gray hair,
To fold me away and strip me of my sash.
to fold me up and rob me of my sash.
وَقَد سَلَّ الحِمامُ عَلَيَّ نَصلاً
سَيَقتُلُني وَإِن شاكَت سِلاحي
Death has already drawn a blade against me
And death has drawn a blade against me:
That will kill me, however keen my weapons may be;
it will kill me, even if my weapons are sharp.
وَيَحمِلُني إِلى الأَجداثِ صَحبي
إِلى ضيقٍ هُناكَ أَو اِنفِساحِ
And my companions will carry me to the graves,
And my companions will carry me to the graves,
There to confinement—or to spaciousness.
to confinement there, or spaciousness.
فَأُجزى الخَيرَ إِن قَدَّمتُ خَيراً
وَشَرّاً إِن جُزيتُ عَلى اِجتِراحي
I shall be rewarded with good if I have sent good ahead,
Then I shall be rewarded with good if I have sent good ahead,
And with evil if I am repaid for my wrongdoing.
and evil, if I am requited for my wrongdoing.
وَها أَنا ذا عَلى عِلمي بِهَذا
بَطيءُ الشَأوِ في سُنَنِ الصَلاحِ
Yet here I am, despite knowing this,
Yet here I am, despite my knowledge of this,
Making slow progress along the paths of righteousness,
slow of pace on the paths of righteousness.
وَليَّ شَأوٌ بِمَيدانِ الخَطايا
بَعيدٌ لا يُبارى بِالرِياحِ
While in the arena of sins I have a course
Yet my stride in the racecourse of sins
So far that even the winds cannot rival it.
is far-reaching, unmatched by the winds.
فَلَو أَنّي نَظَرتُ بِعَينِ عَقلي
إِذَن لَقَطَعتُ دَهري بِالنِياحِ
If only I had looked with the eye of reason,
For had I looked with the eye of my reason,
I would have spent my lifetime wailing;
then I would have spent my lifetime in lamentation,
وَلَم أَسحَب ذُيولي في التَصابي
وَلَم أَطرَب بِغانِيَةٍ رَداحِ
I would not have trailed my hems in youthful folly,
and not trailed my hems in youthful dalliance,
Nor delighted in a voluptuous beauty.
nor delighted in an ample-hipped beauty.
وَكُنتُ اليَومَ أَوّاباً مُنيباً
لَعَلِّيَ أَن تَفوزَ غَداً قِداحي
Today I would have been ever-returning, turning penitently to God,
And today I would be ever-repentant, turning back to God,
So that perhaps my lot might win tomorrow.
hoping that tomorrow my lot-casting arrows might win.
إِذا ما كُنتُ مَكبولَ الخَطايا
وَعانِيَها فَمَن لِيَ بِالبَراحِ
When I am shackled by sins
If I am shackled by sins
And held captive by them, who will grant me release?
and held their captive, who will secure my release?
فَهَل مِن تَوبَةٍ مِنها نَصوحٍ
تُطَيِّرُني وَتَأخُذُ لي سَراحي
Is there, then, any sincere repentance from them
Is there, then, any sincere repentance from them
That will make me soar away and secure my freedom?
that will make me fly and secure my release?
فَيا لَهَفي إِذا جُمِعَ البَرايا
عَلى حَربي لَدَيهِم وَاِفتِضاحي
Alas for my grief when all creatures are assembled
Oh, my anguish when all creatures are gathered,
To witness the battle against me and my disgrace!
at my ruin before them and my disgrace!
وَلَولا أَنَّني أَرجو إِلَهي
وَرَحمَتَهُ يَئِستُ مِنَ الفَلاحِ
Were it not that I place my hope in my God
And were it not for my hope in my God
And in His mercy, I would despair of salvation.
and His mercy, I would have despaired of salvation.
Sol 6.1