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حَنَنتُ ِإلى العَهدِ الَّذِي كَانَ فاِنقضَى
فَها أنا فِي الظَّلماءِ ألتَمسُ الصُّبحَا
I longed for the time that once was, then passed away.
So here I am in the darkness, seeking dawn.
حَرِيقٌ بنَارِ القَلبِ لا أحمِلُ الأسى
غَريقٌ بِماءِ الدَّمع لا أُحسنُ السَّبحَا
Ablaze with my heart's fire, I cannot bear sorrow.
Drowning in the water of tears, I do not know how to swim.
حُجِبتُ فمالي في لِقَائِكَ حِيلَةٌ
عَلَى أنَّني أظما بِحُبِّكَ أو أضحَى
I have been shut out, with no means of meeting you,
Though, in my love for you, I thirst or suffer the sun's heat.
حَشايَ وأجفَانِي لَهِيبٌ وأدمُعٌ
فآونَةً سَحَّاً وآوِنَةً لَفحَا
My heart and my eyelids are flame and tears:
So, at times a downpour, and at times scorching heat.
حَلاليَ ذِكرُ الحُبِّ حَتَّى اختبرتُهُ
فَأيقنتُ أنَّ الجِدَّ لا يُشبهُ المزحَا
The mention of love was sweet to me until I experienced it;
Then I knew for certain that earnestness is not like jest.
حَبيبٌ هَجَرتُ الخَلقَ طُرَّاً لِحُبِّهِ
ومِن اجلِهِ أضرَبتُ عن ذِكرِهم صَفحا
A beloved—for love of him I forsook all creation,
And for his sake I turned away from all mention of them.
حَتمتُ عَلى قَلبِي تَرقُّبَ بَابهِ
عَسى مُغلِقُ الأوابِ يُعقِبُها فَتحا
I enjoined my heart to keep watch at his door:
May he who shuts the doors open them in turn.
حُسِدتُ على دَمعٍِ عليكَ أرَقتُهُ
وذَاكَ لأنَّ الحُبَّ بالسَّحِّ قد صَحَّا
I was envied for the tears I shed over you,
And that is because love has proved true through torrents of tears.
حَنانيكَ لَيسَ الصَّبرُ عنكَ بِمُمكِنٍ
فإن لم أنَل مِنكَ المَحَبَّةَ فالصَّفحَا
I beg your mercy: I cannot endure being apart from you.
So if I do not gain your love, then grant me pardon.
حَرامٌ على العٍِيدينِ طَرفي ومَسمَعي
لأنَّكَ يا مولايَ فِطريَ والأضحى
My gaze and my hearing are forbidden to the two feasts,
For you, my lord, are my Eid al-Fitr and Eid al-Adha.
Sol 6.1