أغيب وعندي بالوفاء حضور
وينأى مزاري والكتاب يزور
I am absent, yet in fidelity I remain present.
My visits grow distant, but my letter comes to visit.
وأغدو وللتذكار بين جوانحي
لهيب لدمع العين عنه صدور
I go about my day while remembrance, within my breast,
is a flame that sends tears flowing from my eyes.
وأدعوك والأشواق تفعلُ فعلها
دعاءً له فوق الخلاص عبور
I call to you while longing does its work,
with a prayer that reaches beyond deliverance.
أعلل نفسي بالكتاب وَقلَّمَا
شَفَت دَاءَ بَينٍ أَحرُفٌ وسطورُ
I console myself with letters, though seldom
have letters and lines cured the sickness of separation.
وإني وصبري عنك في النأي ليلة
فكيف ليال عدة لصبور
If my patience away from you lasts but one night,
how could a patient soul bear many nights?
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وكيف اصطباري عن َسنِيٍّ سناؤه
لانفي نَورٌ ولطرفي نور
And how can I endure absence from one so radiant, whose radiance
is a blossom to my nose and light to my eyes?
وما كنت ممن ضيّع الحزمَ قبلها
ولكن حزمي في القضاءِ قصور
I was never one to neglect good judgment before this,
but against fate my judgment falls short.
أبعدك والعياءُ فيك سجيةٌ
يطيب نعيم أو يتم سرور
After you, with weariness a trait of yours,
can any comfort please me or any joy be complete?
أبى الله إلاَّ أنك الفضل كله
وإن حَرِجَت مما أقول صدور
God has willed that you embody all excellence,
even if hearts grow uneasy at what I say.
فكم لك عندي من معانٍ أنيقةٍ
تسير ومعنى مَن سواك أسير
How many graceful thoughts of you I hold
that travel freely, while thoughts of anyone else remain captive.
ومن فِقَر لو أَلَّفَ النظمُ بينها
تحلت صدور درّها ونحور
And phrases which, if verse were to join them,
would adorn breasts and necks with their pearls.
يقصر عنها جِرولٌ ومهلهل
ويحذو عليها أخطل وجرير
Jarwal and Muhalhil fall short of them,
while al-Akhtal and Jarir follow their pattern.
ففي كل خلّ ما خلاك مقالةٌ
وفي كلِّ ودّ غير ودّك زور
In every friend but you there is something to fault,
and in every love but yours there is falsehood.
ألا ليت شعري هل للقياك كرةٌ
فيعدل دهر لا يزال يجور
Would that I knew whether we might meet again,
so that a time that keeps wronging me might turn fair.
ولا بأس من روح الإِله ولطفِهِ
فإن تصاريف القضاءِ تدور
There is hope in God's relief and kindness,
for the turns of fate keep turning.
فَتُدرَكُ آمال وتُقضَى مآربٌ
وتحدث من بعد الأُمور أمور
Hopes may be attained and desires fulfilled,
and after one turn of events, others may arise.
تَغَيَّرتَ والأيامُ تصفو وتكدر
ومن ذا الذي ينأى ولا يتغيرُ
You have changed, and days grow clear and then cloud over;
who can go far away and remain unchanged?
وعاملتَ بالسُّلوان خِلاًّ فؤادُهُ
ومنطقه ذكر لكم وتذكّر
You treated with forgetfulness a friend whose heart
and speech are full of remembering you.
طوى لك والأيامُ تبلى مودة
تكادُ لإفراطِ الغضاضة تقطر
He has kept an affection for you, though the days wear things away,
so fresh that it almost drips.
أبى الله أن أنسى إخاءك لمحةً
وإن بَعُدَت منَّا ديراٌ وأعصر
God has willed that I never forget your friendship for an instant,
though lands and ages lie far between us.
وكيف تناسى من هواه وشخصه
لقلبي فكر أو لعيني منظر
How could I forget one whose love and person
are my heart's thought and my eye's vision?
إذا غاب عن طرفي تلقاه ناظري
فمن لُقيَةٍ تُمحَى وأخرى تُصَوَّرُ
When he is absent from my sight, my inner gaze still meets him;
one encounter fades, and another takes shape.
وما زِلتُ من خَطبِ التَّفَرُّقِ مُشفِقاً
فقد حلَّ بي منه الذي كنت أحذرُ
I had long dreaded the calamity of parting,
and what I feared from it has now befallen me.
فيا ليت سوءَ البُعدِ عنك مقدمٌ
ويا ليت حُسنَ القُربِ منك مؤخر
Would that the pain of distance from you had come first,
and the joy of closeness to you had come later.
وقد كثرت أيامُ لُقياكَ قبلها
ولكنَّ أيام التفرّق أكثر
The days when I met you were many before this,
but the days of separation are more.
وقد طالَ وجدي في ليالٍِ طويلةٍ
لبعدك كانت حين قُربِكَ تَقصُرُ
My yearning has stretched through long nights
that, when you were near, used to seem short.
وقد أصممتني عنك للبين روعةٌ
ولكن لسانُ الحال عنك يعبر
The shock of parting has left me deaf to news of you,
but the language of my state speaks of you.
ففي طَيِّ أحشائي لذكرك مجمر
وفي نشر ألفاظي بذكرك عنبر
Deep within me, your memory burns like a brazier;
and as my words unfold, remembrance of you is ambergris.
Sol 6