جَحَدتُ الهَوى حَتَّى تَبدَّت شُهودُهُ
فصَرَّحتُ بالكِتمَانِ والحَقُّ أبلَجُ
I denied love until its witnesses appeared.
So I openly avowed concealment, while the truth shone clear.
جُفُونِيَ مِن ذُلِّ الحِجَاب قَريحَةٌ
فلا دَمعَ إلاَّ وَهوَ بالدَّم يُمزَجُ
My eyelids are sore from the humiliation of the veil,
So there is no tear that is not mingled with blood.
جَعلتُ عَلى قَلبي يَدَيَّ تألُّماً
فلم أرَ إلاّ جَمرَةً تَتَأجَّجُ
I laid both my hands upon my heart in pain,
So I saw nothing but a blazing ember.
جُبلتُ على حُبٍّ لمَن أنَا عَبدُهُ
فَلحظيَ إطرَاقٌ ولَفظِي تَلجَلُجُ
I was fashioned to love the one whose servant I am.
So my gaze is downcast, and my speech falters.
جَزاني هَواهُ لَوعَةً وَصبابَةً
وَإِنِّي إلى غَيرِ الجَزاءَينِ أحوجُ
Love for him repaid me with anguish and ardent longing,
Yet I am in greater need of something other than these two rewards.
جَمَعتُ بكَ الضِّدَّينِ جَمعَ ضَرورَةٍ
فَجَفنِيَ مَمطورٌ وقَلبي مُنَضَّجُ
Through you I joined the two opposites, compelled by necessity:
So my eyelid is rain-drenched, and my heart is roasted.
جَريتُ مَعَ الأشواقِ مِلءَ عِنانها
وَقُربُكَ مَطلوِبٌ وحُبُّكَ مُنهِجُ
I raced with longings, giving them full rein,
And nearness to you is sought, while love for you leaves me breathless.
جِنَانُ التَّجَلِّي للجَنان مُعَدَّةٌ
ولا جاَ أرقَى في رِضَاهُ وأعرُجُ
The gardens of manifestation are prepared for the heart,
[Opening words unclear] I climb and ascend in his good pleasure.
جَميعُ المُنَى فِي لَمحةٍ لَوجَنَيتُها
فمَرآكَ أبهى في العُقولِ وأبهَجُ
Even if I could reap all wishes in a single glance,
The sight of you would still be more splendid and more delightful to the mind.
جَمالُكَ لِي عَيشٌ وصَدُّكَ لي رَدًى
فأنت الَّذي تُبلِي وأنتَ تُفَرِّجُ
Your beauty is life to me, and your turning away is death to me.
So you are the one who afflicts, and you are the one who brings relief.
Sol 6.1