عَزَمتُ على كَتمِ الهَوى فَوَشَى بِه
شَهدانِ مَقبولانِ للِسُّهدِ والدَّمعِ
I resolved to conceal my love, but it was betrayed by
Two credible witnesses—sleeplessness and tears.
عَلى أنَّني لَم آلُ صَراً وإنّما
صَدَدتُ وما صَبري على الصَّدِّ في وُسعِ
Though I spared no effort to restrain myself, I merely
Turned away, though enduring estrangement was beyond my power.
عُذِلتُ عَلى طُولِ الحَنينِ وإن أكُن
حَنَتُ فكَم مِن أُسوةٍ لِيَ في الجَزعِ
I was reproached for my long yearning; and if I have
Yearned, how many examples I have in anguish!
عَصَانيَ قَلبٌ في الهَوى فأطَعتُهُ
فيا عَجَباً للأصلِ يَنقادُ للفَرعِ
A heart defied me in love, so I obeyed it.
How strange that the root submits to the branch!
عَمَرتُ فُؤادِي بالحَبيبِ صَبابَةً
ونزَّهتُهُ عن حِسٍّ لَحظي وَعَن سَمعِي
I filled my heart with the beloved in ardent longing,
And exalted him beyond the perception of my gaze and my hearing.
عَساهُ إذا لَم يُلفَ في القَلب غَيرُهُ
يُعامِلُني بَعدَ التَّفرُّدِ بالجَمعِ
May he, when none but he is found in the heart,
Treat me, after solitude, to union.
عَرَفتُكَ لمّا لَم أجِد مَعدِلاً
وذُو الحُسنِ والإحسانِ يُعرَفُ بالطَّبعِ
I knew you when I found no alternative;
And the possessor of beauty and goodness is recognized by instinct.
عَرَجتُ بِسرِّي نَحوَ مَن هُوَ سِرُّه
وإنّي لَرَاضٍ بالعَطاءِ وبالمَنعِ
I ascended with my secret toward the one who is its secret,
And I am indeed content with giving and withholding.
عِيانُكَ أعيَاني وَلَستُ بنَازعٍ
عَنِ الأمَدَ الأقصى وإن كُنتُ في النَّزعِ
Seeing you has wearied me, yet I do not withdraw
From the farthest goal, even if I am in death's throes.
عَذابُ الهَوَى عَذبٌ وَعِنديَ ذَوقُهُ
وَيُوجَدُ طِيبُ الشَّهد في ألَمِ الشَّمعِ
Love's torment is sweet, and I know its taste;
And honey's sweetness is found in the pain of wax.
Sol 6.1